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wow!! who could've guessed!! another puppyboy post about his ex girlfriend TwT
I never made a proper update about the situation and i have documented most of it on here so i wanna put a bow on it ewe
so basically last time we talked was about three weeks ago when i sent her this very big letter (about 7000 words) that she read and then called me ^_^
the letter was about how much the breakup hurt me, how much i liked her, my relapse and much more things owo
i was super nervous but i was also very optimistic about it 0-0
turns out it was a false hope
I heard every single bs reason why she didnt wanna be with me ewe
she said "were too young", "i can see you with someone else", "i have to work on myself"
after a bit of pressing she basically confirmed something that i already realized
which was that she couldn't "express herself" enough when she was w me cuz of my jealousy and attachment to her TwT
yes my attachment to her was extremely unhealthy but i genuinely didn't mind cuz it made me happy ^_^
she very much led me on because multiple times in our relationship she told me that she liked me being so attached to her and getting jealous over her >_< i realized more and more that she was preparing the breakup without me knowing for 1-2 months ewe
this all made me really sad and i cried alot and wasn't able to talk TwT
she hung up on me crying because she didn't wanna listen to me anymore ewe
after i calmed down i called her back and i asked her some questions,
she found the question "are you seeing anyone" very offensive and got a bit defensive for some reason 0-0
she told me she doesn't think about our relationship much anymore bur she sometimes does think of me as a person, she told me she takes a while to respond to me cuz she doesn't wanna get attached to me again ewe
she also made me promise that i would stay off substances and wouldn't rope
I agreed and promised but only to make her calm about it because i do love her and i am not selfish enough to make her date me for me to keep living x-x
we agreed to be "friends" but that was clearly a pity agreement because she hasn't texted me in two weeks and its clear she doesn't wanna talk to me ewe
so i don't text her ^_^
now about my mood :0
ive been okay for the most part, ive been hanging out with friends alot and have been kinda basking in attention recently
I try not to stalk her or check on her too much because i know it will just make me sad ewe
though she did post a tiktok the other day that i keep rewatching mist nights before i sleep
she looks so different but she still looks so beautiful and so divine
her beauty is truly the last thing keeping me hanging on and i don't mind admiring her from afar >~<
there are other girls in my life currently who very clearly like me and try to flirt with me often, I haven't directly shut any of them down but i also don't like them that much.
there is this one girl especially who is making it a bit obvious. Its often hard for me to notice if a girl likes me but she makes it a bit obvious, and my friends also pointed this out the other day
she is very touchy with me and grabs me every time she can.
the other day she also said she wanted to rape me which was a bit wierd... ewe
that also makes me think she doesn't like me too much T-T cuz thats more of a thing you say to a friend? maybe idk help ewe
but finally one last thing about my ex ^_^
if she asked me back currently, I would fully say no.
this is because how badly she has treated me for the past year.
I still have all the pictures of her and i still fine her beautiful and still love her, bur she has been horrible to me and alot of our relationship felt like her idolizing me and romanticizing me ewe
she also hasnt written me a SINGLE letter since we broke up T-T
this post is getting super long so i think thats it for now, if you read through all of it truly thank you!!
if you didn't thats fine too because this has basically become my diary about my ex >_>
anyways have a nice day ^_^
bla bla bla dnr such a long post bla bla bla dnr
grrrr :3
I never made a proper update about the situation and i have documented most of it on here so i wanna put a bow on it ewe
so basically last time we talked was about three weeks ago when i sent her this very big letter (about 7000 words) that she read and then called me ^_^
the letter was about how much the breakup hurt me, how much i liked her, my relapse and much more things owo
i was super nervous but i was also very optimistic about it 0-0
turns out it was a false hope
I heard every single bs reason why she didnt wanna be with me ewe
she said "were too young", "i can see you with someone else", "i have to work on myself"
after a bit of pressing she basically confirmed something that i already realized
which was that she couldn't "express herself" enough when she was w me cuz of my jealousy and attachment to her TwT
yes my attachment to her was extremely unhealthy but i genuinely didn't mind cuz it made me happy ^_^
she very much led me on because multiple times in our relationship she told me that she liked me being so attached to her and getting jealous over her >_< i realized more and more that she was preparing the breakup without me knowing for 1-2 months ewe
this all made me really sad and i cried alot and wasn't able to talk TwT
she hung up on me crying because she didn't wanna listen to me anymore ewe
after i calmed down i called her back and i asked her some questions,
she found the question "are you seeing anyone" very offensive and got a bit defensive for some reason 0-0
she told me she doesn't think about our relationship much anymore bur she sometimes does think of me as a person, she told me she takes a while to respond to me cuz she doesn't wanna get attached to me again ewe
she also made me promise that i would stay off substances and wouldn't rope
I agreed and promised but only to make her calm about it because i do love her and i am not selfish enough to make her date me for me to keep living x-x
we agreed to be "friends" but that was clearly a pity agreement because she hasn't texted me in two weeks and its clear she doesn't wanna talk to me ewe
so i don't text her ^_^
now about my mood :0
ive been okay for the most part, ive been hanging out with friends alot and have been kinda basking in attention recently
I try not to stalk her or check on her too much because i know it will just make me sad ewe
though she did post a tiktok the other day that i keep rewatching mist nights before i sleep
she looks so different but she still looks so beautiful and so divine
her beauty is truly the last thing keeping me hanging on and i don't mind admiring her from afar >~<
there are other girls in my life currently who very clearly like me and try to flirt with me often, I haven't directly shut any of them down but i also don't like them that much.
there is this one girl especially who is making it a bit obvious. Its often hard for me to notice if a girl likes me but she makes it a bit obvious, and my friends also pointed this out the other day
she is very touchy with me and grabs me every time she can.
the other day she also said she wanted to rape me which was a bit wierd... ewe
that also makes me think she doesn't like me too much T-T cuz thats more of a thing you say to a friend? maybe idk help ewe
but finally one last thing about my ex ^_^
if she asked me back currently, I would fully say no.
this is because how badly she has treated me for the past year.
I still have all the pictures of her and i still fine her beautiful and still love her, bur she has been horrible to me and alot of our relationship felt like her idolizing me and romanticizing me ewe
she also hasnt written me a SINGLE letter since we broke up T-T
this post is getting super long so i think thats it for now, if you read through all of it truly thank you!!
if you didn't thats fine too because this has basically become my diary about my ex >_>
anyways have a nice day ^_^
bla bla bla dnr such a long post bla bla bla dnr
grrrr :3
