My girlfriend and I broke up

[cordez]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

 

[Deleted member 328836]

Brother, I rarely say this, but press Enter once in a while.

 

[Scandicel]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

if i were you, just redo the thread into paragraphs and put in some gifs.

easier for people to read.

trust me do it

 

[.𝐏𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐓.]

Can someone make a summary of this?

 

[BrianMoserIncelChud]

she has avoidance atachment and sensitive

Ohhhh nigga you dumb

 

[cordez]

Yes you can make fun of me I know I was stupid just wanted to tell my life skthr

if i were you, just redo the thread into paragraphs and put in some gifs.

easier for people to read.

trust me do it

I don't really now how to do that since I've not been on org for a long time

 

[Anamnesis]

didnt read

 

[annenisikeyim]

tldr

 

[futureschizo]

DNR NIGGA

 

[sub5withgf]

all foids r the saem

 

[Clqs]

Thank god she finally escaped

Angel gained her wings back

 

[ghetto]

Tldr ; nigga basically got his girl took by a chink chang

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

Sad that happened. You'll move on brother. Btw have you read onani master kurosawa?

 

[curt0121]

Can someone make a summary of this?

He spent two years chasing a girl who kept pulling away and manipulating him. She ignored him, dismissed his feelings, compared him to other guys, and later admitted she only dated him because he lacked confidence. The relationship made him insecure and emotionally overwhelmed.


They broke up, reconnected, and she confessed she had used him, which hurt him even more. Even when they tried again, she blamed him for small things like screaming on a ride and went distant for days. He kept apologizing and chasing her, but she never matched his effort.

 

[.𝐏𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐓.]

He spent two years chasing a girl who kept pulling away and manipulating him. She ignored him, dismissed his feelings, compared him to other guys, and later admitted she only dated him because he lacked confidence. The relationship made him insecure and emotionally overwhelmed.


They broke up, reconnected, and she confessed she had used him, which hurt him even more. Even when they tried again, she blamed him for small things like screaming on a ride and went distant for days. He kept apologizing and chasing her, but she never matched his effort.

Holy shit this nigga needs to get up

 

[atleastimskinny471]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness AFTER I WATCHED HER TAKE BBC FOR THREE HOURS STRAIGHT. I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

Im sorry homie

 

[Scandicel]

Yes you can make fun of me I know I was stupid just wanted to tell my life skthr

I don't really now how to do that since I've not been on org for a long time

its just enter.

and if you click the 3 dots, yoy can see the emoji symbol. And then you see the bar

 

[cordez]

Sad that happened. You'll move on brother. Btw have you read onani master kurosawa?

Yes

 

[xzylecrey]

Took me couple sentences to realise she lost respect for you. From there it went downhill

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

Yes

Its a good manga about moving on with life. Just live your life and you'll forget about her quickly

 

[cordez]

Its a good manga about moving on with life. Just live your life and you'll forget about her quickly

Not really easy since we were together for 2 years

 

[justheretohelppl]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

dnr but not in a mean way, from the parts i read you need a better girl

 

[sdram4]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

sometimes people have it worse than me im sorry bro

 

[burnhex]

bro just looksmax and move to loyal ethinicity girls not these white bunnies bru

 

[cordez]

S

bro just looksmax and move to loyal ethinicity girls not these white bunnies bru

She was an ethnic too

 

[burnhex]

S

She was an ethnic too

what kind of ethnicity?

