Mazilias
6'4 ethnic LTN
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He didn’t say it exactly like this, but here’s the story.
The other day, I saw that a school attack had happened in my country, and I showed it to my father. He did not really react he just said damn.
While I was sitting in the living room, he asked me why I didn’t want to join him, his girlfriend, and my brother to go to town and shop. I said it sounded pretty boring because I didn’t want to say, “No, Dad, I have anxiety, and I hate going out it makes me wanna kill myself, especially if i go out with yall"
Later on in the conversation he said "why did you even show me that video yesterday of the school attack, you will prob do that in the future'"
Like, what did I even do? I know I hardly have any friends, except for the two I hang out with, and some og friends that live in other cities.
Later on, he went on about how his girlfriend’s neighbor’s son is popular and NT, even though I still mog him.
He knows I’m into lookmaxing, but he has no idea how deep down the rabbit hole I really am.
It's so over for me

The other day, I saw that a school attack had happened in my country, and I showed it to my father. He did not really react he just said damn.
While I was sitting in the living room, he asked me why I didn’t want to join him, his girlfriend, and my brother to go to town and shop. I said it sounded pretty boring because I didn’t want to say, “No, Dad, I have anxiety, and I hate going out it makes me wanna kill myself, especially if i go out with yall"
Later on in the conversation he said "why did you even show me that video yesterday of the school attack, you will prob do that in the future'"
Like, what did I even do? I know I hardly have any friends, except for the two I hang out with, and some og friends that live in other cities.
Later on, he went on about how his girlfriend’s neighbor’s son is popular and NT, even though I still mog him.
He knows I’m into lookmaxing, but he has no idea how deep down the rabbit hole I really am.
It's so over for me