my delusion was disguised as optimism

[Sceptical]

i realize that now. everything i did the past week was just me bluepilling myself but i didn't want to acknowledge the fact that i was doing it even though i was aware the whole time. i guess its in my nature to keep repeating the same old pattern every single time

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

you cope until you stay up to late on a friday night

 

[emogymmaxx]

have you been spending more time off the forum and with people in real life or something dude wtf.

 

[Sceptical]

have you been spending more time off the forum and with people in real life or something dude wtf.

hahah i wish bro but
i just rot in my room all alone

 

[emogymmaxx]

hahah i wish bro but
i just rot in my room all alone

i’d hangout with you bro

 

[Sceptical]

i’d hangout with you bro

that's nice of you to say but im really boring irl
which is one of the reasons why im so non nt

 

[emogymmaxx]

that's nice of you to say but im really boring irl
which is one of the reasons why im so non nt

so am i bro
no one irl cares about anabolics or actually looking good where im from
so i get told that im being stupid pretty frequently and then i have to argue my case on how im not and they just go ghost because there low iq

 

[Sceptical]

so am i bro
no one irl cares about anabolics or actually looking good where im from
so i get told that im being stupid pretty frequently and then i have to argue my case on how im not and they just go ghost because there low iq

mogs me
the only type of interaction i get all day is a simple hello and thank you from a cashier at a store. im deprived of human connection

 

[emogymmaxx]

mogs me
the only type of interaction i get all day is a simple hello and thank you from a cashier at a store. im deprived of human connection

sorry to hear that bro, have you tried joining a club or something
if your concern is your looks
lots of ugly guys are into cars and cope with that in large groups

 

[Sceptical]

sorry to hear that bro, have you tried joining a club or something
if your concern is your looks
lots of ugly guys are into cars and cope with that in large groups

my concern is my whole life atp
i feel like im trying to push an immovable object, everything just feels so stuck

 

[IAmBecoming183CM]

i realize that now. everything i did the past week was just me bluepilling myself but i didn't want to acknowledge the fact that i was doing it even though i was aware the whole time. i guess its in my nature to keep repeating the same old pattern every single time

Smile

 

[truecelmanlet]

you cope until you stay up to late on a friday night

Realist shit ive read

 

[emogymmaxx]

my concern is my whole life atp
i feel like im trying to push an immovable object, everything just feels so stuck

hmmm
hate to be that guy but have you spoke to a psychiatrist? it could just be you’ve been in isolation for so long

 

[Sceptical]

hmmm
hate to be that guy but have you spoke to a psychiatrist? it could just be you’ve been in isolation for so long

yeah could be
i don't even remember when i first started isolating myself tbh
its depressing to say but its been so long that i forgot

 

[emogymmaxx]

yeah could be
i don't even remember when i first started isolating myself tbh
its depressing to say but its been so long that i forgot

as someone who goes into isolation a lot
it’s more damaging than you would think