 

[DaveXD]

 

[Giden]

Dnr nigga womp womp

 

[Th3Man]

For the past 2 years me and her were together I've always been the one chasing her to the point I would often have heart pains when she often ignores me this wasn't like this before a month at the start of our relation I wasnt really obsessed with her a lot all I really did was play games and try to live a healthy life but then after 2 months she started to pull away slowly and I noticed so I started to pull close and at the time I really felt like it was the right thing I started to talk to her almost everyday to the point I didn't have time for my friends when ever I even missed her reply by 3 minutes she would often get angry at me at that time and I would beg her for forgiveness I didn't notice it but at the time she was actually manipulating me she later confirmed my suspicious after a year saying yes she was any ways let's get back to the early part she was emotionally manipulating me I started to at one point cut my self this was in 2024 and I found it as a place for me to relieve my pain I started stabbing sharp objects like my nails at one point a knife I even planned for stab my self and end it but I hesitated and this was mostly because she kept reposting about Korean guys while we were in an open relationship those Koreans that were cutecell and even openly saying she had many celebrity crush she was reposting things when they think my types are Chinese but it actually is and things I would do for a Japanese guy be well aware at that time we were 8 months together I tried to confront her but she dismissed my feelings and blew up on me that's why i often hid it and that's when I started to fall deep into looksmaxxing I've known about looks maxxing for a while when I searched looks max 4 years ago on my old phone I saw looksmax .org but I didn't really care about it too much all I really took from it was proper tongue posture and better sleep schedule lest go to the main story like she dismissed dit by saying there just celebrity crush it's not like they wouldn't want me anyways this filled me with lots of rage that I started hating handsome Koreans whenever I saw one I genuinely try to hold my anger althought I'm not really that much of a fighter as I often choose to be peastfull rather than resulting in violence then one day we broke up and she said like how she was losing feelings to me and I said ok to he and I just didn't care for her at school anymore and I joined this sports in our school and I saw her again we study the same school and I noticed she was l was like hey wsp and we started to hit it off again and I started to ask her question and she answered she did manipulate me she only dated me because she knew I was not confident and wouldn't cheat and if I wasnt 6 foot and smaller she wouldn't have dated me at the age of 14 this was the most painful thing that happend to me I truly love her and she just used me but she admitted that she did truly love me but that she became toxic and we was fine we didn't had a smuch fights but then the event for students came U days and she asked me to bring my freind z nice guy and smart too to go on a double date with h her friend that z liked and h liked z too and we were on the the rides the one was called vikings and round up and for me I've never been a really rides guy but for her I tried and when we were on the rides I started to scream and no not an exaggerated scream I was screaming for my life to the point I started tasting a metallic taste in my mouth and I didn't check at that point I was basically weakened and trying not to puke when we got home and when I messaged her she started replying dryly and I asked why she was dry and she said I just need some time I gave her time after 4 days she said the reason she was acting dry it was because of my scream it kinda turn her off to the point she didnt wanna talk to me for 4 days and she started blaming me and ofc I accepted I started saying sorry and she didn't really care a few hours later we had another argument because she got mad I didn't chase keep in mind I've been chasing her everytime I can get and one I need up she couldn't handle she has avoidance atachment and sensitive alsi prefers to be ina quiet place yes I'm not joking she has all this so I'm giving this as a warning to y'all yes there might be someone out there that you chase so much and they don't chase back remember the word don't love the girl you love love the girl that loves you because if you follow like me you might just end up hurting yourself and I highly advice if you're planning on hurting yourself don't do it it's never worth it over someone who couldn't give a shit about you

Dnr

 

[Wildlife]

Can someone make a summary of this?

He dated a girl and at first she was pursuing then she started pulling away. Then they met two years later and she said she wouldn't have dated him if she wasn't confident he wouldn't cheat and if he wasn't 6'0.

 

[cordez]

what kind of ethnicity?

Like tbh Latina with turned up nose and curly

 

[burnhex]

Like tbh Latina with turned up nose and curly

2nd choice u can go for is a japanese.

 

[rasika]

Yes you can make fun of me I know I was stupid just wanted to tell my life skthr

I don't really now how to do that since I've not been on org for a long time

Just focus on your life and look forward for your future

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

Brother, I rarely say this, but press Enter once in a while.
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wall of autism

 

[123.5]

I don't really now how to do that since I've not been on org for a long time

Just press the return key