My brain is literally becoming retarded due to critical levels of anxiety in public

[WELOVELOOKS]

I’m literally brain fried

In my free time I’m a high iq philosopher

When I’m listening to someone during a conversation I can hardly keep track of a basic analogy they’re making

wtf do I do seriously make fun of it if u want but I srsly think I’m turning retarded and I’m not sure why

I think the sleep deprivation, drugs, alcohol, rotting constantly finally caught up now that I’m almost 30 I may be just turning retarded

 

[larpcel]

This used to happen to me but I’ve evolved, sorry. You’ll get there one day

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

This used to happen to me but I’ve evolved, sorry. You’ll get there one day

Hope it’s just cause I’m super overwhelmed with the new situation I’m in

 

[larpcel]

Hope it’s just cause I’m super overwhelmed with the new situation I’m in

I found for some reason modafinil helped me a lot with this stuff. Idk if i can attribute it to just that but definitely helped