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FUCK ,mylife man i am actively ina LTR and trying to cheat with this EASILY 6-7psl girl,white, skinny hooded green eyes, long curly hair, crazy zygos+chin and GENgUINE hollow cheeks. WE'VE Hung out a couple times but she just doesnt look at me how I WANT her to or TALK to me how i wnat her to . so im drunk as fuk rn and im gunna eat 500 calories a day of like eggs n mikl and live off my vape and black coffee. i also get soma palate expander soon but i will onlk y mog in 6 months in eed her to like me NOW tjios fcking slag takes ages to respond to my textand is online all the fucking time man if my hair wasnt hsit right now and i was lean she wud be all over me but she probalby sending nudes to some LTN but his hair be like jesus or somethig. im gonna make her mine or i sucidie
 
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FUCK ,mylife man i am actively ina LTR and trying to cheat with this EASILY 6-7psl girl,white, skinny hooded green eyes, long curly hair, crazy zygos+chin and GENgUINE hollow cheeks. WE'VE Hung out a couple times but she just doesnt look at me how I WANT her to or TALK to me how i wnat her to . so im drunk as fuk rn and im gunna eat 500 calories a day of like eggs n mikl and live off my vape and black coffee. i also get soma palate expander soon but i will onlk y mog in 6 months in eed her to like me NOW tjios fcking slag takes ages to respond to my textand is online all the fucking time man if my hair wasnt hsit right now and i was lean she wud be all over me but she probalby sending nudes to some LTN but his hair be like jesus or somethig. im gonna make her mine or i sucidie
larping as drunk
 
embarrassing. stop being staceyonly and just love your loyal ltb
 
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mylife man i am actively ina LTR and trying to cheat with this EASILY 6-7psl girl
Why? Either you think you can do better than your girl - in which case leave, so she can actually find someone loyal, or don't be trashy and remain loyal.

If this other girl really is 6 to 7 PSL, then her SMV is way higher than yours and will most likey think you're weird and tell your girl about what you're doing.
 
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embarrassing. stop being staceyonly and just love your loyal ltb
i cheated to get with this girl too and she’s actually kind of subhuman. only has good body + i took her virginity
Why? Either you think you can do better than your girl - in which case leave, so she can actually find someone loyal, or don't be trashy and remain loyal.

If this other girl really is 6 to 7 PSL, then her SMV is way higher than yours and will most likey think you're weird and tell your girl about what you're doing.
this girl doesn’t know i have a gf, and she dead serious is that good looking. perfect in every aspect. i know it’s trashy but i feel no empathy anyway. i can do way better than my current girlfriend
 
FUCK ,mylife man i am actively ina LTR and trying to cheat with this EASILY 6-7psl girl,white, skinny hooded green eyes, long curly hair, crazy zygos+chin and GENgUINE hollow cheeks. WE'VE Hung out a couple times but she just doesnt look at me how I WANT her to or TALK to me how i wnat her to . so im drunk as fuk rn and im gunna eat 500 calories a day of like eggs n mikl and live off my vape and black coffee. i also get soma palate expander soon but i will onlk y mog in 6 months in eed her to like me NOW tjios fcking slag takes ages to respond to my textand is online all the fucking time man if my hair wasnt hsit right now and i was lean she wud be all over me but she probalby sending nudes to some LTN but his hair be like jesus or somethig. im gonna make her mine or i sucidie
Buddy took 15 Benadryl when he wrote this autistic word vomit
 
i know it’s trashy but i feel no empathy anyway
i cheated to get with this girl too and she’s actually kind of subhuman. only has good body + i took her virginity
This is why blackpillers have such a bad reputation.

It's sad that you know you're being a cunt but just don't care.
 
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This is why blackpillers have such a bad reputation.

It's sad that you know you're being a cunt but just don't care.
i’ll change one day if i ever figure out how to change my genetics and brain chemistry but for now i’ll just be a freak and do everything only for myself
 
i’ll change one day if i ever figure out how to change my genetics and brain chemistry but for now i’ll just be a freak and do everything only for myself
"Muh genetics" is meant to explain why you're ugly or autistic - not as an excuse to be a POS.

You can change yourself now, it's a slow incremental progress to be a better person, clearly you can see you're doing something wrong - that's when you need to change. If you don't start now, you'll never change.
 
"Muh genetics" is meant to explain why you're ugly or autistic - not as an excuse to be a POS.

You can change yourself now, it's a slow incremental progress to be a better person, clearly you can see you're doing something wrong - that's when you need to change. If you don't start now, you'll never change.
man i have bipolar and asperger’s and i’ve been like this since a kid. i won’t change without drugs
 
man i have bipolar and asperger’s and i’ve been like this since a kid. i won’t change without drugs
Don't bring Asperger's into this, it just reinforces the negative stereotypes surrounding us even further.

It would be understandable if you didn't know it was wrong - I myself have been shitty to people without realizing too - but you currently know what you're doing is wrong, so you can make the decision to be better.

I don't know about bipolar, but Asperger's can't be fixed by any amount of drugs, you've just got to learn, adapt and grow as a person. Granted, this will most likely be a lot harder than if you were NT - so you will inevitably make a lot more mistakes, but the best time to try and be better in the future is to start now.
 
Don't bring Asperger's into this, it just reinforces the negative stereotypes surrounding us even further.

It would be understandable if you didn't know it was wrong - I myself have been shitty to people without realizing too - but you currently know what you're doing is wrong, so you can make the decision to be better.

I don't know about bipolar, but Asperger's can't be fixed by any amount of drugs, you've just got to learn, adapt and grow as a person. Granted, this will most likely be a lot harder than if you were NT - so you will inevitably make a lot more mistakes, but the best time to try and be better in the future is to start now.
do you think i shouldnt do whats best for me? i'm unhappy with what i have, and i plan on letting my girlfriend down easy. not just cheating and then ghosting her. i know what i'm diagnosed with doesn't explain what i'm doing and have done but my mum is narcissistic +aspie too. i fully feel like i'll never change. being genuine and empathetic seems fukin impossible. i have never showed care for someone or anything except for animals unless it benefits me and i feel like that's human nature. everyone is greedy and self centered
 
i'm unhappy with what i have, and i plan on letting my girlfriend down easy. not just cheating and then ghosting her
That's good, it sounded like you were just going to cheat like you mentioned before.

Yes there's a lot of bad people out there, but further doing bad things will just increase the number of bad people in the end. "Hurt people hurt people" as the saying goes.

You sound like you have it pretty rough, maybe that's what causes you to not feel empathy - or maybe you're just born without the ability to feel it, but acknowledging that cheating on your girlfriend is wrong is a step in the right direction, proceeding to be honest with her would be the best for her, but also you as treating people poorly can come to bite you in the ass (word of mouth, revenge, etc).
 
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