My first gf was decent, every other girl has been shit.

[Deleted member 17578]

U guys look hella alike

I would've been overdosing on every single neuro-transmitter if I was born female and looked like her.

But instead im rotting on an incel forum. JFL at life.

 

[MoggerChad]

she was good-looking. I was KHHV the time I met her. She also had an amazing personality ngl. Very fun.

But I was too depressed from my shit-life at this stage already to make things work with her.

Can't really blame myself for being depressed when I was a KHHV 23yo without family/friends at the time, being bullied my entire childhood, etc. I would need top 0.1% neurology to survive through that without mental harm.

looked better in op

still almost htb - so still a fumble. gonna be honest - i think this was a once in a lifetime opportunity for dude who looks like you

 

[RAITEIII]

I would've been overdosing on every single neuro-transmitter if I was born female and looked like her.

But instead im rotting on an incel forum. JFL at life.

Yours is gl just keep an eye on the oldceldom look that you're getting. It's probably the reason why u dont have that much success. Get that HT.

Any toilet constantly bragging about how is chasing them is opportunistic low quality without morals tbh ngl. Why do u need to bring others down?

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

The difference is insane. When we were dating she would regularly show me the thirsty messages she was getting from guys, tell me stories about guys approaching her, similar shit.

It was completely unimaginable for me. She would ask me how many girls are trying to fuck me at my fraternity (reality: 0) and I would just larp some bs to not seem low-quality.

Women cannot fathom the idea that men don’t get billions of offers of sex. Girls think I’m a fuckboy but I’m not I’m the opporsite I’m an incel. But to them a guy who is HTN+ should be inundated with whores wanting to fuck. It’s asinine hoe delusional and ignorant females are to their privilege

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Yours is gl just keep an eye on the oldceldom look that you're getting. It's probably the reason why u dont have that much success. Get that HT.

Any toilet constantly bragging about how is chasing them is opportunistic low quality without morals tbh ngl. Why do u need to bring others down?

Women all do this because as he bible said women are evil vindictive creatures and the majority of hells citizens are women for this very reason. Don’t expect women to behave like men they ARE NOT men

 

[Deleted member 17578]

looked better in op

still almost htb - so still a fumble. gonna be honest - i think this was a once in a lifetime opportunity for dude who looks like you

Back then when we broke up, I had high hopes and thought that now that I finally broke KHHV and got relationship experience, I would be able to get a new girl relatively easily.

Right now I am going MGTOW because I realise there's nothing that even comes close to her. Not in looks, but also not in personality.

JFL at being born male with 0 options. I had only 1 shot and it was a 19yo 7n-count slut when i was 23yo KHHV.

Meanwhile women get to date and test 20 different guys and make their pick from those.

 

[fogdart]

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The fact she went from "I love you, we vibe so well."

to "I can't be with you, we are too different"

within 1 week is just too brutal ngl. It destroyed me, if I wasn't destroyed already

stacy/10

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Women cannot fathom the idea that men don’t get billions of offers of sex. Girls think I’m a fuckboy but I’m not I’m the opporsite I’m an incel. But to them a guy who is HTN+ should be inundated with whores wanting to fuck. It’s asinine hoe delusional and ignorant females are to their privilege

This is what I don't get. Especially on this forum aswell.

Guys think I do well with women. Women IRL think I do well with women and that I am a player/fuckboy.

Meanwhile reality:

Little to no matches on OLD.
Girls IRL are disgusted by me.
0 girls crush on me
0 girls approach me
0 girls even give me ioi

JFL honestly. I always have to LARP that I am some kind of slayer with people because otherwise I come across as non-NT.

'Oh man you look good, you must be getting all the girls.' 'Only on fridays and saturdays man haha, u can have them the rest of the week '

shit like that, just makes me cage on the inside cuz I am a truecel and pretending to be slayer jfl.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

stacy/10

this was 2 weeks before we broke up. I am in the pic in the reflection

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

This is what I don't get. Especially on this forum aswell.

Guys think I do well with women. Women IRL think I do well with women and that I am a player/fuckboy.

Meanwhile reality:

Little to no matches on OLD.
Girls IRL are disgusted by me.
0 girls crush on me
0 girls approach me
0 girls even give me ioi

JFL honestly. I always have to LARP that I am some kind of slayer with people because otherwise I come across as non-NT.

'Oh man you look good, you must be getting all the girls.' 'Only on fridays and saturdays man haha, u can have them the rest of the week '

shit like that, just makes me cage on the inside cuz I am a truecel and pretending to be slayer jfl.

