Hagman
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No matter WHAT happens to me, no matter how good life gets, my mind won't shut up. All I think about is how miserable I am and how no one loves me, that's all I CAN think of anymore. I can't stop it, I can't control it, I can't put it at bay, I can't do shit. It is everyday that something sets me off, which gets me angry enough to lash out and do some stupid shit, then when I'm done with that, I just feel completely drained and depressed for the rest of the day. I've had the feeling and desire to cry for like a week straight now, but I just can't cry for some reason. It feels like my head is physically filled with a cloud of negativity I can not silence. At this point it feels like the only way to get people to care about me is to die.
