My biggest sin is envy

[PsychoDsk]

I physically can’t stand it when someone has something I don’t, even the people closest to me.

Like those niggas will be in a healthy rs and I’m just fuming on the inside. Some nigga shorted btc and I didn’t get filled, f u m i n g.

I want to be the best in everything.
My friend gambled 5k on that stupid sweet bonanza game and won 15
I gambled 10 and lost 10
I walked around pissed for 2 weeks straight
Not a single happy thought, just ‘fuck him, why’s he mogging me’ for 2 weeks straight
I be just going about my day and then I see my friend pullup to the gym, he has a big ass chest vein and I don’t, instant crashout.

Envy is so ugly but I genuinely don’t how to fix it LOL

 

[inversions]

me neither

but ig it just forces me to improve

unlike some people who just settle and then ldar

 

[PsychoDsk]

‘Yes broo I’m so happy for you, insane vein man, u look jacked asfuck’

 

[Luca_.]

Same. Low-key ruins my day seeing someone have luck in life. I guess I have a shit character but that’s just how I am

 

[PsychoDsk]

me neither

but ig it just forces me to improve

unlike some people who just settle and then ldar

yea me aswell, genuinely think it’s why I built something of myself
and then when I’m visibly doing better than old friends for example, literal high on dopamine

this can’t be healthy tbh

 

[IraniancelV2]

Nothing will ever solve this problem

 

[elkkkk]

I physically can’t stand it when someone has something I don’t, even the people closest to me.

Like those niggas will be in a healthy rs and I’m just fuming on the inside. Some nigga shorted btc and I didn’t get filled, f u m i n g.

I want to be the best in everything.
My friend gambled 5k on that stupid sweet bonanza game and won 15
I gambled 10 and lost 10
I walked around pissed for 2 weeks straight
Not a single happy thought, just ‘fuck him, why’s he mogging me’ for 2 weeks straight
I be just going about my day and then I see my friend pullup to the gym, he has a big ass chest vein and I don’t, instant crashout.

Envy is so ugly but I genuinely don’t how to fix it LOL

i feel that

 

[RAITEIII]

Envy is so ugly but I genuinely don’t how to fix it LOL

I remain neutral when discussing anything with anyone but I'm curious, why do you want to keep something that you yourself admit is causing you to constantly have a negative experience in life?

 

[PsychoDsk]

I remain neutral when discussing anything with anyone but I'm curious, why do you want to keep something that you yourself admit is causing you to constantly have a negative experience in life?

I can’t just live on an island with 0 human contact bro

 

[.Cx]

I physically can’t stand it when someone has something I don’t, even the people closest to me.

Like those niggas will be in a healthy rs and I’m just fuming on the inside. Some nigga shorted btc and I didn’t get filled, f u m i n g.

I want to be the best in everything.
My friend gambled 5k on that stupid sweet bonanza game and won 15
I gambled 10 and lost 10
I walked around pissed for 2 weeks straight
Not a single happy thought, just ‘fuck him, why’s he mogging me’ for 2 weeks straight
I be just going about my day and then I see my friend pullup to the gym, he has a big ass chest vein and I don’t, instant crashout.

Envy is so ugly but I genuinely don’t how to fix it LOL

Idk how to help. You should want to be the best at everything you do but I think you must accept some people are better at things you can never be perfect

 

[RAITEIII]

I can’t just live on an island with 0 human contact bro

I think that doesn't answer my question.

I asked you why you would choose to keep this level of envy when it's creating a negative life experience for you. I guess you feel that it's motivation fuel? people can get motivations in other ways, though.

 

[RAITEIII]

I think that doesn't answer my question.

I asked you why you would choose to keep this level of envy when it's creating a negative life experience for you. I guess you feel that it's motivation fuel? people can get motivations in other ways, though.

Actually nevermind me, I misread your post. You said you don't know how to fix it, I thought I read you don't want to fix if.