My brain is ruined

[Hagman]

No matter WHAT happens to me, no matter how good life gets, my mind won't shut up. All I think about is how miserable I am and how no one loves me, that's all I CAN think of anymore. I can't stop it, I can't control it, I can't put it at bay, I can't do shit. It is everyday that something sets me off, which gets me angry enough to lash out and do some stupid shit, then when I'm done with that, I just feel completely drained and depressed for the rest of the day. I've had the feeling and desire to cry for like a week straight now, but I just can't cry for some reason. It feels like my head is physically filled with a cloud of negativity I can not silence. At this point it feels like the only way to get people to care about me is to die.

 

[miloeatscookies]

ok so option
1. say it on this forum
2. talk to a licensed professional
which do you think op will choose

 

[Hagman]

ok so option
1. say it on this forum
2. talk to a licensed professional
which do you think op will choose

i dont want a therapist to mindrape me with drugs so that aint an option

 

[miloeatscookies]

i dont want a therapist to mindrape me with drugs so that aint an option

the incel bluds are here for you just reach out to us

 

[turkcelfatcel]

No matter WHAT happens to me, no matter how good life gets, my mind won't shut up. All I think about is how miserable I am and how no one loves me, that's all I CAN think of anymore. I can't stop it, I can't control it, I can't put it at bay, I can't do shit. It is everyday that something sets me off, which gets me angry enough to lash out and do some stupid shit, then when I'm done with that, I just feel completely drained and depressed for the rest of the day. I've had the feeling and desire to cry for like a week straight now, but I just can't cry for some reason. It feels like my head is physically filled with a cloud of negativity I can not silence. At this point it feels like the only way to get people to care about me is to die.

Don't worry and listen
You wont believe it but its all a hoax
We are being farmed
When you die dont go in to that light its a trap go in to the void and you escape eternal slavery