Squirtoutmabooty
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My spirit and feminity are absolutely crushed anymore. I tried to be sexy tonight. All I have wanted for weeks now is one night of passionate sex. Not sex where his mind is somewhere else. I (24F) want him (26M) to be present and in the moment and WANT to be with me. I wore some cotton candy perfume because he said he likes it. I got into bed naked behind him. I rubbed his back and kissed his shoulders all while pressing myself up against him. I slowly inched down towards his stomach and tried to reach into his pants. It was dark so when he turned around I thought he wanted to play back finally, only for him to grab my wrist very tightly and push me off him. I sat up and turned on a light and asked if he meant it, he just said no and tried to go back to sleep. Meanwhile I am crying my eyes out after another failed attempt. I just want a man who wants to have sex with me a few nights a week and appreciate the beautiful woman I am because I finally feel beautiful and he doesn't want to take part in that..