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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
 
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I'm sorry for you, just know she's running happily through the grass in cat heaven
 
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Sorry bhai
 
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I also lost one of my cats because of my mom's retarded choice/act last year bhai

she's in a much better place right now hopefully. sorry for your loss.
Cat cute
 
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Hahahah rant about fucking cat
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
It's going to be okay man, you were emotionnaly engaged and that's expected but accidents happen, life goes on but take your time to grief, sooner than you think you're going to be okay and maybe in a few weeks you could have a laugh about it. Don't let it drag you down.
 
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Meanwhile I bully my cat
 
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It will take some time bro it’s okay to feel like this. 🙏
 
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sorry man, i get how u feel my cat died 3 months ago
 
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I just have read, I'm sorry about your loss.
 
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You guys are a great community really, thank you for all the kind words and advices, I appreciate you all and I feel like I can move on now, theres no point of staying sad, thank you all really.
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
Hits hard man i feel you
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
would ur cat have died if she looked like this
 

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sorry for ur loss man
 
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women shouldnt be drivers
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
Try praying to God, trust me its gonna help ❤️
 
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Man that’s so sad bro… hope u feel better ❤️
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
Really sorry man. Cats in a better place now.

Fuck all you faggots doing JFL thats not cool.
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
Sorry for your loss.
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
I feel you. But this is the babys first death. Many more will come in your life. It gets easier.
 
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Damn I’m sorry bro
 
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You might be tempted to be angry at your mum but please make sure she's alright too because that's got to feel awful.
 
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im sorry bro life will be better soon
 
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Sorry for your loss. It's good that you care. A lot of people don't.
 
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Almost cried while reading that and I'm not an emotional guy too my condolences brother I can't imagine how hard it must feel to loose your loved cat like this
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
One of my cats randomly died in our garage. He was bit by a neighbour's dog and the first place he went was there, i was really sad and he was a really good cat. Unfortunately he liked exploring and went where he shouldnt have.
Im sorry
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because its gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
RIP bro oh my gosh RIP to bro hope animals can go to heaven
 
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Ive never been an emotional guy but my cat died less than 2 hours ago it just feels like im in the wrong timeline. Like it was so random I came home from school booted up my pc played for a lil bit and then I hear my mum shouting from outside "God no, Ive killed it, I've killed it" like distressed and sad. I thought it was a joke or maybe thats what I wanted to believe but I looked outside and I saw the body of my cat just laying there blood everywhere.
it was raining too.. The blood just sat on top of the rain gaining size with every min. It jolted for a little second I thought it might still be alive but then.. nothing. My mum had run over the cat and it died just like that,

The one day she doesnt check under the car... One day is all it takes. She was just completely stiff, think of a dead bird that was my cat. It just felt weird to look at, a sentient being that was licking my hand, sleeping next to me, purring and showing affection not even a day ago, gone just like that.
I put her body into a plastic bag, and then into my shoe box so I could bury it in the backyard. Bro... I didnt cry but it just felt empty. And everytime i try focus on doing something i just get these random feelings of emptiness and just mood switches.
I tried to eat and I literally couldnt. Because all I could think about was the times I used to feed her, Bro my favourite feature about her was her bright green eyes always staring at me, yet one of her eyeballs is completely popped out, when I saw that I retched, the other eyeball is just fully drowning in blood staring aimlessly. i feel sick to my stomach. I just sat down on the floor looking at her body in the plastic bag. My other cat that played with her everyday was meowing for her but he will never get a meow back he saw her dead body but tried to lick it I doubt he even knows shes dead.

Anyway im writing this post right now because it’s gotten to the point i get sick at the thought of eating. I've never had anyone or anything die in my life until today so I dont know how to deal with this, what should I do :feelsbadman:
ngl started reading it and no offense but fuck her complete retard fuck that bitch i value innocent animals over humans any day always will negligence to the extreme
 

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