my family destroyed my social development

[fukmylyf]

My parents and siblings were depressive narcs, so the rest of the family avoided them. As a result, I didn't see my cousins for almost 15 years.

I had tons of friends in my hometown. My parents decided to move to the middle of nowhere right before I started high school so they could rely on my siblings for support.

They hated spending money on me. That meant no sports/recreational activities, no phone, and no car in high school. I only got nice clothes because my sister took me shopping. They also had zero respect for privacy, so I couldn't use social media.

Then they got me arrested in gr 9. Had to live elsewhere under curfew for a year, - couldn't hang out with friends after school or go to parties.

FUCK. If I could go back in time I'd slaughter them. Familypill is hitting hard since I reconnected with my cousins.

@MoggerGaston @TheMewingBBC

 

[Deleted member 23115]

ha

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

My half-relatives regularly disrespected Mother and bullied both of us.

He was German...like my deceased maternal grandfather.

Yes...I am a genetic dead-end.

My maternal grandfather was unaware that his grandson would lose to the "Higher"(Quotes due to SNPs) races.

No, though I've been to the graveyard to see my grandfather several times.

Oh. You live in Germany.

My maternal grandfather was German and Aryan.

Myself:

 

[NFA PB]

My half-relatives regularly disrespected Mother and bullied both of us.

Myself:

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Fucking mogger

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Fucking mogger

Lyric was a young Mulatta from Milwaukee. She was in the same classes as Aspie John, and the two encountered each-other many times. However, this led to problems...



Aspie John had a bit of a crush on Lyric. When they attended the pumpkin farm field trip, Aspie John approached Lyric's mother about aiding Lyric with gathering a pumpkin. During a class day, Aspie John gave an extra piece of Rollo candy to Lyric as a gift. He introduced himself to her older brother in an attempt to win her friendship. On Valentine's Day, he wrote something for her.


Lyric's best friend was a girl named Gabriella, a pale Castiza. Usually, she would criticize Aspie John with Lyric. Lyric also kicked Aspie John once after he approached her and asked her for friendship.

When Aspie John's teacher pulled him and Lyric outside of the classroom to discuss the bullying briefly, this was Lyric's expression:

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Envision this:

And this:

And this:

All in one room...competing for this:

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[Incellectually_Shy]

^ I'll find something now ^

 

[RAITEIII]

My parents and siblings were depressive narcs, so the rest of the family avoided them. As a result, I didn't see my cousins for almost 15 years.

I had tons of friends in my hometown. My parents decided to move to the middle of nowhere right before I started high school so they could rely on my siblings for support.

They hated spending money on me. That meant no sports/recreational activities, no phone, and no car in high school. I only got nice clothes because my sister took me shopping. They also had zero respect for privacy, so I couldn't use social media.

Then they got me arrested in gr 9. Had to live elsewhere under curfew for a year, - couldn't hang out with friends after school or go to parties.

FUCK. If I could go back in time I'd slaughter them. Familypill is hitting hard since I reconnected with my cousins.

@MoggerGaston @TheMewingBBC

Relatable. Everybody has to be held accountable.

in regards to my parents, they did very messed up things to me but they still have a certain desire of belonging to a group and praise narc.

I'm gonna expose that my mom has slept with over 5k men and has taken the biggest dicks on the planet. That he left my father because hes got a microdick. So I get a real low shot at my father. Oh my lord I will ruin their social circle and family ties completely. I will make sure xx.

They ruined my life and I will make sure they spend their old days alone and exposed.

If I could go back in time I'd have been Richard Ramirez too. But well what can you do, but yh. Richard Ramirez had too tier bones so hes the way to go...

 

[RAITEIII]

My parents and siblings were depressive narcs, so the rest of the family avoided them. As a result, I didn't see my cousins for almost 15 years.

I had tons of friends in my hometown. My parents decided to move to the middle of nowhere right before I started high school so they could rely on my siblings for support.

They hated spending money on me. That meant no sports/recreational activities, no phone, and no car in high school. I only got nice clothes because my sister took me shopping. They also had zero respect for privacy, so I couldn't use social media.

Then they got me arrested in gr 9. Had to live elsewhere under curfew for a year, - couldn't hang out with friends after school or go to parties.

FUCK. If I could go back in time I'd slaughter them. Familypill is hitting hard since I reconnected with my cousins.