Yeah i do the same thing. Makes me cage but also wanna rope cos I have to larp when in reality this bullshit these guys have built up in their head about me I WISH I could live it even for a month JFL but nope instead this is what we gotta do

Tbh you can tell the truth but onyl if you know it won’t wreck your social status

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Yeah i do the same thing. Makes me cage but also wanna rope cos I have to larp when in reality this bullshit these guys have built up in their head about me I WISH I could live it even for a month JFL but nope instead this is what we gotta do

Tbh you can tell the truth but onyl if you know it won’t wreck your social status

Yup, I fucking WISH I was a fuckboy/player. But instead I am a fucking incel larping as one. How fucking brutal.

ive already told the truth before but its a failo. Mostly find people find some weird excuse for me and if you disagree with their excuse and make things 'serious' it just kills the vibe.

 

[MoggerChad]

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this was 2 weeks before we broke up. I am in the pic in the reflection

low class htb, but still a W

 

[Deleted member 17578]

low class htb, but still a W

what do you rate me? low tier normie?

 

[fogdart]

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this was 2 weeks before we broke up. I am in the pic in the reflection

Stacy with HQNP pheno. It doesn't even look like she has make up on. She fogs most of these instagram bimbos who go on red pill alpha male podcasts. How many followers does she have on instagram?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stacy with HQNP pheno. It doesn't even look like she has make up on. She fogs most of these instagram bimbos who go on red pill alpha male podcasts. How many followers does she have on instagram?

she had no make-up on in that pic.
private profile with 200 followers.

Brutal thing she told me right before we broke-up:
'We can always laugh together, and the sex is great (I was the first guy to make her orgasm, we fucked a lot), 'but we just don't match in life vision/mentality'.

I kinda got her vibe though. She had a really good childhood and life in general. Loving parents, good looks, most popular girl in high-school. Essentially the exact opposite of me.
and her vibe was that 'life is great, enjoy every minute, if you meet the slightest amount of stress something is wrong, you deserve better.'

To me, life is survival. I am trying to survive a fucked up childhood being an ugly bullied subhuman. I am trying to survive abusive parents. I am trying to survive KHHV inceldom. I am trying to survive poverty. Etc.

My life is extremely high cortisol to the point where my body adapted and simply cares about nothing anymore, as it's the only way to reduce cortisol levels. I wasn't able to stop my parents from abusing me, so I started feeling helpless. Not caring about anything anymore to lower cortisol levels was the only result.

Meanwhile her mindset was: Care about everything as much as possible, because your life is great. So the few things that pop-up that are higher cortisol? lets get them fixed.




We can talk about lost opportunities all we want. But realistically I never stood a chance.

She had a high n-count (7 at 19yo) and several chads basically considered her unworthy of LTRing. Only good for a fuck or a fwb lol.

She told me many stories of this 'good-looking tall' chad using her as a fucktoy and fucking girls on the side too. If ur not that guy, how the fuck can you win in romance?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I ended up stalking her for a while and what I gathered, she fucked with some random guys afterme, then was in a ltr with some guy for ~1 year. Then fucked around again for a while. But now is in a LTR again for 2 years atleast.

Basically serial monogamy with a bit of fucking around in between. I think it's very common among young women. You rack up 10-20 n-count easily that way.

 

[AlexAP]

Eventually inceldom made me anti-semitist, racist, alt-right conservative instead.

Nick Fuentes pilled again.

 

[Cali Yuga]

you look like siblings

 

[Cali Yuga]

Nick Fuentes pilled again.

women dont like people who have socially unacceptable beliefs or the tendency towards them

they detect this in you before it even manifests

also those same tendencies lead one to socially unacceptable beliefs about women and their nature which arent complimentary to forming relationships with normal contemporary women

 

[AlexAP]

women dont like people who have socially unacceptable beliefs or the tendency towards them

they detect this in you before it even manifests

also those same tendencies lead one to socially unacceptable beliefs about women and their nature which arent complimentary to forming relationships with normal contemporary women

 

[fogdart]

she had no make-up on in that pic.
private profile with 200 followers.
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Brutal thing she told me right before we broke-up:
'We can always laugh together, and the sex is great (I was the first guy to make her orgasm, we fucked a lot), 'but we just don't match in life vision/mentality'.

I kinda got her vibe though. She had a really good childhood and life in general. Loving parents, good looks, most popular girl in high-school. Essentially the exact opposite of me.
and her vibe was that 'life is great, enjoy every minute, if you meet the slightest amount of stress something is wrong, you deserve better.'

To me, life is survival. I am trying to survive a fucked up childhood being an ugly bullied subhuman. I am trying to survive abusive parents. I am trying to survive KHHV inceldom. I am trying to survive poverty. Etc.

