My entire self-esteem and how I value myself solely depend on how women react to me and interact with me

[gymcel64]

It's pathetic, feels like I can't do anything about it.

But if I feel like some girl is interested in me giving me IOIs and all that bullshit I feel good.
When the illusion drops and the harsh reality of me being unwanted and invisible arises, I feel miserable and don't know what to do.
If I feel like women avoid me and are repulsed by me, I want to die, on the other hand, if they react positively to interactions with me, my "happiness" increases.

How about you, reader?

 

[pope]

Isn't it the same for everyone

 

[gymcel64]

Isn't it the same for everyone

That's what I'm asking basically

 

[pope]

That's what I'm asking basically

Yeah it's the same for me

One moment I'm God the next a sub human

 

[gymcel64]

Yeah it's the same for me

One moment I'm God the next a sub human

The crash is incredibly brutal, it makes me feel absolutely terrible.

 

[pope]

The crash is incredibly brutal, it makes me feel absolutely terrible.

How often does it happen ?