My best friend is a fucking idiot but I don't have the heart to stop talking to him.

[chudcell999]

Just a quick little rant you can do a cute DNR if you want. But basically I have a best friend which is a very loose term he's only my best friend mainly because he's the only friend I have. I think I'm starting to dislike him a lot mainly because he's a retard let me explain he's neurodivergent but not the smart kind. His reasonings are just very retarded for example he doesn't have a job so I helped him by loaning him my lawn mower so he can mow lawns for 20 bucks or more each lawn so every time he mows a lawn you think since he doesn't have a job he would save money do you know buy a fucking car or maybe a motorcycle like I have so he can get around town but no he spends it on the most retarded stupid shit ever like buying video games a guitar he played two times 30 plus dollars of fast food mind you this mother fucker only gets $20-40 every other day when he mows a lawn and he blows it the same exact day he spends it on literal bullshit he has no impulse control and when I tell him this he tells me to stop judging him I said he has an addiction and all he does is deny it he's a super bum goy cattle. Also he's just not a very interesting person he doesn't get social cues he spent 2 hours talking my head off about what kind of food he wants to buy so he can cook at his house switching from Pizza to sourdough bread to spaghetti I didn't give a fuck the first time you talked about what you're going to make what makes you think I want to hear the hundred other meals you want to make with three ingredients I feel like I'm talking and hanging around with a guy who has the body of a grown ass man but the mindset of a literal 9-year-old which isn't fair because he got great genetics he's 6'1 230 lb at 20% body fat and is a clavicle God and he literally waste it he has zero sex drive like a fucking little kid. the mother fucker barely works out but can bench 250 I feel bad for him because he is retarded and I now see why his family treats him like he is and he always complains about how his family treats him but he's too blind to see that he is retarded he thinks he's perfectly logical who the fuck spins their last $40 on bullshit like fast food goy cattle slop I genuinely need to get out of this fucking City so I can meet more people besides motherfuckers you just want to get high and drunk or motherfuckers who want to talk my ear off about some bullshit recipe they want to make I don't give a fuck about your favorite food brother I'm not 6 years old.

 

[CheezyPoof]

I remember learning that it is often better for me to shut my mouth because most people don’t care about me telling about things I’m interested in. But some people they will never learn this and tbh even though I understand I have also had these moments with others where I want them to shut up but they are clueless and I don’t know how to tell them either.

Another thing: i also bought some shit like a guitar I couldn’t play (at least back then) and later I gave it away… but the final straw was when I was contemplating buying anime girl figurines from Japan which are very expensive. So I realized that was a dangerous path to follow because all people with anime girl figure collections end up the same way in life I could tell and it wasn’t very promising. So from then on I got more careful and didn’t bit useless crap anymore.

Kind of crazy he got such a physique btw ngl.

If you don’t have other friends maybe focus on making more friends so it’ll be easier to hang out with more intelligent people. Maybe you can find some people at the gym.