Ihaveproganthism
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For context, this was happening from 14 until now (16). i was sub5, covered in acne HEAD to ASS and 5'7. and bro (call him jak) was 6' hmtn. and before we were known as a duo, i was the quiet kid who everyone had no choice but to feel bad for. some can say he "saved" my social life
Theres 3 times when it hurt most, first was when i had a crush on this frenchie for a while, but was built like a troglodyte and inhib was through the roof. eventually jak found out and tried helping me get with her, only for them to end up together.
later when i moved on, i started liking this brazillian because she was my looksmatch. but after her big birthday party where she invited everyone (exept me and other troglodytes) she was apparently the shit and wouldnt look my direction. then she starts liking jak and makes it clear for everyone. this fucking ugly bitch wants a dude above her league
. this motivated me to "change myself" by doing pushups in my bathroom and eating a banana in the morning. this bullshit really had me searching up how to get dark confidence 
then from there on i just started jestereing for every girl i liked, for them to either friend zone me and cuck me with their dates.
FF a year later, im friendzoned by 3 crushes and believed personality mattered most one of them invited jak to their birthday and im taken by him as a mutual. i was thinking that was my time to shine and impress them all. i pull up with a nice lil suit and some shoes for the birthday girl (my crush at the time). then everyone pulls up in normal clothing and i look like a bitchass, and that situation for a high inhib nigga is the same as getting skinned alive. so i just kept to myself foran hour. then ms bitchday girl suggests kiss marry kill with the guys there and you can put 2 and 2 together. not only that but we play spin the bottle, i tell them my previous crush only everyone to start cheesing. and the bitchday girl liked jak i walk home alone that night
All other cases either jak or another ltn takes a girl ive been liking.
Theres 3 times when it hurt most, first was when i had a crush on this frenchie for a while, but was built like a troglodyte and inhib was through the roof. eventually jak found out and tried helping me get with her, only for them to end up together.
later when i moved on, i started liking this brazillian because she was my looksmatch. but after her big birthday party where she invited everyone (exept me and other troglodytes) she was apparently the shit and wouldnt look my direction. then she starts liking jak and makes it clear for everyone. this fucking ugly bitch wants a dude above her league
. this motivated me to "change myself" by doing pushups in my bathroom and eating a banana in the morning. this bullshit really had me searching up how to get dark confidence then from there on i just started jestereing for every girl i liked, for them to either friend zone me and cuck me with their dates.FF a year later, im friendzoned by 3 crushes and believed personality mattered most
one of them invited jak to their birthday and im taken by him as a mutual. i was thinking that was my time to shine and impress them all. i pull up with a nice lil suit and some shoes for the birthday girl (my crush at the time). then everyone pulls up in normal clothing and i look like a bitchass, and that situation for a high inhib nigga is the same as getting skinned alive. so i just kept to myself foran hour. then ms bitchday girl suggests kiss marry kill with the guys there and you can put 2 and 2 together. not only that but we play spin the bottle, i tell them my previous crush only everyone to start cheesing. and the bitchday girl liked jak i walk home alone that nightAll other cases either jak or another ltn takes a girl ive been liking.
