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Prince of Macrobia
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When i was younger, around middle school age, i was an ugly ass little nigga. Bald fade cut, undeveloped round face, noticeable acne, it was pretty bad. Not to mention i had no awareness of hygiene, so i always smelled hella musty because i was always playing basketball and getting sweaty. But i was also very low inhib during this time. Always talking to people, funniest nigga at my school, etc etc. I also was so low inhib that i chased a family member around with a loaded gun on several occasions, shot a BB gun at police in broad daylight, and pulled a knife out in the middle of math class once because my teacher was bothering me.
Fast forward to 2022. Greatly improved looks, not chad or anything but people irl think i'm gl and i get positive reinforcement. Great hygiene too, improved tremendously in that. But guess what? I'm high inhib as fuck. At one point it was so bad that i could have a sweating cortisol attack just walking to class. Its improved a little bit lately but its still bad, and im definitely still too high inhib to approach girls who give me iois. I once hopped a fence to avoid talking to a girl that was obsessed with me . I was much happier as a ugly ass hypersocial little nigga than now as a decent looking high inhib nigga.
Fast forward to 2022. Greatly improved looks, not chad or anything but people irl think i'm gl and i get positive reinforcement. Great hygiene too, improved tremendously in that. But guess what? I'm high inhib as fuck. At one point it was so bad that i could have a sweating cortisol attack just walking to class. Its improved a little bit lately but its still bad, and im definitely still too high inhib to approach girls who give me iois. I once hopped a fence to avoid talking to a girl that was obsessed with me . I was much happier as a ugly ass hypersocial little nigga than now as a decent looking high inhib nigga.