My father tried to make me tougher and strong but I feel like shit

[fatalitymax]

I just had emotional breakdown, cause every single day for years he always say something negative about me always puts me down, while I’m already maybe too sensitive, too weak, and too pathetic to take this all without it destroying my mental health

Tonight I really had the worst breakdown, I tried for it to be a good day, everything doing fine, we work on farm together, on plants and cattle etc. So we spend most time together but at the evening he again criticised me for something I know I was quite right about but he still knows better. I was punching my head strong and broke down a dish on my head too, I just felt like doing it

My mother saw me crying they call me mentally ill, I want this experience to end but I’m poor, stupid, I feel like I’m too pathetic and sad, I’m a disgrace and just worst person, I don’t know what I’m gonna do tonight I’m absolutely tired of my life, it went wrong way, years of being under pressure to become tough and dominant, just made me complete opposite, I feel like trash, worthless human being

 

[LowTierBateman]

I dont care pussy

 

[oxiwoxi]

low test behavior, hope you get better

 

[volgograd009]

I just had emotional breakdown, cause every single day for years he always say something negative about me always puts me down, while I’m already maybe too sensitive, too weak, and too pathetic to take this all without it destroying my mental health

Tonight I really had the worst breakdown, I tried for it to be a good day, everything doing fine, we work on farm together, on plants and cattle etc. So we spend most time together but at the evening he again criticised me for something I know I was quite right about but he still knows better. I was punching my head strong and broke down a dish on my head too, I just felt like doing it

My mother saw me crying they call me mentally ill, I want this experience to end but I’m poor, stupid, I feel like I’m too pathetic and sad, I’m a disgrace and just worst person, I don’t know what I’m gonna do tonight I’m absolutely tired of my life, it went wrong way, years of being under pressure to become tough and dominant, just made me complete opposite, I feel like trash, worthless human being

Run away and go to a family member that you know won't snitch

 

[truecel9]

I just had emotional breakdown, cause every single day for years he always say something negative about me always puts me down, while I’m already maybe too sensitive, too weak, and too pathetic to take this all without it destroying my mental health

Tonight I really had the worst breakdown, I tried for it to be a good day, everything doing fine, we work on farm together, on plants and cattle etc. So we spend most time together but at the evening he again criticised me for something I know I was quite right about but he still knows better. I was punching my head strong and broke down a dish on my head too, I just felt like doing it

My mother saw me crying they call me mentally ill, I want this experience to end but I’m poor, stupid, I feel like I’m too pathetic and sad, I’m a disgrace and just worst person, I don’t know what I’m gonna do tonight I’m absolutely tired of my life, it went wrong way, years of being under pressure to become tough and dominant, just made me complete opposite, I feel like trash, worthless human being

Beat his ass

 

[fatalitymax]

Beat his ass

I’ve done that before it didn’t help

 

[truecel9]

Nigga what you actually beat your dad

 

[fatalitymax]

Nigga what you actually beat your dad

I punched him a few times he punched me too, we had like a few similar episodes

 

[truecel9]

D

I punched him a few times he punched me too, we had like a few similar episodes

Damn that shit is crazy cant you just move out or go to a different family member

 

[enlightful]

I just had emotional breakdown, cause every single day for years he always say something negative about me always puts me down, while I’m already maybe too sensitive, too weak, and too pathetic to take this all without it destroying my mental health

Tonight I really had the worst breakdown, I tried for it to be a good day, everything doing fine, we work on farm together, on plants and cattle etc. So we spend most time together but at the evening he again criticised me for something I know I was quite right about but he still knows better. I was punching my head strong and broke down a dish on my head too, I just felt like doing it

My mother saw me crying they call me mentally ill, I want this experience to end but I’m poor, stupid, I feel like I’m too pathetic and sad, I’m a disgrace and just worst person, I don’t know what I’m gonna do tonight I’m absolutely tired of my life, it went wrong way, years of being under pressure to become tough and dominant, just made me complete opposite, I feel like trash, worthless human being

Estrogen spiked ramblings, dnr

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

but I’m poor, stupid, I feel like I’m too pathetic and sad, I’m a disgrace and just worst person, I

many such cases

 

[fatalitymax]

D

Damn that shit is crazy cant you just move out or go to a different family member

not really cause I’m relying on the farm and I’m stuck financially here, I would need a lot of Money to move out and pay out the contracts, but it’s whatever it’s just low test high E ramblings, just bad biochemical state, emotional crashout, just bad mental health, something wrong with me

 

[zygosmasher]

Let me guess you’re a slav or a redneck

 

[fatalitymax]

Let me guess you’re a slav or a redneck

Yeah Slav Is correct

 

[zygosmasher]

Yeah Slav Is correct

It’s all the same bullshit in every Slavic household mate you just have to have it come in through one ear or out the other the bullshit never stops coming out of their mouths I mean if that’s who you wanna be then fine but their ideology’s are retarded did you know that in the top 10 highest rate of suicide countries the only countries that are not from the 3rd world are Slavic countries so yeah I don’t need to say much more