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Ended up talking about my ex in one of my other posts but kinda wanna get this out of me.
I broke up with my ex about a year ago, it was a hasty decision which I regret a fuck ton. She’s was such a nice girl who did so much for me, but at the time I was such a self centred bastard who didn’t understand what I had. Looking back on it now I really do miss her, she used to make me sandwiches after the gym, and she used to wanna fuck like a rabbit daily. She was also my looksmatch (at the time) which definitely helped. She was short and a really intelligent girl. I was insecure and fucking stupid, at the time I was intimidated by her work ethic and how much it contrasted with mine. She knew what she wanted and worked hard for it, while I didn’t. The turning point of me breaking up with her was that she wanted a break, she said she wanted to work on herself and was depressed. And like the fucking genius I was I decided to break up with her, because “relationships don’t need breaks”. She had every right to be depressed and I definitely worsened it by breaking up with her. From what I understand she has a new bf and has plenty of friends so she’s doing better than before, but im such a retard in the end. I wish I could share how sorry I am, but I question if I’m allowed to even say that to her. I feel like I deserve to walk around with this guilt in a way.
I broke up with my ex about a year ago, it was a hasty decision which I regret a fuck ton. She’s was such a nice girl who did so much for me, but at the time I was such a self centred bastard who didn’t understand what I had. Looking back on it now I really do miss her, she used to make me sandwiches after the gym, and she used to wanna fuck like a rabbit daily. She was also my looksmatch (at the time) which definitely helped. She was short and a really intelligent girl. I was insecure and fucking stupid, at the time I was intimidated by her work ethic and how much it contrasted with mine. She knew what she wanted and worked hard for it, while I didn’t. The turning point of me breaking up with her was that she wanted a break, she said she wanted to work on herself and was depressed. And like the fucking genius I was I decided to break up with her, because “relationships don’t need breaks”. She had every right to be depressed and I definitely worsened it by breaking up with her. From what I understand she has a new bf and has plenty of friends so she’s doing better than before, but im such a retard in the end. I wish I could share how sorry I am, but I question if I’m allowed to even say that to her. I feel like I deserve to walk around with this guilt in a way.
