My Ascension so far!

Hi! Fellow Blackpillers!
In this thread I'm documenting my looksmaxxing journey so far as a currycel.


The beginning:
So it began probably around when giga had was blowing up and then kshami uploaded his "incel to gigachad" tiktok where he transforms himself, it was also around when all the girls in my class were going crazy for Kpop idols and I was like "how the hell do they like these chinks" then I dug a bit into em and noticed that all of them were good-looking, the music wasn't what they liked jfl it was their looks.

Then i start getting my hair longer and tried to make my lips pinker(though the Idols were wearing lipstick jfl) and tried conversing more with girls and became a bit popular, I was still friendzoned obviously cause I was subhuman.

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My dumbass was still doing the stupid side part or whatever. Also didn't shave the stupid peach fuzz because my retard classmates thought everyone needed to have that for some retarded reason. But I was blessed with deep-set eyes with dark and long lashes. So I had much on the plate to play with so I can ascend eventually.

I kept that subhuman look for 1 year or so getting close to the female classmates as all trucks attempt jfl and that's also when I had a growth spurt where I went from 5'5 to 5'8.
View attachment 4814521But that also came with a big cost because with puberty and absolutely dog shit diet, I ended up destroying my skin and also tanned a tad bit. I kept on popping my acne cause it's tempting and ended up with BAD acne scars.


Total descension:
My cutecel look didn't last much as puberty came to ruin my life once and for all.
View attachment 4814532 then I ended up as a total subhuman once again, those female classmates thought I was weird and my friends thought I was pussy as hell cause I looked weak as hell
This was when I got deeper into redpill.
View attachment 4814547 And I thought I was gonna get rich my opening random trades jfl😭😭😭 and lost some money on that, that chapter slowly came to a close when I started being less of an NPC and actually getting deeper into looksmaxxing. I shaved soon enough and started doing skincare that didn't work but that's a step closer right?


Joined discords:
This is when I started joining looksmaxxing discord servers and kept getting told to rope jfl. Sub3s and ltns were telling me to end it, so bad that some even started pitying me. But I kept researchmaxxing joining forums and finding org, org didn't let me create an account cause of some reason so I kept researchmaxxing on it without an account for a while.


The ascension:
After researching about what I can become and more of mostly surface level knowledge and softmaxxing I finally started ascending, it was slow but the results were proof. I joined the gym, mewed all the time and did all of most surface level shit.
Then I came across pharmaceuticals, I still had acne and my aunt was a model, so she told me that I should look into isotretinoin and tret. Then I found out about accutane. Since accutane is expensive jfl and also bad for you I hopped on topical tretinoin which fixed my skin and literally gave me a rebirth. I did that with more of skin bleaching treatments such as alpha arbutin and reduced my curry skin though I wasn't born dark, I'm a lightskin curry, just tanned.
This is the result of a lot of softmaxxing:
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the eyebrows still suck but it's easy to fix with derma stamps and minox. Messaging my face and practicing perfect posture allowed me to increase symmetry since I was still growing. The only asymmetries rn are the orbitals, dental arches and the chin. The Maxilla is a bit tilted but it's not visible at all.
Mostly fascial release and keeping everything neutral allowed me to reach high symmetry levels. View attachment 4814610(kinda tanned in this pic jfl I was playing soccer)
Also losing weight revealed that I have flared gonions, I'm still not that low of bodyfat so the gonions aren't that prominent yet but if I were to lose more fat I'll get the gonions popping more. I had also changed my hairstyle opting for more of a ¾ part or a middle part rather than a side part which is hideous. I had also started supplementing all sorts of minerals needed for bone growth. I'm 5'9.5 and the goal is to reach 5'10+ then I'll finally be happy cause I can just spam 2 inch heel implants.

THE HALO:
I can now get any girl I want, life is so easy now, everyone thinks I'm nice and capable, I go on dates and the food pays for me and then I ghost her and get another foid jfl. The old friends who used to think I'm weak come for advice or just die of envy. The female classmates whose attention I used to seek text me outta nowhere saying I look hot jfl. I get a compliment from the foids I talk to in every sentence(one even nicknamed me 'chad' jfl), I pretend to be a fake humble gentleman. People automatically give me authority. Foids literally send me screenshots of other friends I used to have when they text me tryna flirt and laugh with me as if I'm their boyfriends, when I flirt it's being charming and when other ltns flirt they end up on the same foids' stories being called creeps who I flirt with for fun, and once a foid falls for me I change targets and go all over again, getting foids in curryland is easy as hell but they're absolutely disgusting and make me gag jfl.

But this isn't the end, it's just the start, I turned 16 and it's just the beginning. In the future I hope to get a lot of surgeries, I've planned it all and is gonna cost me $50k jfl but it's gonna keep going on. I hope I get out of this curryland hellhole soon to slay white ltbs hehe.
Wish me luck buddy boyos---
Peace!
what was the best ROI according to you ? minox ? tret ? gym ? long hair? or other things that you forgot to mention ?
 
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