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*(NOTE THE FOLLOWING THREAD IS QUITE LONG SO IF YOU HAVE ATTENTION SPAN OF A FIVE YEAR OLD DONT EVEN BOTHER WITH OPENING IT.)
Everything started roughly four or so years ago when I as a skinny, weak, childish 14-year-old who by that point was extremely self-conscious and was suffering from very low self-esteem embarked on a quest to change all that.
I innocently started by searching the internet for answers like "how to get into bodybuilding" or "How to become more confident"
Eventually, I stumbled across Reddit quickly I discovered subs like r/socialanxiety,r/selfimprovment, r/Motivation, etc.
At first, I thought: "This is great! I will surely find some useful advice on here!"
I started spending hours and hours scrolling these subs reading countless threads like these "How to walk correctly", "How to make small talk", "How to make eye contact", "Importance of showering"
But something was off in spite of all this advice I have read and implanted IRL my life was still the same absolutely nothing changed.
Slowly I started to question all of this "self-improving advice" every time I would comment on how the advice that was given or posted was pure bullshit I would be downvoted to oblivion.
Then one day I found r/ForeverAlone a sub filled with men over thirty who were still virgins.
Here I discovered a new word: INCEL
But I didn't bother with its meaning until I found what it meant from this video.
And shortly afterward I discovered the whole Manosphere community(redpill,blackpill)
I started lurking subs like r/redpill,r/purplepilldisscusion,r/MGTOW, and finally r/Braincels
On Braincels I felt like I finally discovered my people who felt the same and were in the same shoes as I never before did I relate to something as much.
That sub was simply beautiful but sadly after just a month after I have discovered it it was banned.
In its place came many more subs that tried to replicate the sub atmosphere and coziness some were more successful than others some not so much but every last one was banned sooner or later.
After the last of these subs were banned I was redirected to this site by one of the moderators of that last standing subs.
Overall I had great time on here discussing race,sex apeal,male models,drugs,fashion,etc.
Caging at all the juicy drama and random shit.
I have learned a lot about just how much your physical appearance plays a role into your day to day life.
I learned all the useful lookmaxing stuff.
I also learned about some beneficial drugs for personal developent.
But all of this eventually gets dull and quite repetitive.
So I decide to leave this forum in the coming weeks but not before I unload all the knowledge I accumulated.
THREADS I WANT TO MAKE BEFORE LEAVING:
-ULTIMATE PHENIBUT GUIDE.
-ULTIMATE GUIDE TO CRYPTOCURRENCIES 101.
-UNDERSTANDING ADHD.
-ULTIMATE FASHION GUIDE 101 (MEGA THREAD)
-YOU WILL NEVER FEEL SATISFED WITH YOUR CURRENT SITUATION.
-COLLAPSE IS COMING.
-Blackpill is actually Bluepill.
-THERE IS NOTHING INHERENTLY WRONG WITH NORMIES THE PROBLEM IS YOU.
It is time for me to actually to start living not just existing.
IF ANYBOY WANTS TO BE TAGGED IN THE UPCOMING THREADS SAY SO DOWN BELOW.
Everything started roughly four or so years ago when I as a skinny, weak, childish 14-year-old who by that point was extremely self-conscious and was suffering from very low self-esteem embarked on a quest to change all that.
I innocently started by searching the internet for answers like "how to get into bodybuilding" or "How to become more confident"
Eventually, I stumbled across Reddit quickly I discovered subs like r/socialanxiety,r/selfimprovment, r/Motivation, etc.
At first, I thought: "This is great! I will surely find some useful advice on here!"
I started spending hours and hours scrolling these subs reading countless threads like these "How to walk correctly", "How to make small talk", "How to make eye contact", "Importance of showering"
But something was off in spite of all this advice I have read and implanted IRL my life was still the same absolutely nothing changed.
Slowly I started to question all of this "self-improving advice" every time I would comment on how the advice that was given or posted was pure bullshit I would be downvoted to oblivion.
Then one day I found r/ForeverAlone a sub filled with men over thirty who were still virgins.
Here I discovered a new word: INCEL
But I didn't bother with its meaning until I found what it meant from this video.
And shortly afterward I discovered the whole Manosphere community(redpill,blackpill)
I started lurking subs like r/redpill,r/purplepilldisscusion,r/MGTOW, and finally r/Braincels
On Braincels I felt like I finally discovered my people who felt the same and were in the same shoes as I never before did I relate to something as much.
That sub was simply beautiful but sadly after just a month after I have discovered it it was banned.
In its place came many more subs that tried to replicate the sub atmosphere and coziness some were more successful than others some not so much but every last one was banned sooner or later.
After the last of these subs were banned I was redirected to this site by one of the moderators of that last standing subs.
Overall I had great time on here discussing race,sex apeal,male models,drugs,fashion,etc.
Caging at all the juicy drama and random shit.
I have learned a lot about just how much your physical appearance plays a role into your day to day life.
I learned all the useful lookmaxing stuff.
I also learned about some beneficial drugs for personal developent.
But all of this eventually gets dull and quite repetitive.
So I decide to leave this forum in the coming weeks but not before I unload all the knowledge I accumulated.
THREADS I WANT TO MAKE BEFORE LEAVING:
-ULTIMATE PHENIBUT GUIDE.
-ULTIMATE GUIDE TO CRYPTOCURRENCIES 101.
-UNDERSTANDING ADHD.
-ULTIMATE FASHION GUIDE 101 (MEGA THREAD)
-YOU WILL NEVER FEEL SATISFED WITH YOUR CURRENT SITUATION.
-COLLAPSE IS COMING.
-Blackpill is actually Bluepill.
-THERE IS NOTHING INHERENTLY WRONG WITH NORMIES THE PROBLEM IS YOU.
It is time for me to actually to start living not just existing.
IF ANYBOY WANTS TO BE TAGGED IN THE UPCOMING THREADS SAY SO DOWN BELOW.