My life is extremely high cortisol to the point where my body adapted and simply cares about nothing anymore, as it's the only way to reduce cortisol levels. I wasn't able to stop my parents from abusing me, so I started feeling helpless. Not caring about anything anymore to lower cortisol levels was the only result.

Meanwhile her mindset was: Care about everything as much as possible, because your life is great. So the few things that pop-up that are higher cortisol? lets get them fixed.




We can talk about lost opportunities all we want. But realistically I never stood a chance.

She had a high n-count (7 at 19yo) and several chads basically considered her unworthy of LTRing. Only good for a fuck or a fwb lol.

She told me many stories of this 'good-looking tall' chad using her as a fucktoy and fucking girls on the side too. If ur not that guy, how the fuck can you win in romance?

You're a nihilist and she's an idealist so things won't work out long term. Being used by Chads also means that she may have underlying self esteem issues.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Nick Fuentes pilled again.

And it's perfectly fine.

A good-looking girl like my ex.. It makes sense for her to be positive about society since she has been treated well all her life. She has benefitted from society GREATLY.

It makes sense for people like Nick Fuentes or me, that haven't benefitted from society at all. Instead been hated and bullied, outcasted from society, to hold anti-societal viewpoints.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

women dont like people who have socially unacceptable beliefs or the tendency towards them

they detect this in you before it even manifests

also those same tendencies lead one to socially unacceptable beliefs about women and their nature which arent complimentary to forming relationships with normal contemporary women

Partly agree.

She told me that all of the guys she has fucked before me (several fwb-type relationships) were with guys that held similar anti-societal beliefs like me. But she didn't mind it as she didn't take these guys seriously and never brought them home as a serious LTR. She kept them hidden from her family, etc.

She never understood why I was in favor of these political parties as I (her words) 'was a nice guy and not like the fwbs she had in the past'. She didn't really understand why I wasn't leftist liberal. Weird shit ngl.

Anyways our political differences never lead to real conflict. I want to emphasize that. We had arguments, discussions, but never like brutal misunderstandings. But i was in favor of a party that was extremely disliked by the media at the time, and it was considered social suicide to vote for this.
I held frame and told her that this was my belief at the time and she would have to understand where I am coming from and why I vote like this.

But the number one mistake I made:



A good-looking women has INFINITE dating options. Even the smallest mistake, the smallest argument, misunderstanding, etc.

She will ditch you like she ditched me. And then it's over. You have to be a cuck to get a LTR nowadays.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

You're a nihilist and she's an idealist so things won't work out long term. Being used by Chads also means that she may have underlying self esteem issues.

I was an extreme idealist into my early 20s. It doesn't mean much.
You can go from far-left extremist to far-right extremist like I did in the matter of a few years.

And yeah she did have some underlying self-esteem issues. Especially about the way she smelled+tasted in her vagina as her chad exes used to complain about that for some reason.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Also brutal facts:

1) this girl would regularly buy clothes for me, despite being a student with 0 money herself. She wanted me to look good next to her and was willing to pay for it herself.

2) she recognized the fact that I was inexperienced sexually and didn't want her to be the only girl I have ever slept with. She encouraged me to sleep around with other girls as one-night-stands because she felt like it would make me realize that none of those girls would come close to her anyways and make me appreciate her more.

3) she was reasonably active on social-media while I didn't have any social-media at all. She was fine with this and would help me social-max on instagram by posting thirsty photos of her with me for my dating profile and/or tagging me.

 

[Cali Yuga]

She didn't really understand why I wasn't leftist liberal. Weird shit ngl.

Its because women dont think about things in the same way as men. They are not truth oriented, they hold political opinions based on their social function; in order to signal status, in group belonging, education level, etc. They can only understand you holding dissenting political opinions that others in your sphere would consider low status or out-group in the context of some sort of extra-political personal rebellion or self destruction, e.x. you didnt make sense to her wrt her other fwbs because you were 'a nice guy' who ought to understand the right things to say/believe in order to be popular and accepted and get ahead in life whereas her other fwbs made sense to her because they were probably delinquent or self destructive in other ways (that were probably attractive to her) and so she categorized their political beliefs as just an extension of their rebellious self destructive personality.

This is why all women with political 'beliefs' which are dissenting wrt to their social environment are ALWAYS WITHOUT FAIL fucked up mentally ill freaks, trying to get back at daddy, rebelling in some way, etc. They cant think about whether something controversial is true or false int he abstract so the only reason any of them would believe those things is as a kind of social accessory, like a face tattoo or dyed purple hair.

A good-looking women has INFINITE dating options. Even the smallest mistake, the smallest argument, misunderstanding, etc.

