my childhood was better than your strong chad day to day life

[eology]

food was always delicious
media was always masterpieces
time felt slower
no enemies whatsover
i made friends automatically with everybody around me
i was 10y by mid 2010s so i could live the world without social media, renting dvds and going to public media-dedicated events like minecon was organic
spent every holiday with family
new birthday party or cerimony every weekend
had fun inside or outside everyday

now i wonder ifll make it in life or simply die young
my late teens and early adult is a cycle between ressentment and fatalism
it all ended when childhood ended, i feel apart. its been years since i dont have no one and nothing in life besides random luck
if i make it will make sure to broadcast somewhere, maybe here
if i everything goes wrong in my fate ill stay silent, silence will be sign of my end
sometimes you just gotta accept it
like in the book of Job, you can never really grasp into what God is really thinking

 

[mltnisme124]

food was always delicious
media was always masterpieces
time felt slower
no enemies whatsover
i made friends automatically with everybody around me
i was 10y buy mid 2010s so i could live the world without social media, renting dvds and going to public media-dedicated events like minecon was organic
spent every holiday with family
new birthday party or cerimony every weekend
had fun inside or outside everyday
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now i wonder ifll make it in life or simply die young
my late teens and early adult is a cycle between ressentment and fatalism
it all ended when childhood ended, i feel apart. its been years since i dont have no one and nothing in life besides random luck
if i make it will make sure to broadcast somewhere, maybe here
if i everything goes wrong in my fate ill stay silent, silence will be sign of my end
sometimes you just gotta accept it
like in the book of Job, you can never really grasp into what God is really thinking

miss when i was younger so much, tbh if i could go back i would

 

[amisci]

You were barely sentient to register any negative stuff in life OP

 

[eology]

You were barely sentient to register any negative stuff in life OP

i had nothing wrong going on by external factors, the world and my life structure was just better

 

[amisci]

i had nothing wrong going on by external factors, the world and my life structure was just better

Maybe you're right

 

[eology]

Maybe you're right

all my life in the recent years is a cycle of tests of character and willpower, theres a point of exposure therapy that im in the limiar of pain threshold
i want to stop all of this and conquer what i need to be happy in life altogether
i dont want to suffer anymore

 

[kranerman23123]

food was always delicious
media was always masterpieces
time felt slower
no enemies whatsover
i made friends automatically with everybody around me
i was 10y by mid 2010s so i could live the world without social media, renting dvds and going to public media-dedicated events like minecon was organic
spent every holiday with family
new birthday party or cerimony every weekend
had fun inside or outside everyday
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now i wonder ifll make it in life or simply die young
my late teens and early adult is a cycle between ressentment and fatalism
it all ended when childhood ended, i feel apart. its been years since i dont have no one and nothing in life besides random luck
if i make it will make sure to broadcast somewhere, maybe here
if i everything goes wrong in my fate ill stay silent, silence will be sign of my end
sometimes you just gotta accept it
like in the book of Job, you can never really grasp into what God is really thinking

Fr most of these niggas are actually blackpilled rotting on looksmax by 14 when I was 14 i was larping as apart of anonymous online and doing weird drugs with my friends and just having a blast

 

[ghoulmania]

same but 10 by late 2010s, was very fucking fun. infact i'm always positive because of my upbringing

 

[ghoulmania]

Fr most of these niggas are actually blackpilled rotting on looksmax by 14 when I was 14 i was larping as apart of anonymous online and doing weird drugs with my friends and just having a blast

i was redpilled to get better for myself lol

 

[eology]

all my life in the recent years is a cycle of tests of character and willpower, theres a point of exposure therapy that im in the limiar of pain threshold
i want to stop all of this and conquer what i need to be happy in life altogether
i dont want to suffer anymore

fate turned everyone i know i agaisnt me just to see how ill react, i did all i could even if i messed up sometimes
i passed all of them but i dont know if the wave of roadblocks stopped alr
i just want peace and serenity

 

[eology]

i was redpilled to get better for myself lol

i discovered zyzz in my pre teens, all about it was a new way to enjoy life
improving was very fun yk
not this suffering of having to endure risks inside and outside the effects of my procedures

 

[amisci]

all my life in the recent years is a cycle of tests of character and willpower, theres a point of exposure therapy that im in the limiar of pain threshold
i want to stop all of this and conquer what i need to be happy in life altogether
i dont want to suffer anymore

Its okay OP this is what must you go through

 

[eology]

Its okay OP this is what must you go through

its so weird because the sequence of events look so artificial
fate puts me on a fatal leash but when i find the solution to that situation it instantly frees me and reality itself acts like nothing happened
its like going in and out of rabbit holes
my life is really bizarre, i dont feel like anyone can relate

 

