try2beme
OG Looksmaxxer
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2023
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2022-2023
When I joined I was HIGH LTN smv . I was 19, doing opioids and psychedelics, very broke, didn’t even bother to act or try to be classy. I even wore anime shirts sometimes. Wasnt incel, I was willing to crack tortas and low end/ niche beckies and I experienced some level of genuine interest most the time for them. Skinny as fuck, 15% bf. I wasn’t aware of how poor and nd I looked and how ugly I reallt was. But I thought women had much higher standards than where I was at, even looking at mtns like my inspiration and ishowspeed jacked physique as my goal. I knew I was so inferior smv wise but I somehow didn’t hate myself, it was more an exclusion from a category or inferior feeling rather than muhh my dimorphism my chin ect.
2026
Fillers, gymcelled, tanned, cut my long hair, 10-11% bodyfat most year round. Before I had the issue that women’s standards were too high. Now they feel excrutiatingly low. Im always out of place. Its almost comedy like. Before I had real connections and relationships now im allergic to participating fully. Just maxxed out tinder and ghosting everyone the moment they show lack of standards. I applied the bp everywhere because I did that so much to myself and it’s not gonna change.
Basically just a comedy evolution of being blackpilled. But shit, i look great now. Trying to look even better.
When I joined I was HIGH LTN smv . I was 19, doing opioids and psychedelics, very broke, didn’t even bother to act or try to be classy. I even wore anime shirts sometimes. Wasnt incel, I was willing to crack tortas and low end/ niche beckies and I experienced some level of genuine interest most the time for them. Skinny as fuck, 15% bf. I wasn’t aware of how poor and nd I looked and how ugly I reallt was. But I thought women had much higher standards than where I was at, even looking at mtns like my inspiration and ishowspeed jacked physique as my goal. I knew I was so inferior smv wise but I somehow didn’t hate myself, it was more an exclusion from a category or inferior feeling rather than muhh my dimorphism my chin ect.
2026
Fillers, gymcelled, tanned, cut my long hair, 10-11% bodyfat most year round. Before I had the issue that women’s standards were too high. Now they feel excrutiatingly low. Im always out of place. Its almost comedy like. Before I had real connections and relationships now im allergic to participating fully. Just maxxed out tinder and ghosting everyone the moment they show lack of standards. I applied the bp everywhere because I did that so much to myself and it’s not gonna change.
Basically just a comedy evolution of being blackpilled. But shit, i look great now. Trying to look even better.
