alien
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I don't even feel like sex with her. I am so disgusted by this hypergamous slut. And I have fucked cheating wives before. This was the woman whom I almost got pregnant back in January/February. Her period showed up 13 days late. I ghosted her Feb 22nd not only because she was putting pressure on me to define the relationship but because of her abusive behaviour. Like she would paw at my junk at like 1-2 AM in the morning trying to initiate Round #2 with me when I want to sleep. Even after I would pull her hand away from my junk and lie with my back facing her in bed. I wanted to get my beauty sleep because my muscles were sore from the gym and I need the rest for muscle growth and recovery. And in the morning she would do things like "playfully" hide my phone so that I wouldn't leave. She would try messaging me for like 12 days until she finally gave up as I continued to ghost her.
Like ~3 weeks after I had ghosted her, she found another man. A legit Chad. Like I'm legitimately jealous of how attractive he is. And wondered how in the hell she could land commitment from him. She even changed her relationship status on Facebook to In a Relationship and posted him everywhere. Even though I don't actually like her. I think I'm low-key more into her man than her. lmfao. I have a man crush/jealousy on him but don't actually want to suck his dick or anything. And then she'd like still try contacting me even after being with her new man. She messaged me March 27 saying she found someone and he's wonderful. And I didn't reply. She also followed me on Instagram and I didn't follow back.
Then she messaged me April 27th. I was sick with COVID at the time. We had a friendly conversation but didn't go beyond that.
Then she hits me up today. Says that she misses hanging out with me. I'm not sure what possessed me to say this but I said "me too." I guess I have a bit of a narcissistic ego. But I don't have full-blown Narcissist Personality Disorder. I do like the feeling of being desired and chased. Then she asks me if I want to hang out. I said, "you have a boyfriend though." And she said that he's amazing but he's not ambitious.
And now I feel gross. I mean I thought she said she loved me back in January and February because I was a hot big dicked Chad in her eyes. I guess due to my profession she kind of assumed I'm doing well financially (I'm actually not. lmfao) And now she wants to cheat on a Chadder guy I'm actually jealous of with me because he's not ambitious? GTFOH. I think I'm over dating cis women from now on. I thought she was a sex-crazed maniac. But all that sex she wanted to have with me, it was all because she thought I was well-to-do and she wanted to get bred by a man whom she thought was "ambitious" right? Fuck that shit. CHAD or DEATH.
I want a woman to see me as her alpha male and have an uncontrollable desire for me to impregnate her. I like the feeling of being wanted and sexually desired. I am not down with this Beta Bux shit. I'm all about the Alpha Fux. If you don't even want Chad just because he's not ambitious, then what is even the point of all this? Is it really just gay bros who desire Chad after all?
Like ~3 weeks after I had ghosted her, she found another man. A legit Chad. Like I'm legitimately jealous of how attractive he is. And wondered how in the hell she could land commitment from him. She even changed her relationship status on Facebook to In a Relationship and posted him everywhere. Even though I don't actually like her. I think I'm low-key more into her man than her. lmfao. I have a man crush/jealousy on him but don't actually want to suck his dick or anything. And then she'd like still try contacting me even after being with her new man. She messaged me March 27 saying she found someone and he's wonderful. And I didn't reply. She also followed me on Instagram and I didn't follow back.
Then she messaged me April 27th. I was sick with COVID at the time. We had a friendly conversation but didn't go beyond that.
Then she hits me up today. Says that she misses hanging out with me. I'm not sure what possessed me to say this but I said "me too." I guess I have a bit of a narcissistic ego. But I don't have full-blown Narcissist Personality Disorder. I do like the feeling of being desired and chased. Then she asks me if I want to hang out. I said, "you have a boyfriend though." And she said that he's amazing but he's not ambitious.
And now I feel gross. I mean I thought she said she loved me back in January and February because I was a hot big dicked Chad in her eyes. I guess due to my profession she kind of assumed I'm doing well financially (I'm actually not. lmfao) And now she wants to cheat on a Chadder guy I'm actually jealous of with me because he's not ambitious? GTFOH. I think I'm over dating cis women from now on. I thought she was a sex-crazed maniac. But all that sex she wanted to have with me, it was all because she thought I was well-to-do and she wanted to get bred by a man whom she thought was "ambitious" right? Fuck that shit. CHAD or DEATH.
I want a woman to see me as her alpha male and have an uncontrollable desire for me to impregnate her. I like the feeling of being wanted and sexually desired. I am not down with this Beta Bux shit. I'm all about the Alpha Fux. If you don't even want Chad just because he's not ambitious, then what is even the point of all this? Is it really just gay bros who desire Chad after all?