My experience is so unrelatable , to cold hard incels, or even normies here.

[FiendFiend]

Incels will bitch about here how their whole life has been suffering , or they just learnt how to deal with it, and go to school ,or work, and know how to cope decently.

The normies here will say they had a good social life, but just mediocre treatment from women, went into college or school, or work and kinda just do what has to be done, maybe even slayed.

But after school (which ended at 16 here), I basically had rotted for 3 years, only went college for like a 3 or 4 months in total, when i was a subhuman, i worked a bit in some brutal job too. I've got no other way of meeting foids other than thru cold approaches and it is extremely cortisol spiking to do. Some days its easy, some days its not.

I havent got to the point of asking one out, I've only asked for directions, made small talk ,even got IOIs, but god its so hard to just approach a stranger and ask for their number, even if they give IOIs.

Even my LTN friend managed to have foids like him in college, and call him cute. And I've only recently left the basement after ascending, and i feel so fucking behind it makes me want to blow my brain out. Lost time is never found again rehab said. At 16 years old if I knew this information and ascended then, I would have such an easier life, probably would have not got brutalized at college, had girls into me. It only gets harder from here, so Im just stuck in a loop in where I have to keep ascending, it does work, and Im sure geomaxxing will work when I do it. But I really do wish I just lived life as a normie.

I dont go college, im on welfare rn saving up to get more procedures done, so I can truly stick out and be a HTN. Just have to do what I have to do man. Im gonna try re enter college in december after I get my dimple plasty and more fillers done in a couple weeks. Im happy atleast I confronted my issues, I just wish I done it faster.

I wish the moment I realized at 16, i was a fat acnecel, and didnt delude myself, I just found this forum in 2023, fully went all in. The youngfags and gen alpha fags here really have it good. Lucky cunts

 

[FiendFiend]

is there anyone who had a similiar experience? Had a shitty period of their life, be it in their teenage years where they became fat, or ugly and just was living like a chud, despite living a somewhat normal life prior, and has recently ascended again.

 

[dhusc]

Incels will bitch about here how their whole life has been suffering , or they just learnt how to deal with it, and go to school ,or work, and know how to cope decently.

The normies here will say they had a good social life, but just mediocre treatment from women, went into college or school, or work and kinda just do what has to be done, maybe even slayed.

But after school (which ended at 16 here), I basically had rotted for 3 years, only went college for like a 3 or 4 months in total, when i was a subhuman, i worked a bit in some brutal job too. I've got no other way of meeting foids other than thru cold approaches and it is extremely cortisol spiking to do. Some days its easy, some days its not.

I havent got to the point of asking one out, I've only asked for directions, made small talk ,even got IOIs, but god its so hard to just approach a stranger and ask for their number, even if they give IOIs.

Even my LTN friend managed to have foids like him in college, and call him cute. And I've only recently left the basement after ascending, and i feel so fucking behind it makes me want to blow my brain out. Lost time is never found again rehab said. At 16 years old if I knew this information and ascended then, I would have such an easier life, probably would have not got brutalized at college, had girls into me. It only gets harder from here, so Im just stuck in a loop in where I have to keep ascending, it does work, and Im sure geomaxxing will work when I do it. But I really do wish I just lived life as a normie.

I dont go college, im on welfare rn saving up to get more procedures done, so I can truly stick out and be a HTN. Just have to do what I have to do man. Im gonna try re enter college in december after I get my dimple plasty and more fillers done in a couple weeks. Im happy atleast I confronted my issues, I just wish I done it faster.

I wish the moment I realized at 16, i was a fat acnecel, and didnt delude myself, I just found this forum in 2023, fully went all in. The youngfags and gen alpha fags here really have it good. Lucky cunts

wrote a whole essay for nobody to read

 

[samo.]

no

 

[FiendFiend]

wrote a whole essay for nobody to read

i dont care its my venting u poopjeet

 

[ykls.]

The 3years i rotted was because my parent decided to move out in a different country. I couldnt speak their language or understand it, so i was just 3years alone where no one could understand me besides my family of course.

I had a hard time learning the language because i never wanted to go there, so between 14-17 i had no social connection and no one to talk to beside my family i also rarely talk to

Missed out on everything

 

[FiendFiend]

The 3years i rotted was because my parent decided to move out in a different country. I couldnt speak their language or understand it, so i was just 3years alone where no one could understand me besides my family of course.

I had a hard time learning the language because i never wanted to go there, so between 14-17 i had no social connection and no one to talk to beside my family i also rarely talk to

Missed out on everything

fucking brutal

yeah man its really fucking hard. Even if u adapt eventually, I find out with most problems it does take like 3 years to find your footing. Being ugly, moving countries, new school, new career.

I wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy. To be rotting in doors, not because u dont muh "like people" or dont "like women" or something, but because your negative reinforcement, be it not speaking the language or having an accent, be it being too ugly, so u lock urself in doors and interact with no one but family. Suicide fuel

 

[ykls.]

fucking brutal

yeah man its really fucking hard. Even if u adapt eventually, I find out with most problems it does take like 3 years to find your footing. Being ugly, moving countries, new school, new career.

I wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy. To be rotting in doors, not because u dont muh "like people" or dont "like women" or something, but because your negative reinforcement, be it not speaking the language or having an accent, be it being too ugly, so u lock urself in doors and interact with no one but family. Suicide fuel

Yea luckily i moved back before i was 18, i would prob had end my shit if i had to go into the army because after 18 you must go

But now after i was back i noticed nothing changed, i cant really build any relationships or have friends or find relatable people, this was also before i was moving in a different country

Now i graduate from school because i left before i graduated and work a job

 

[FiendFiend]

Yea luckily i moved back before i was 18, i would prob had end my shit if i had to go into the army because after 18 you must go

But now after i was back i noticed nothing changed, i cant really build any relationships or have friends or find relatable people, this was also before i was moving in a different country

Now i graduate from school because i left before i graduated and work a job

sorry man. There is no good ending for u sadly, atleast my shits improving but fuck lost time is never foudn again, especially if u dont have friends for some time, its hard to find a new group completley friendless

 

[dhusc]

i dont care its my venting u poopjeet

fuck your venting incel