My foid dumped me (suicidal fakecel)

[whitecelcoper]

I’ve been dating this foid for maybe 2 months and I get pretty obsessive really quick. She’s depressed as fuck and misanthropic and started hinting she’ll break up with me 3 days ago by saying she wants to “start a new life without any of her current friends”. I didn’t really care and was looking for someone to cheat on her with. Today she dumped me and for some reason I got super upset (even though I knew she would do it). I started telling her that I hope she gets cancer then I had a whole mental breakdown where I punched a hole into my wall (thankfully covered by my poster), pulled my hair and burnt myself with cigs. I decided I need to make her feel guilty so I took almost a whole bottle of pills on call with her. I was going to hang myself, but I’m retarded and can’t tie a knot correctly and decided not to do it since I thought the pills will be enough. I just want for her to remember me forever and be aware of the fact that my suicide was her fault. I want for her to feel guilt every time she hears my name. Around 30 minutes after I took the pills I started feeling euphoric then I fainted. I hit my head pretty hard (it still hurts). I then got mad at her and started going on a rant about how I’m perfect and I hate her and she doesn’t deserve me. She kept telling me to get help and leave her alone. I have her brother’s phone number so I threatened to call him and say she did some diabolical shit. I feel like I’m taking it too far, but at the same time she is my life purpose. She still hasn’t blocked me but leaves me on delivered unless I threaten her. She says she’s scared of me and that’s why she didn’t dump me earlier. When I told my friend this he started saying that I need to be institutionalised, which I don’t agree with. Honestly reasonable reaction. I would’ve done everything for her yet she left me for being “mental”. I’m actually very composed most of the time. Every time I try to talk to a foid they start ignoring me once they get to know me. Once a foid told me I’m cute but too “mentally unstable for her to date”. This honestly proves personality does matter I’m still irritated as fuck, but I might not hang myself. Unsure for now.

 

[Tenres]

Really nigga?

 

[illusion]

I'm sorry man. I hope it gets better, don't give up.

 

[PrettyLights]

You should fucking hang yourself cunt

 

[whitecelcoper]

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Really nigga?
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Let me larp I’m still a virgin

 

[whitecelcoper]

You should fucking hang yourself cunt

Bet

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

5 sets of let me worship a fucking foid

 

[WhoTookVendetta]

 

[Tenres]

Bet

Noooooooooo

 

[Incelforeever]

dnr

 

[godoftired]

I’ve been dating this foid for maybe 2 months and I get pretty obsessive really quick. She’s depressed as fuck and misanthropic and started hinting she’ll break up with me 3 days ago by saying she wants to “start a new life without any of her current friends”. I didn’t really care and was looking for someone to cheat on her with. Today she dumped me and for some reason I got super upset (even though I knew she would do it). I started telling her that I hope she gets cancer then I had a whole mental breakdown where I punched a hole into my wall (thankfully covered by my poster), pulled my hair and burnt myself with cigs. I decided I need to make her feel guilty so I took almost a whole bottle of pills on call with her. I was going to hang myself, but I’m retarded and can’t tie a knot correctly and decided not to do it since I thought the pills will be enough. I just want for her to remember me forever and be aware of the fact that my suicide was her fault. I want for her to feel guilt every time she hears my name. Around 30 minutes after I took the pills I started feeling euphoric then I fainted. I hit my head pretty hard (it still hurts). I then got mad at her and started going on a rant about how I’m perfect and I hate her and she doesn’t deserve me. She kept telling me to get help and leave her alone. I have her brother’s phone number so I threatened to call him and say she did some diabolical shit. I feel like I’m taking it too far, but at the same time she is my life purpose. She still hasn’t blocked me but leaves me on delivered unless I threaten her. She says she’s scared of me and that’s why she didn’t dump me earlier. When I told my friend this he started saying that I need to be institutionalised, which I don’t agree with. Honestly reasonable reaction. I would’ve done everything for her yet she left me for being “mental”. I’m actually very composed most of the time. Every time I try to talk to a foid they start ignoring me once they get to know me. Once a foid told me I’m cute but too “mentally unstable for her to date”. This honestly proves personality does matter I’m still irritated as fuck, but I might not hang myself. Unsure for now.

You heard of paragraph breaks?

 

[layovv]

live for goyslop and consumerism

 

[whitecelcoper]

5 sets of let me worship a fucking foid

Do you want me to start dating men brah

 

[whitecelcoper]

You heard of paragraph breaks?

