
GhostBoySwag
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I don’t know why but recently the same thought has been stuck in my head that i am a hypocrite. What does a hypocrite even mean?
A hypocrite a person who claims to have certain moral beliefs or virtues but behaves in a way that contradicts those beliefs.
What is my belief? I believe you should be yourself, state what you want to state and don’t change yourself for others.
But i go contradict myself on everything. If i was truly myself I wouldve cut off 80% of people i know. Focus on my religion and quiet.
But here I am, in a society where the norm is to literally drink until you pass out. Have a girlfriend and have intercourse, yell at your parents and just be a “savage” all before you are 15.
But me, who hate the idea of drinking until you pass out. Taking drugs and smoking weed. Being open about anything sexual and being rude to your parents.
Gosh i don’t even wanna write this but i have to get this of my chest. You know i find this society like salt water, the more you drink the more thirsty you become. It applies the same where i live, the more i consume whats around me, the more i want from it.
Im with friends who have girlfriends, couple of weeks later I’ll find myself wanting a girlfriend. Whatever my friends do I’ll probably end up wanting or doing as well.
One day i will eventually break from it, but i want it as soon as possible. I want one night where i got ape shit and just lose it all and becoming truly myself.
A hypocrite a person who claims to have certain moral beliefs or virtues but behaves in a way that contradicts those beliefs.
What is my belief? I believe you should be yourself, state what you want to state and don’t change yourself for others.
But i go contradict myself on everything. If i was truly myself I wouldve cut off 80% of people i know. Focus on my religion and quiet.
But here I am, in a society where the norm is to literally drink until you pass out. Have a girlfriend and have intercourse, yell at your parents and just be a “savage” all before you are 15.
But me, who hate the idea of drinking until you pass out. Taking drugs and smoking weed. Being open about anything sexual and being rude to your parents.
Gosh i don’t even wanna write this but i have to get this of my chest. You know i find this society like salt water, the more you drink the more thirsty you become. It applies the same where i live, the more i consume whats around me, the more i want from it.
Im with friends who have girlfriends, couple of weeks later I’ll find myself wanting a girlfriend. Whatever my friends do I’ll probably end up wanting or doing as well.
One day i will eventually break from it, but i want it as soon as possible. I want one night where i got ape shit and just lose it all and becoming truly myself.
