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We’ve been dating for 3 months.
I was teasing her earlier today for having a high kiss count (4) because I told her mine was 2.
I asked her what those dudes names were.
She named 2 of them, me, then said she didn’t want to talk about the other one.
Of course I’m like “why?”.
She said she didn’t want to talk about it.
I said “stop the bullshit, tell me. It’s the past, why would i care about a dude you kissed”.
She started tearing up.
Oh dear. What happened.
She explains that during summer 2022 she was very bored. Her friends were working and all she did was stay at home all day playing roblox and talking to strangers on yubo and itsme.
She had one online friend that she would FaceTime a lot.
She made it clear they were friends. He was okay with that. He was an utter subhuman. Blonde, huge nose, acne scars, small eyes, disgusting. She showed me a picture. He is ltn at best.
My girlfriend is a non-nt stacylite. She has some kind of autism. She has weird behaviour patterns. She’s scared of her own shadow.
That’s why I loved her so much. We both are spergs and laughed at ourselves for it.
When I met her for the first time, I told her i was a virgin. She said she was one too.
Up to this day, she has always told me she was a virgin.
When we had sex for the first time 4 months ago, she didn’t bleed.
She told me it was because she did horse riding when she was young and she bled a lot once during training.
I always believed her because she did actually do horse riding when she was young.
Anyway.
She was bored and ltn offered to come visit her, just to chill.
My dumb ass gf, who thought nothing of it, said sure.
The dude arrives to my gfs place.
They sit down to watch a movie. He starts to make a move. My gf is grossed out and tells him no.
He forces her to kiss.
Fast forward a few minutes, he’s slapping her and forcefully pulling her trousers and pants down.
He rapes her and my gf passed out before he penetrated. She woke up in a pool of her own blood.
The dude walked in the room again and ordered her to kiss him or he’d kill her dog.
She was scared. The dude was a psycho. He actually would have killed her dog.
So she sat there crying on the floor, in a puddle of her own blood, while this dude was kissing and licking her face.
After that he left.
Took the train back to where he came from.
My gf has never told her parents, as they were very strict with boys and would never have let her invite a boy to her house.
She just told me this today.
I don’t know how to feel. HOW IS SHE SO FUCKNG STUPID.
She has lied to me all this time.
She never was a virgin.
I feel used.
I am so angry. So fucking angry.
When she told me the story, I didn’t know what to say. I went silent.
She was in tears and kept apologising.
I just sat there, head down.
I said “i need to digest this” and left her accommodation and went to the gym.
She has been crying, texting and calling me 2 hours.
Am I wrong for this?
I know it’s not her fault, i know, but she didn’t have to lie about it.
For all this time i thought i had lost my virginity to a virgin.
All these times she told me i was the one who took her virginity…
I don’t know.
I am angry. I want to kill. I want to die.
I want to fight.
I’m lost.
any help or guidance is appreciated boys
I was teasing her earlier today for having a high kiss count (4) because I told her mine was 2.
I asked her what those dudes names were.
She named 2 of them, me, then said she didn’t want to talk about the other one.
Of course I’m like “why?”.
She said she didn’t want to talk about it.
I said “stop the bullshit, tell me. It’s the past, why would i care about a dude you kissed”.
She started tearing up.
Oh dear. What happened.
She explains that during summer 2022 she was very bored. Her friends were working and all she did was stay at home all day playing roblox and talking to strangers on yubo and itsme.
She had one online friend that she would FaceTime a lot.
She made it clear they were friends. He was okay with that. He was an utter subhuman. Blonde, huge nose, acne scars, small eyes, disgusting. She showed me a picture. He is ltn at best.
My girlfriend is a non-nt stacylite. She has some kind of autism. She has weird behaviour patterns. She’s scared of her own shadow.
That’s why I loved her so much. We both are spergs and laughed at ourselves for it.
When I met her for the first time, I told her i was a virgin. She said she was one too.
Up to this day, she has always told me she was a virgin.
When we had sex for the first time 4 months ago, she didn’t bleed.
She told me it was because she did horse riding when she was young and she bled a lot once during training.
I always believed her because she did actually do horse riding when she was young.
Anyway.
She was bored and ltn offered to come visit her, just to chill.
My dumb ass gf, who thought nothing of it, said sure.
The dude arrives to my gfs place.
They sit down to watch a movie. He starts to make a move. My gf is grossed out and tells him no.
He forces her to kiss.
Fast forward a few minutes, he’s slapping her and forcefully pulling her trousers and pants down.
He rapes her and my gf passed out before he penetrated. She woke up in a pool of her own blood.
The dude walked in the room again and ordered her to kiss him or he’d kill her dog.
She was scared. The dude was a psycho. He actually would have killed her dog.
So she sat there crying on the floor, in a puddle of her own blood, while this dude was kissing and licking her face.
After that he left.
Took the train back to where he came from.
My gf has never told her parents, as they were very strict with boys and would never have let her invite a boy to her house.
She just told me this today.
I don’t know how to feel. HOW IS SHE SO FUCKNG STUPID.
She has lied to me all this time.
She never was a virgin.
I feel used.
I am so angry. So fucking angry.
When she told me the story, I didn’t know what to say. I went silent.
She was in tears and kept apologising.
I just sat there, head down.
I said “i need to digest this” and left her accommodation and went to the gym.
She has been crying, texting and calling me 2 hours.
Am I wrong for this?
I know it’s not her fault, i know, but she didn’t have to lie about it.
For all this time i thought i had lost my virginity to a virgin.
All these times she told me i was the one who took her virginity…
I don’t know.
I am angry. I want to kill. I want to die.
I want to fight.
I’m lost.
any help or guidance is appreciated boys