She will ditch you like she ditched me. And then it's over. You have to be a cuck to get a LTR nowadays.

This is true, women having infinite options and leverage is a massive reason why political discourse has become so fucking gay and retarded and feminized

Give women political power and pretend their opinions matter at all and you immediately have a MASSIVE vulnerability to emotional propaganda and incentive for men to pretend to or mkultra themselves into believing whatever retarded shit women claim to believe. The only way to have dissenting opinions inside of a successful ltr with a non insane woman is if you do some cult shit where you have status inside of a micro community of people who agree with you and get her isolated inside that community where she'll just conform to you instead of conforming to outside propaganda from high status sources.

It seems insane but women actually do care more about poasting virtue signalling blm/climate crisis shit on their instagram for upcummies and getting a masters degree in faggot studies than being happy and having children and a family and a loving husband.

 

[Cali Yuga]

Also brutal facts:

1) this girl would regularly buy clothes for me, despite being a student with 0 money herself. She wanted me to look good next to her and was willing to pay for it herself.

2) she recognized the fact that I was inexperienced sexually and didn't want her to be the only girl I have ever slept with. She encouraged me to sleep around with other girls as one-night-stands because she felt like it would make me realize that none of those girls would come close to her anyways and make me appreciate her more.

3) she was reasonably active on social-media while I didn't have any social-media at all. She was fine with this and would help me social-max on instagram by posting thirsty photos of her with me for my dating profile and/or tagging me.

there is nothing more brutally blackpilling than dating a regular girl

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Its because women dont think about things in the same way as men. They are not truth oriented, they hold political opinions based on their social function; in order to signal status, in group belonging, education level, etc. They can only understand you holding dissenting political opinions that others in your sphere would consider low status or out-group in the context of some sort of extra-political personal rebellion or self destruction, e.x. you didnt make sense to her wrt her other fwbs because you were 'a nice guy' who ought to understand the right things to say/believe in order to be popular and accepted and get ahead in life whereas her other fwbs made sense to her because they were probably delinquent or self destructive in other ways (that were probably attractive to her) and so she categorized their political beliefs as just an extension of their rebellious self destructive personality.

This is why all women with political 'beliefs' which are dissenting wrt to their social environment are ALWAYS WITHOUT FAIL fucked up mentally ill freaks, trying to get back at daddy, rebelling in some way, etc. They cant think about whether something controversial is true or false int he abstract so the only reason any of them would believe those things is as a kind of social accessory, like a face tattoo or dyed purple hair.

This is true, women having infinite options and leverage is a massive reason why political discourse has become so fucking gay and retarded and feminized

Give women political power and pretend their opinions matter at all and you immediately have a MASSIVE vulnerability to emotional propaganda and incentive for men to pretend to or mkultra themselves into believing whatever retarded shit women claim to believe. The only way to have dissenting opinions inside of a successful ltr with a non insane woman is if you do some cult shit where you have status inside of a micro community of people who agree with you and get her isolated inside that community where she'll just conform to you instead of conforming to outside propaganda from high status sources.

It seems insane but women actually do care more about poasting virtue signalling blm/climate crisis shit on their instagram for upcummies and getting a masters degree in faggot studies than being happy and having children and a family and a loving husband.

Very high IQ post and agree with your arguments.

It's not just women that are like this though. Lots of men are very much like women in these things. Their political and social views are just whatever is popular/cool to have.

Brutal cuck-pill too for me. She said I was nice and not like her previous fwbs so she didn't understand why I don't vote for the normie political parties. But instead for the 'evil' parties, because I am not evil like her fwbs were (that treated her 'like shit' but she loved it).

JFL honestly. I still think best course of action is to not care about this shit at all anymore and just let it all burn down. Enjoy the decline type vibe i guess.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

there is nothing more brutally blackpilling than dating a regular girl

The first girl was high-demanding but also high quality ngl.

She even booked a holiday for us for the summer, paying for the appartment there in advance herself. But she broke up with me before that holiday even happened so she invited a female friend and went there with her instead jfl.
I told her one time that I was busy trying to find a place to sleep in another city in the netherlands, because I had to be there for a sports-event with my sports-team (8 guys). She had a high-school friend that lived in that city and arranged for us all to sleep at her place almost instantly JFL. That girl ended up sleeping at a friend's place while we took over her entire appartement, bed, living room, etc for a full day. (although to be fair, that girl also slept at my place one time when she came to hangout here with my girlfriend.)

Meanwhile the last girl never did a single thing for me, never organized anything herself. Never met her friends, family. Nothing.
It made me put less effort into that relationship myself aswell.

Regular women are useless tbh. You need a high-quality girl for her to add any value to your life.