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unknownjester077
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Decided to finally post actual pics of my face for once. This entire journey is from my freshman year of hs (2021) to present day.
2021 (15)
At this point I had come out of a bulk. I assumed since I was so skinny I should bulk up and eat whatever I could get my hands on. I was extremely insecure and got fat and got acne. Acne ended up being something I struggled with during my early adult years and was a huge insecurity. I was probably around 6’2 185lbs here.
2022 (16)
At this point I had leaned out a bit and was a bit happier and had more success with woman. Gained a bit more respect from my peers and was overall happier and was a step up from my past bloated self. Still was deeply insecure though and didn’t really know what to do to change.
2023 (17)
This was when it started to get dark for me. I was deeply insecure, and this is when I started to truly cut off the outside world. I had maybe 1-2 real friends I would play video games with, but other than that, I spent most of my time playing soccer or in my room. At this point, I had tried some coping methods. The only non cope I was doing was accutane. I didn't have much knowledge on what to do at this point.
2025 (18)
At this point, I was battling with the Norwood Reaper. This really hit hard, eventually started using non-copes at this time. I was slightly coping with the primal diet and later on got rid of it. I was really stressed all the time (ex gf) and had little to no respect from my "friends." I often was the target of jokes and bullying from people who were supposed to be my close friends. I was always scared to open my phone or walk by a mirror to see myself.
The bloatcell arc (2025 again)
This was an interesting time. I had hopped on the test finally and was excited to get things going. I was also taking dutasteride and minoxidil to battle the reaper. But, my source was horrible and was most likely fulled with chinese piss and i got super bloated and didn't control my E2 at all. (80) I would get into bad arguments with my parents bc they found the roids, and I broke up with my ex at this point. It was a low point for me, and I wanted nothing more than to just be happy with how I looked. At one point my ex told me she would break up with me if i kept roiding so i ended it there. I was determined to find a better life.
The light at the end of the tunnel is beginning to take shape.
At the time of taking this pic i was in college and was living a much better life. I had only been on test and my hair had finally came back. The reaper was beaten and I was more confident. Ofc i wasnt that lean here (was drinking a lot) but there was some hope. I noticed girls would approach me more often, and I had an automatic respect from guys.
Present day
The two pics at the end were taken at the moment of typing this thread. Today I feel much more confident and happier in my own skin. I have taken a lot of things to get to this point which I can go indepth into later. (kinda lazy rn) or if anyone has questions lmk. I'll list everything i can think of off the top of my head:
- Test E
- GH
- Anadrol
- Dutasteride
- Minox
- Latisse
- Estriol cream/Tret
- Mt2/1
- Reta
- Gluta
- MSE (installed last week)
- Slu pp 332
- Methylane blue
- RU-54881
And some nootropics and stims. Pregab and all of that stuff. Overall, too lazy to go super in-depth like I said, but would like to answer questions.
Please keep in mind I normally like to keep my face a secret so pls dont be weird.
Also, the ascension is nowhere near done. UC and rhino will be happening.
2021 (15)
At this point I had come out of a bulk. I assumed since I was so skinny I should bulk up and eat whatever I could get my hands on. I was extremely insecure and got fat and got acne. Acne ended up being something I struggled with during my early adult years and was a huge insecurity. I was probably around 6’2 185lbs here.
2022 (16)
At this point I had leaned out a bit and was a bit happier and had more success with woman. Gained a bit more respect from my peers and was overall happier and was a step up from my past bloated self. Still was deeply insecure though and didn’t really know what to do to change.
2023 (17)
This was when it started to get dark for me. I was deeply insecure, and this is when I started to truly cut off the outside world. I had maybe 1-2 real friends I would play video games with, but other than that, I spent most of my time playing soccer or in my room. At this point, I had tried some coping methods. The only non cope I was doing was accutane. I didn't have much knowledge on what to do at this point.
2025 (18)
At this point, I was battling with the Norwood Reaper. This really hit hard, eventually started using non-copes at this time. I was slightly coping with the primal diet and later on got rid of it. I was really stressed all the time (ex gf) and had little to no respect from my "friends." I often was the target of jokes and bullying from people who were supposed to be my close friends. I was always scared to open my phone or walk by a mirror to see myself.
The bloatcell arc (2025 again)
This was an interesting time. I had hopped on the test finally and was excited to get things going. I was also taking dutasteride and minoxidil to battle the reaper. But, my source was horrible and was most likely fulled with chinese piss and i got super bloated and didn't control my E2 at all. (80) I would get into bad arguments with my parents bc they found the roids, and I broke up with my ex at this point. It was a low point for me, and I wanted nothing more than to just be happy with how I looked. At one point my ex told me she would break up with me if i kept roiding so i ended it there. I was determined to find a better life.
The light at the end of the tunnel is beginning to take shape.
At the time of taking this pic i was in college and was living a much better life. I had only been on test and my hair had finally came back. The reaper was beaten and I was more confident. Ofc i wasnt that lean here (was drinking a lot) but there was some hope. I noticed girls would approach me more often, and I had an automatic respect from guys.
Present day
The two pics at the end were taken at the moment of typing this thread. Today I feel much more confident and happier in my own skin. I have taken a lot of things to get to this point which I can go indepth into later. (kinda lazy rn) or if anyone has questions lmk. I'll list everything i can think of off the top of my head:
- Test E
- GH
- Anadrol
- Dutasteride
- Minox
- Latisse
- Estriol cream/Tret
- Mt2/1
- Reta
- Gluta
- MSE (installed last week)
- Slu pp 332
- Methylane blue
- RU-54881
And some nootropics and stims. Pregab and all of that stuff. Overall, too lazy to go super in-depth like I said, but would like to answer questions.
Please keep in mind I normally like to keep my face a secret so pls dont be weird.
Also, the ascension is nowhere near done. UC and rhino will be happening.
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