My experience trying to ascend

[thiagobr]

Im from brazil. Sacrificed 2 years of my life tryng to get the surgery here in brazil .
When i got out of the surgery i was a relif .
Its not like i ascended extremely hard but at least i felt normal
what made me sad throught my whole life was the fact that i didnt feel normal . It seems exagerated but it seemed like i was not even in the game . Its been like 9 months since the surgery. I competed in natural bodybuilding and in my head i achived all these foolish avd vaidancy things and obviously didnt feel full
It was a pointles chase . I shouldve studied or something

anyways sorry for bad english and im not super sad cuz at least ive done everything i could... and now i can focus on carrer etc ...

 

[Noriju]

Im from brazil. Sacrificed 2 years of my life tryng to get the surgery here in brazil .
When i got out of the surgery i was a relif .
Its not like i ascended extremely hard but at least i felt normal
what made me sad throught my whole life was the fact that i didnt feel normal . It seems exagerated but it seemed like i was not even in the game . Its been like 9 months since the surgery. I competed in natural bodybuilding and in my head i achived all these foolish avd vaidancy things and obviously didnt feel full
It was a pointles chase . I shouldve studied or something

anyways sorry for bad english and im not super sad cuz at least ive done everything i could... and now i can focus on carrer etc ...
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