No I’m lazy and sleep deprived

 

[faciallyrecessed]

her loss bro keep your head up

 

[whitecelcoper]

her loss bro keep your head up

It is her loss I’m better than anyone she will find

 

[godoftired]

No I’m lazy and sleep deprived

IsraelGPT generate me a readable paragraph so I can vent to people online

 

[L88]

Proud dnr

 

[L88]

5 sets of let me worship a fucking foid

Gotta do 6 sets of 7 reps boi

 

[whitecelcoper]

Proud dnr

Tldr: I got dumped and I tried to kill myself on a video call with her

 

[L88]

Tldr: I got dumped and I tried to kill myself on a video call with her

Damn bro sounds interesting i will read

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

U might be mentally ill, u should:
Pray to God
Go to a psychologist perhabs

Ur reaction is normal but very exaggerated

 

[whitecelcoper]

Go to a psychologist perhabs

I already go and it doesn’t help at all. I’m not religious and I think I never will be

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I already go and it doesn’t help at all. I’m not religious and I think I never will be

R u diagnosed with anything i will pray for u

 

[whitecelcoper]

R u diagnosed with anything i will pray for u

I have autism and my parents have suspicions for bpd/npd, but it’s hard to get a diagnosis as a minor

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I have autism and my parents have suspicions for bpd/npd, but it’s hard to get a diagnosis as a minor

How old r u? And when where u diagnosed

 

[whitecelcoper]

How old r u? And when where u diagnosed

I’m 16 and I got diagnosed at 9

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

I have autism and my parents have suspicions for bpd/npd, but it’s hard to get a diagnosis as a minor

U might be mentally ill, u should:
Pray to God
Go to a psychologist perhabs

Ur reaction is normal but very exaggerated

You guys can become good friends btw

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I’m 16 and I got diagnosed at 9

Were the same age i got diagnosed at 5 nigga do u take meds?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You guys can become good friends btw

Why?

 

[whitecelcoper]

Were the same age i got diagnosed at 5 nigga do u take meds?

I used to be on lexapro but I stopped taking it for some reason

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Why?

Both of you are diagnosed with random bullshit

 

[Rot4L1fe]

Just kill yourself nigger

 

[Outlander]

 

[whitecelcoper]

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I’ve never had sex

 

[Finn]

Your value is not defined by this breakup; you can build a life where you aren’t controlled by rage, obsession, or despair.

 

[whitecelcoper]

Your value is not defined by this breakup; you can build a life where you aren’t controlled by rage, obsession, or despair.

I’m trying I just always end up in these situations

 

[Troo_]

Too many words. Sorry I think, tho

 

[Finn]

I’m trying I just always end up in these situations

wish you the best of luck to cope with the situation. you are young, when you make the right decisions, better times are coming

 

[whitecelcoper]

Too many words. Sorry I think, tho

I gave a tldr

 

[Troo_]

I gave a tldr

Didn’t find it. Read whole thing. Tough brah

 

[whitecelcoper]

Didn’t find it. Read whole thing. Tough brah

Thank yuo bhai! I might pour gasoline on myself and hold a lighter up to scare her

 

[nocajebudala]

jfl “not ready for a relationship” , been there before

 

[zygosmasher12]

Ropefuel

 

[whitecelcoper]

jfl “not ready for a relationship” , been there before

I hate when they say that turns out the reason is because I'm "insane" not because she lost feelings

 

[whitecelcoper]

Ropefuel

Rope didn't work it ripped brah

 

[zygosmasher12]

Rope didn't work it ripped brah

We go again

 

[nocajebudala]

I hate when they say that turns out the reason is because I'm "insane" not because she lost feelings

well thats their way of trying to be nice instead of saying what they mean

 

[whitecelcoper]

We go again

I tried 2 times in 1 hour

 

[_Nazareth_]

I’ve been dating this foid for maybe 2 months and I get pretty obsessive really quick. She’s depressed as fuck and misanthropic and started hinting she’ll break up with me 3 days ago by saying she wants to “start a new life without any of her current friends”. I didn’t really care and was looking for someone to cheat on her with. Today she dumped me and for some reason I got super upset (even though I knew she would do it). I started telling her that I hope she gets cancer then I had a whole mental breakdown where I punched a hole into my wall (thankfully covered by my poster), pulled my hair and burnt myself with cigs. I decided I need to make her feel guilty so I took almost a whole bottle of pills on call with her. I was going to hang myself, but I’m retarded and can’t tie a knot correctly and decided not to do it since I thought the pills will be enough. I just want for her to remember me forever and be aware of the fact that my suicide was her fault. I want for her to feel guilt every time she hears my name. Around 30 minutes after I took the pills I started feeling euphoric then I fainted. I hit my head pretty hard (it still hurts). I then got mad at her and started going on a rant about how I’m perfect and I hate her and she doesn’t deserve me. She kept telling me to get help and leave her alone. I have her brother’s phone number so I threatened to call him and say she did some diabolical shit. I feel like I’m taking it too far, but at the same time she is my life purpose. She still hasn’t blocked me but leaves me on delivered unless I threaten her. She says she’s scared of me and that’s why she didn’t dump me earlier. When I told my friend this he started saying that I need to be institutionalised, which I don’t agree with. Honestly reasonable reaction. I would’ve done everything for her yet she left me for being “mental”. I’m actually very composed most of the time. Every time I try to talk to a foid they start ignoring me once they get to know me. Once a foid told me I’m cute but too “mentally unstable for her to date”. This honestly proves personality does matter I’m still irritated as fuck, but I might not hang myself. Unsure for now.

GENUINELY wtf are you doing. All this over a foid btw.