my first body

[madma]

Bro aight this is weird as fuck for you to imagine these pedo stories and right then down.

There’s no fucking way any of this happened and every detail you add makes it seem more and more obvious.

Genuinely kys.

dude im not fucking larping I really shouldnt have included that shit tho. as a kid I saw it as evil and I had no sexual satisfaction and wanted nothing to do with it

 

[Mavueis]

I was about 3 years old, I didn’t know what sex was at the time but I knew something was wrong and evil about it. I was staying with my older female cousin who was about 14 years old at my grandpas house. I was watching a movie with her and she was forcing me to kiss her, I said no repeatedly and she grabbed my head to kiss her, I felt uncomfortable, and this was infront of my brother and my brother was laughing at me and her

Later on we were playing together and she was showing me her parts, I was confused why she didn’t have a penis, it all kind of connected into my head that women and men have different body parts down there. She made me go to the bathroom with her, undressed and was urging me to stick my penis inside of her, I said no repeatedly still not knowing what sex was and I knew this was inherently bad, that I shouldn’t be doing this but at the age of 3 I felt too pressured and just did it, I remember crying and later she forced me to do more things. And now today I feel very numb and I have a porn addiction most likely do to this
I’ve never told anyone about this

What type of fucking lie is this bro? You would not have been consciousness at three years old to remember this whatsoever, especially in this much fleshed out detail

 

[madma]

What type of fucking lie is this bro? You would not have been consciousness at three years old to remember this whatsoever, especially in this much fleshed out detail

i was either 3-5 but I just said 3. I DONF FUCKING KNOW WHY I REMEMBER IT. I regret making this post because it just sounds so unbelievable and like im a evil guy for even thinking this but I just needed to cope with it somehow. and yes I remember it like it was recent.

 

[Mavueis]

i was either 3-5 but I just said 3. I DONF FUCKING KNOW WHY I REMEMBER IT. I regret making this post because it just sounds so unbelievable and like im a evil guy for even thinking this but I just needed to cope with it somehow. and yes I remember it like it was recent

Ahh shut the fuck up bro, you weren't eating anyone out at 3 years old

 

[madma]

Ahh shut the fuck up bro, you weren't eating anyone out at 3 years old

I DIDNT KNOW WHAT IT WAS. I DIDNT FUCKING WANT IT OHAPPEN. I WANTED ANYTHING BUT THAT. STOP ACTING LIKE I WANTED THIS I FUCKING DIDNT WANT ANY PART OF IT. I DIDNT HAVE CONTROL OF WHAT HAPPENED

 

[Mavueis]

"as a kid I saw it as evil" Nigga, you were not a philosopher at three years old, nor were you on this "eating pussy" bullshit. Also, rep my messages friend.

 

[madma]

"as a kid I saw it as evil" Nigga, you were not a philosopher at three years old, nor were you on this "eating pussy" bullshit. Also, rep my messages friend.

im basically stating that I saw it as wrong, like it wasnt something I should be doing. I didnt know what sex was but the implications of it were there when that stuff happened to me

 

[madma]

Bro aight this is weird as fuck for you to imagine these pedo stories and right then down.

There’s no fucking way any of this happened and every detail you add makes it seem more and more obvious.

Genuinely kys.

what are the details that makes you not believe it, what about what ive written down is contradictory, what do you not believe.