BillClinton
Iron
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Being a 14 Year Old standing at 5'10 brings you the advantages. I hover over the manlets, i get a impecable amount of stares from both genders. Yet, im not happy.
I have been softmaxxing since 2023, so since the age of 12 i have had a descrete obsession with looking better, but it will never be enough. Seeing the genuinley happy relationships stab me in the heart. So as i dig deeper in my rabbit hole of the obscurity of my obession, I find myself measuring self-worth by reflections and passing glances, not by the things that genuinely matter. No matter how good i look, there will always be this underlying emptiness for purpose.
I think im playing the wrong game, the game where the it cant be measured by inches, or being captured in the mirror.
The admiration craves me to death, i want to have as much power as one can have. I think thats where my obsession starts.
I have been softmaxxing since 2023, so since the age of 12 i have had a descrete obsession with looking better, but it will never be enough. Seeing the genuinley happy relationships stab me in the heart. So as i dig deeper in my rabbit hole of the obscurity of my obession, I find myself measuring self-worth by reflections and passing glances, not by the things that genuinely matter. No matter how good i look, there will always be this underlying emptiness for purpose.
I think im playing the wrong game, the game where the it cant be measured by inches, or being captured in the mirror.
The admiration craves me to death, i want to have as much power as one can have. I think thats where my obsession starts.

