My foid dumped me (suicidal fakecel)

[Sayori]

I’ve been dating this foid for maybe 2 months and I get pretty obsessive really quick. She’s depressed as fuck and misanthropic and started hinting she’ll break up with me 3 days ago by saying she wants to “start a new life without any of her current friends”. I didn’t really care and was looking for someone to cheat on her with. Today she dumped me and for some reason I got super upset (even though I knew she would do it). I started telling her that I hope she gets cancer then I had a whole mental breakdown where I punched a hole into my wall (thankfully covered by my poster), pulled my hair and burnt myself with cigs. I decided I need to make her feel guilty so I took almost a whole bottle of pills on call with her. I was going to hang myself, but I’m retarded and can’t tie a knot correctly and decided not to do it since I thought the pills will be enough. I just want for her to remember me forever and be aware of the fact that my suicide was her fault. I want for her to feel guilt every time she hears my name. Around 30 minutes after I took the pills I started feeling euphoric then I fainted. I hit my head pretty hard (it still hurts). I then got mad at her and started going on a rant about how I’m perfect and I hate her and she doesn’t deserve me. She kept telling me to get help and leave her alone. I have her brother’s phone number so I threatened to call him and say she did some diabolical shit. I feel like I’m taking it too far, but at the same time she is my life purpose. She still hasn’t blocked me but leaves me on delivered unless I threaten her. She says she’s scared of me and that’s why she didn’t dump me earlier. When I told my friend this he started saying that I need to be institutionalised, which I don’t agree with. Honestly reasonable reaction. I would’ve done everything for her yet she left me for being “mental”. I’m actually very composed most of the time. Every time I try to talk to a foid they start ignoring me once they get to know me. Once a foid told me I’m cute but too “mentally unstable for her to date”. This honestly proves personality does matter I’m still irritated as fuck, but I might not hang myself. Unsure for now.

 

[kolz]

You should fucking hang yourself cunt

He can't even tie a simple fucking knot

 

[whitecelcoper]

He can't even tie a simple fucking knot

It ripped

 

[kisslessvirgin]

over a foid, give me a break nigga

with the never lose your smile avi - how do you plan to race jihad

 

[whitecelcoper]

over a foid, give me a break nigga

Only foid I'll get

 

[kisslessvirgin]

Only foid I'll get

now now then

 

[whitecelcoper]

now now then

I don't know I've been khhv for a huge portion of my life and I feel like she's the only foid that would be down to be with me. I removed the k and 1 h with her

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

 

[kisslessvirgin]

I don't know I've been khhv for a huge portion of my life and I feel like she's the only foid that would be down to be with me. I removed the k and 1 h with her

things get better boyo
chin up

 

[whitecelcoper]

things get better boyo
chin up

I don't go outside a lot so it's more of an nd issue not so much about looks. I don't know how to talk to people in real life so I just talk to ewhores

 

[kisslessvirgin]

I don't go outside a lot so it's more of an nd issue not so much about looks. I don't know how to talk to people in real life so I just talk to ewhores

hope things get better

 

[whitecelcoper]

hope things get better

I do too I just have no idea what could fix my social skills