lowtiersubhuman
Roping soon
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I have a extreme problem getting up we have done sleep study and tried so many different things
-Sleep study was normal but i got up fine that day
-loudest alarms/alarms for deaf people (none worked)
-have had friends blasting two phones playing loud noises and i didnt wakeup
-sometimes they will wake me up and claim im talking but I lose all memory of that
-if im not woken up I will not wakeup longest they have let me sleep over the summer was until like 5pm
-I get screamed at, punished, hit, etc every morning
They think im fucking lazy
W have tried snorting methadone as hard as I can and I still cant wakeup
My dad ran into my room and shook my bed and screamed at me
He told me I was a horrible kid and that he should stop caring if I go to school or anything
He told me im ruining the family i ruin everyone's day and that im a lazy peice of shit whos selfish almost cried in the car and at school but I didnt
They tell me ill never amount to anything in life because of this and that I need to "just wakeup" idk how to explain it I feel like an asshole
They are right i won't ever be able to have a job go to college or function without someone waking me up
Its they wanna have a talk and they are moving my mattress to the floor so they can rip my blanket off easier
I wonder how they will feel when they inevitably walk in on my after I hung myself
-Sleep study was normal but i got up fine that day
-loudest alarms/alarms for deaf people (none worked)
-have had friends blasting two phones playing loud noises and i didnt wakeup
-sometimes they will wake me up and claim im talking but I lose all memory of that
-if im not woken up I will not wakeup longest they have let me sleep over the summer was until like 5pm
-I get screamed at, punished, hit, etc every morning
They think im fucking lazy
W have tried snorting methadone as hard as I can and I still cant wakeup
My dad ran into my room and shook my bed and screamed at me
He told me I was a horrible kid and that he should stop caring if I go to school or anything
He told me im ruining the family i ruin everyone's day and that im a lazy peice of shit whos selfish almost cried in the car and at school but I didnt
They tell me ill never amount to anything in life because of this and that I need to "just wakeup" idk how to explain it I feel like an asshole
They are right i won't ever be able to have a job go to college or function without someone waking me up
Its they wanna have a talk and they are moving my mattress to the floor so they can rip my blanket off easier
I wonder how they will feel when they inevitably walk in on my after I hung myself
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