yoloDNR
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Don't comment "dnr" if you don't want to read, then leave. I long desperately for the love of a woman again. It is so fucking over that LDAR is starting to sound like a good fucking option. Bsing every day for what? Results die down the next day and causing brain damage, making me more retarded than I already am. I seriously don't know what to do. Already struggling with personal problems right now, and I don't know how much more I can take of this. I'm such a pussy, and I'm so glad I can truly talk anonymously on here. I don't think there is anything major I can even change about myself (excluding hardmaxx ofc).
I have a relatively high amount of girls calling me "fine", "handsome", asking if I'm single and if I can date them etc on snap, but I couldn't give less of a fuck about them. Most of them are just ugly bitches. There is only one who was truly beautiful in my eyes - and I dated her. She initially liked me first, and it was wtv, but I truly enjoyed the attention I got from her. She was the first person to genuinely like me. The thing is, we saw each other every single day, and the longer we spoke, the longer we held eye contact, the stronger our connection got. I started to recognise her true beauty. A few people told me about how I could do better, but I was too deep in it; she was perfect. I was dreaming about her every single day. She had a shit personality and terrible grades etc, but I didn't care I loved her. I loved her so so much. I would've done anything for her. I have so much hate writing this. I loved her so much more than she loved me and it was exaclty what I was scared of. She started this spark in me, and I was scared that that spark would grow so big just for her to ignite it - to cut me off. And it's exactly what happened. Although I have some love for her just because of those certain moments, I fucking hate her. She put me in one of the worst spots of my life and guess what. She left me just for a better looking guy. And jfl for anyone who is telling me "muh it's his personality" cuz she left him for an even better looking guy 2 weeks later. And you'll never guess what happened next: she asked if I could get back with her
. Now I was fucking desperate for her, but I knew who she was atp. I knew she would leave me for another guy asap if she could, her whole tt feed was just of attractive guys anyway. She grew up in a terrible household and her mother buys her vapes n alc n shi and I know that i am the only guy who ever treated her this well out of anyone she has ever dated. Anyways, she was drunk when she admitted to me that she still loved me, and I have evidence of everything; I'll attach it tmr if you guys want. After I rejected her, I spent the next 3 hours awake regretting my decision and reminiscing. I miss her.
Although she broke up with me over 6 months ago, I can still feel the moments with her replaying in my head perfectly. She was my first kiss. I know a lot of people on here haven't experienced that, but man. It was life-changing for me. It was undoubtedly the best moment in my life. My oxytocin was exponential. I felt so high, and it was truly like a movie when it happened.
We went in a corner and hid behind a bush, and I was kind of stuttering n shi saying I've never done this before n stuff and I was nervous and she just went "oh shut up" and moved into me. Goodness. The feeling is indescribable. I was practically floating. The feeling of our two lips being pushed together was infinitely greater than you can imagine. And it was out of true love, not just some hookup.
This was so random it is almost 3 am sorry if my rant wasn't very cohesive I went so off track but idk what to do anymore. LDAR sounding appealing rn
I have a relatively high amount of girls calling me "fine", "handsome", asking if I'm single and if I can date them etc on snap, but I couldn't give less of a fuck about them. Most of them are just ugly bitches. There is only one who was truly beautiful in my eyes - and I dated her. She initially liked me first, and it was wtv, but I truly enjoyed the attention I got from her. She was the first person to genuinely like me. The thing is, we saw each other every single day, and the longer we spoke, the longer we held eye contact, the stronger our connection got. I started to recognise her true beauty. A few people told me about how I could do better, but I was too deep in it; she was perfect. I was dreaming about her every single day. She had a shit personality and terrible grades etc, but I didn't care I loved her. I loved her so so much. I would've done anything for her. I have so much hate writing this. I loved her so much more than she loved me and it was exaclty what I was scared of. She started this spark in me, and I was scared that that spark would grow so big just for her to ignite it - to cut me off. And it's exactly what happened. Although I have some love for her just because of those certain moments, I fucking hate her. She put me in one of the worst spots of my life and guess what. She left me just for a better looking guy. And jfl for anyone who is telling me "muh it's his personality" cuz she left him for an even better looking guy 2 weeks later. And you'll never guess what happened next: she asked if I could get back with her
. Now I was fucking desperate for her, but I knew who she was atp. I knew she would leave me for another guy asap if she could, her whole tt feed was just of attractive guys anyway. She grew up in a terrible household and her mother buys her vapes n alc n shi and I know that i am the only guy who ever treated her this well out of anyone she has ever dated. Anyways, she was drunk when she admitted to me that she still loved me, and I have evidence of everything; I'll attach it tmr if you guys want. After I rejected her, I spent the next 3 hours awake regretting my decision and reminiscing. I miss her.Although she broke up with me over 6 months ago, I can still feel the moments with her replaying in my head perfectly. She was my first kiss. I know a lot of people on here haven't experienced that, but man. It was life-changing for me. It was undoubtedly the best moment in my life. My oxytocin was exponential. I felt so high, and it was truly like a movie when it happened.
We went in a corner and hid behind a bush, and I was kind of stuttering n shi saying I've never done this before n stuff and I was nervous and she just went "oh shut up" and moved into me. Goodness. The feeling is indescribable. I was practically floating. The feeling of our two lips being pushed together was infinitely greater than you can imagine. And it was out of true love, not just some hookup.
This was so random it is almost 3 am sorry if my rant wasn't very cohesive I went so off track but idk what to do anymore. LDAR sounding appealing rn