@MoggerGaston @TheMewingBBC

My cousins are also awesome people. But they always took me away from everywhere like it happened to u. That fucking slut.

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Short Morena's Appearance(As I envision her):

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[Deleted member 21736]

I had tons of friends in my hometown. My parents decided to move to the middle of nowhere right before I started high school so they could rely on my siblings for support.

Literally the same happened to me, i was a nt popular kid in my old city but they moved to a random town now im a nobody, kissles virgin. Listening to my old friends tell about their experiences while i rot far away from them without any proper friends kills me. Why cant my parents be normal and average? Fuck this shit honestly, i wish i somehow convinced them to move back.

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

I'll be continuing then, although I'm cringing in disgust.

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[Incellectually_Shy]

Note that I had no friends or associates outside of group therapy and yet was being asked to pander to a pretty White lass with shallow thinking. This was during a time when I was being verbally and physically abused by one of my parents for being unable to function like NTs.

Yes. 2016 was much different. I spent hours sitting alone in my room with bottles of urine and sacks of feces because of severe depression/anxiety. I was barely eating and suffering from visual sensory overload/paranoia, which often caused me to curdle into a ball and cry. I received little help for these problems.

 

[Deleted member 24278]

Retaliate

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Retaliate

Ignore this hole if you hear it...I have no desire for it and incels are aware.

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[Incellectually_Shy]

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[Deleted member 19442]

I was too high inhib to ask my parents for things I needed

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

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[Incellectually_Shy]

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Bullied for many years.

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Yes.

My maternal half-cousins and half-aunt would chat with my step-grandfather about myself and Mother living elsewhere. (I heard their conversations often)

"She never does any housework" (Objectively false. I have other problems with her, however...)

"They're leeching from us" (I never asked them for food or even clothing. I very rarely spoke to them.)

He would get upset when Mother would ask him to pick up our prescriptions from stores. He'd also get upset when Mother asked to visit grocery stores. This is despite taking my half-relatives to stores/fast food restaurants multiple times weekly. Medical appointments as well(When medical transportation wasn't an option).

My half-aunt's lovely statements:

"[Mother] sits around all day"

"I thought [Mother] said they had no food" (Me and Mother relied on food pantry boxes/SNAP)

"[Intellau] will tell his mother if we bully him" (Maternal half-cousins; they abused my younger half-cousin somewhat since she was reluctant to do so.)

As a child, my half-aunt would patronize me for my autistic behavior. She would criticize my sluggish movements and depressed demeanor. "Hurry up [Intellau]!" - I also had social cue problems and misunderstood instructions from her.

They are kleptomaniacs; they would take portions of our food home after "visiting".

Lastly:

"(I never asked them for food or even clothing. I very rarely spoke to them.)"
Indeed. I was very grateful when my grandmother stopped giving me meals at the age of seventeen due to her view of me as an ingrate. She often said "[Intellau] was born with a silver spoon in his mouth" because I was anxious and struggling to help her with house tasks due to (I would help them with laundry, unpacking groceries, washing dishes, fetching items they needed, ...).

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Yes. This is how my half-aunt/uncles/cousins were produced...a hideous Cumskin hole reproduced with a hideous Black male.

Well...my half-aunt often made remarks like:

"Intellau's mother wonders why she's so sick all the time...maybe she should stop visiting Wendy's"

"She's a cow...she sits around speaking about menstruation" (Half-Cousin)

Her half-siblings would wait for their father to return home - Mother would sit in the back, saying nothing.

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

My half-cousin "hugged" me. She also would criticize me with my half-aunt and denigrate me for my autistic traits when I was a young child.

Yes, certainly influenced. I was influenced unexpectedly when my half-aunt would regularly speak about my family problems with her daughters in front of me. I was there since Mother had appointments.

Mother and her mother denigrated me because I was always extremely anxious.

I returned from group therapy once. My grandmother denigrated me while my half-aunt was present because I was too anxious to eat.

"Look. Intellau doesn't want to eat!"

 

[Vermilioncore]

I am suffering as well because my helicopter parents who never encouraged me to join sports, never put me in social situations, and never taught me life skills. So now I’m in my 20s with the mind of a 13 year old.

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

I am suffering as well because my helicopter parents who never encouraged me to join sports, never put me in social situations, and never taught me life skills. So now I’m in my 20s with the mind of a 13 year old.

I see.

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

 

[Vermilioncore]

I see.

Can I fix it?

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

Can I fix it?

Probably at another time.