my experience of my first relationship

[jstingo]

she was one of the few pretty girls of our school so naturally i was attracted towards her, now being fair i do look pretty decent, and on a random day i get her follow request on Instagram, i accept and follow back and start a convo with her with a hi, do i know you? and she replies the next day and we talk for sometime, we were just random strangers but within the next 2 days we became friends, she would always ask me whether i am free at a certain time so we could talk, and within a week we grew a bit close and met irl, and after meeting for a few days, she once messaged me if she really had the chance, she would start dating me and i told her we could give it a shot and within a week we were now a couple, a few weeks pass and everything seems fine, we both had exchanged our passes, and i saw a few messages and voice notes of her talking about me, how she has liked me for a long time, gave me nicknames before i first messaged her, she has a bf at that time but still had a crush on me and gave me nicknames (#1 redflag), now that i look at her best friends chat, i see reels filled with guys with really appealing bodies and all, and they both talk about such guys (#2 redflag), though she would always tell me about anything that happens with her, she has rejected guys who looked better than me in my opinion after we have been in a relationship, and this morning i found out that she sent a follow request to a good looking guy (she barely sends anyone friend request, especially guys), and he followed her back, and the thing that bothers me is she even liked one of his stories, the story was about wishing someone birthday, but all this has made me more skeptical that i am soon gonna be replaced, idk what to do, this has been on my mind for quite sometimes now, this is how i have felt about my first relationship ever with a really attractive girl, it was fun at first but now i am just fearing about the break up as i don't think i am ready for it yet, though being frank with my gut feeling, i think i am just overthinking everything as i aint a saint myself and she is likely to be with me for a longer time being loyal, but IF i find her cheating or not being loyal, i will break up in an instant even if it breaks me internally

 

[bibodude]

dnr

 

[Zenis]

she was one of the few pretty girls of our school so naturally i was attracted towards her, now being fair i do look pretty decent, and on a random day i get her follow request on Instagram, i accept and follow back and start a convo with her with a hi, do i know you? and she replies the next day and we talk for sometime, we were just random strangers but within the next 2 days we became friends, she would always ask me whether i am free at a certain time so we could talk, and within a week we grew a bit close and met irl, and after meeting for a few days, she once messaged me if she really had the chance, she would start dating me and i told her we could give it a shot and within a week we were now a couple, a few weeks pass and everything seems fine, we both had exchanged our passes, and i saw a few messages and voice notes of her talking about me, how she has liked me for a long time, gave me nicknames before i first messaged her, she has a bf at that time but still had a crush on me and gave me nicknames (#1 redflag), now that i look at her best friends chat, i see reels filled with guys with really appealing bodies and all, and they both talk about such guys (#2 redflag), though she would always tell me about anything that happens with her, she has rejected guys who looked better than me in my opinion after we have been in a relationship, and this morning i found out that she sent a follow request to a good looking guy (she barely sends anyone friend request, especially guys), and he followed her back, and the thing that bothers me is she even liked one of his stories, the story was about wishing someone birthday, but all this has made me more skeptical that i am soon gonna be replaced, idk what to do, this has been on my mind for quite sometimes now, this is how i have felt about my first relationship ever with a really attractive girl, it was fun at first but now i am just fearing about the break up as i don't think i am ready for it yet, though being frank with my gut feeling, i think i am just overthinking everything as i aint a saint myself and she is likely to be with me for a longer time being loyal, but IF i find her cheating or not being loyal, i will break up in an instant even if it breaks me internally

I'll summarize this 70 page essay with Gemini real quick, be right back to give my opinion

 

[jstingo]

dnr

thanks for the free bump boyo

 

[Zenis]

she was one of the few pretty girls of our school so naturally i was attracted towards her, now being fair i do look pretty decent, and on a random day i get her follow request on Instagram, i accept and follow back and start a convo with her with a hi, do i know you? and she replies the next day and we talk for sometime, we were just random strangers but within the next 2 days we became friends, she would always ask me whether i am free at a certain time so we could talk, and within a week we grew a bit close and met irl, and after meeting for a few days, she once messaged me if she really had the chance, she would start dating me and i told her we could give it a shot and within a week we were now a couple, a few weeks pass and everything seems fine, we both had exchanged our passes, and i saw a few messages and voice notes of her talking about me, how she has liked me for a long time, gave me nicknames before i first messaged her, she has a bf at that time but still had a crush on me and gave me nicknames (#1 redflag), now that i look at her best friends chat, i see reels filled with guys with really appealing bodies and all, and they both talk about such guys (#2 redflag), though she would always tell me about anything that happens with her, she has rejected guys who looked better than me in my opinion after we have been in a relationship, and this morning i found out that she sent a follow request to a good looking guy (she barely sends anyone friend request, especially guys), and he followed her back, and the thing that bothers me is she even liked one of his stories, the story was about wishing someone birthday, but all this has made me more skeptical that i am soon gonna be replaced, idk what to do, this has been on my mind for quite sometimes now, this is how i have felt about my first relationship ever with a really attractive girl, it was fun at first but now i am just fearing about the break up as i don't think i am ready for it yet, though being frank with my gut feeling, i think i am just overthinking everything as i aint a saint myself and she is likely to be with me for a longer time being loyal, but IF i find her cheating or not being loyal, i will break up in an instant even if it breaks me internally

Nvm

 

[bibodude]

thanks for the free bump boyo

ok

 

[bibodude]

Nvm
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