my birthday

[iqi]

i dont really know what to say. i turned 15 today. i dont feel anything. ive been conscious about my looks since i was like 6 or 7. obviously not with a proper ideology concerning it, just understanding that i cant develop proper social connections due to them. doesnt help that im severely nd (probably autistic, idk) and prided myself in having a large knowledge base and vocabulary. my parents always pushed me to excel in my academics, and i did (until high school). the largest friend group ive had is 2 people who i consider close friends. in my country, its very common to lose your virginity at like 14. oh yeah, i almost forgot. i started school early, so it doesnt help that im a year younger than most people i interact with on the daily. anyways, i just wanted to express how i felt, and my reminiscing on my past. i have some incredibly cringeworthy stories along my years during my endeavors to interact with women. anyways, today felt like any other day. my mom bought me a cake and im happy for it. i really love her. and my dad. but as an only child, he pressures me into changing into his ideal child and sometimes it sucks. im typing like a retard cuz i cant be bothered to put effort into a post that like 5 people will see and 1 will actually read through. -andy

 

[yoyoyo123123]

Enjoy your birthday

 

[Ekidona]

ive been conscious about my looks since i was like 6 or 7.

six sevenn

even tho you didnt really enjoy your bday / didnt feel it was special still wishing u a happy bday twin (glad you got to enjoy some cake atleast i guess )

 

[Outlander]

Enjoy being a kid while it lasts. Your teen years might not be great but usually life gets a lot colder as an adult and you are more jaded

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

six sevenn
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even tho you didnt really enjoy your bday / didnt feel it was special still wishing u a happy bday twin (glad you got to enjoy some cake atleast i guess )

 

[Ekidona]

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

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I'm saving ts

 

[Bryce]

6 or 7

Ahah well anyways

 

[iqi]

Ahah well anyways

i swear i didnt mean it as a joke

 

[Anthony111554]

Kidsbornin2011.org

 

[iqi]

even tho you didnt really enjoy your bday / didnt feel it was special still wishing u a happy bday twin (glad you got to enjoy some cake atleast i guess )

thanks man, i think it only gets better from here.

 

[iqi]

Enjoy being a kid while it lasts. Your teen years might not be great but usually life gets a lot colder as an adult and you are more jaded

my adult life will probably be worse than anything im feeling rn. i just feel stuff emotionally now, cuz ion gotta pay attention to my overhead support structure. i guess when im an adult and i gotta make my own bed AND sleep in it itll be worse. atleast im at the top of my game academics wise rn so i should be okay.

 

[Outlander]

my adult life will probably be worse than anything im feeling rn. i just feel stuff emotionally now, cuz ion gotta pay attention to my overhead support structure. i guess when im an adult and i gotta make my own bed AND sleep in it itll be worse. atleast im at the top of my game academics wise rn so i should be okay.

Good luck. My life at 15 was pretty hard but family was less cold and things weren't as lonely and depressing. Now in my 20s I'm a lot more jaded and most of my family is dead. The few that are left are nowhere near as nice as they were 5-10 years ago.

 

[o_Owtf]

happy bday bro