My cousins used to look up to me...

[Nation]

...because I was older than them.
They start to look at me for the reject I'm really since they started to grow taller than me ( my 2 years younger cousin was already my height even if younger, now he's taller ).
Also they were always good students, they were good at sports and they get good grades very easiy while I have borderline retarded IQ and I failed in high school.
They always had friends while I was always a laughing stock and never had a group of friends. I've always been a basement dweller since I was a teen.

At work I keep doing manual labours jobs where I'm always the most inept and I'm seen as not normal; I feel dazed all the time and I live in my own head...also I can't learn the job and I just do damages or mistakes without being productive.
Also I'm slow even when talking; its like I have to think about every word and my sentences are broken or I use unusual words.

 

[hairyballscel]

tldr?

 

[Gonthar]

They start to look at me for the reject I'm really since they started to grow taller than me ( my 2 years younger cousin was already my height even if younger, now he's taller ).

Reminds me of this image:

 

[Mr.cope]

tldr?

cousin life mog and height mog him

 

[randomuser2407]

Stop comparing yourself to others, worry about yourself.

 

[FootLongDong]

Search professional help
Sounds borderline depressing

 

[volcelfatcel]

Jfl

 

[Dainslief]

Take Allithiamine (fat soluble b1), and niacin (b3) will help with cellular energy production and cellular oxygenation.