[ghoulmania]

i discovered zyzz in my pre teens, all about it was a new way to enjoy life
improving was very fun yk
not this suffering of having to endure risks inside and outside the effects of my procedures

you hardmaxxed? im lowkey just trying to make it more than anything, live life to the fullest and just full of energy, school is over but man that shit was goated for it's spirit. i fw high t culture lowk lol

 

[ghoulmania]

its so weird because the sequence of events look so artificial
fate puts me on a fatal leash but when i find the solution to that situation it instantly frees me and reality itself acts like nothing happened
its like going in and out of rabbit holes
my life is really bizarre, i dont feel like anyone can relate

rollercoaster ahh life, nigga its fun tho because one second ur on ur lowest until u do some crazy shit and go back to ur base or even better

 

[slaviccartfiend]

food was always delicious
media was always masterpieces
time felt slower
no enemies whatsover
i made friends automatically with everybody around me
i was 10y by mid 2010s so i could live the world without social media, renting dvds and going to public media-dedicated events like minecon was organic
spent every holiday with family
new birthday party or cerimony every weekend
had fun inside or outside everyday
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now i wonder ifll make it in life or simply die young
my late teens and early adult is a cycle between ressentment and fatalism
it all ended when childhood ended, i feel apart. its been years since i dont have no one and nothing in life besides random luck
if i make it will make sure to broadcast somewhere, maybe here
if i everything goes wrong in my fate ill stay silent, silence will be sign of my end
sometimes you just gotta accept it
like in the book of Job, you can never really grasp into what God is really thinking

I hope things get worse for you

 

[eology]

you hardmaxxed? im lowkey just trying to make it more than anything, live life to the fullest and just full of energy, school is over but man that shit was goated for it's spirit. i fw high t culture lowk lol

ill hardmax on the next few months
im really anxious, i want to get out of my basement to see the world again
cant wait to get into an airport again

the path for me to get the money required to hardmax was by far the worst part of looksmaxing

 

[eology]

I hope things get worse for you

things will happen regardless
if things go well ill make sure to broadcast it around, if not ill just disappear

 

[ghoulmania]

ill hardmax on the next few months
im really anxious, i want to get out of my basement to see the world again
cant wait to get into an airport again

the path for me to get the money required to hardmax was by far the worst part of looksmaxing

shit good luck bro, where u getting the surgery?

 

[amisci]

its so weird because the sequence of events look so artificial
fate puts me on a fatal leash but when i find the solution to that situation it instantly frees me and reality itself acts like nothing happened
its like going in and out of rabbit holes
my life is really bizarre, i dont feel like anyone can relate

Nah alot of mfs on earth really feel like their life is a sitcom. In the bad way of course

 

[eology]

shit good luck bro, where u getting the surgery?

the easy and uncomplicated soft tissue ones im getting in italy, about maxillomandibular advancement ill get in the US
EU docs are too irritating and entitled when it comes to stuff that really works

 

[ghoulmania]

the easy and uncomplicated soft tissue ones im getting in italy, about maxillomandibular advancement ill get in the US
EU docs are too irritating and entitled when it comes to stuff that really works

hows the recovery plan tho

 

[eology]

hows the recovery plan tho

ill do most of my recovery from surgeries until mid 27
the remaining will be spread through the years, i can just study from home
im resourceful when it comes to tech as you can see through my posts

 

[ghoulmania]

ill do most of my recovery from surgeries until mid 27
the remaining will be spread through the years, i can just study from home
im resourceful when it comes to tech as you can see through my posts

you starting uni as a freshman orrrr

 

[eology]

you starting uni as a freshman orrrr

i only went through one period, then i quit because i moved countries and created acc here

 

[ghoulmania]

i only went through one period, then i quit because i moved countries and created acc here

good luck with everything dude

 

[eology]

i only went through one period, then i quit because i moved countries and created acc here

but i was really into stem on highschool so i dont have an issue with studying
it only get difficult later when i start working and have to build my curriculum with more advanced material

 

[eology]

its so weird because the sequence of events look so artificial
fate puts me on a fatal leash but when i find the solution to that situation it instantly frees me and reality itself acts like nothing happened
its like going in and out of rabbit holes
my life is really bizarre, i dont feel like anyone can relate

everyone possible turned against me, even my family
then after a while they give me all sorts of gifts and treat me well
turning back and forth from complete war to a eden-like reality is really damaging to my psyche

the goyim/npcs around you are really just sticks God use to poke you
they randomly want to either elevate you or send you straight to hell

 

[eology]

thoughts @buccalfatremoval @WrathOfOlives

 

[ramuscel.]

it only gets worse

 

[eology]

it only gets worse

the worst part is youll never know
the randomness aspect is terrifying