My High Inhib Will Probably Make Me Rope (Brutal)

[Authyparktokriton]

I think of doing something positive in my life, like working towards something, then waves of thoughts come, making me feel that I am dumb, incompetent, social outcast, and whatever negative i can think of.

Like events even from years ago, or even on this forum, etc. Will merge and make me feel deeply insecure.

Like for example I think of starting this online stuff, then I automatically think I got ignored or experienced rudeness, in life/Instagram/org sometimes, so I will think that i will just get ignored on my business too, nobody will choose me.
Each minor failure in my life scratches away my hope.
Idk how my friends do the dumbest shit ever and live normally...
I am not whining, i wanna fix this.

What's the solution & is it common to have in this age

 

[Azi.org]

Damn but a reminder you live in a world so big in a planet so small you will live for a long time and people will forget about the embarrising moments and most of the time people only think about themselves and probably wont monitor your every move and if you wanna fix it then find the flaw and its fix

 

[Authyparktokriton]

Bump

I think of doing something positive in my life, like working towards something, then waves of thoughts come, making me feel that I am dumb, incompetent, social outcast, and whatever negative i can think of.

Like events even from years ago, or even on this forum, etc. Will merge and make me feel deeply insecure.

Like for example I think of starting this online stuff, then I automatically think I got ignored or experienced rudeness, in life/Instagram/org sometimes, so I will think that i will just get ignored on my business too, nobody will choose me.
Each minor failure in my life scratches away my hope.
Idk how my friends do the dumbest shit ever and live normally...
I am not whining, i wanna fix this.

What's the solution & is it common to have in this age

 

[hollowed]

I don’t see why it matters. You got ignored so you think it is likely you will be again. Why were you previously ignored?

 

[hollowed]

Any opinion of what I said or are you just going to ignore me

 

[Prøphet]

The answer is to realize your own mortality

Only then can you truly live

 

[Authyparktokriton]

I don’t see why it matters. You got ignored so you think it is likely you will be again. Why were you previously ignored?

Idk bro, its like I will get ignored or rude behavior without any reason, and whenever in my life that happens (which is normal), my brain gets positive reinforcement that yeah it was suspecting the right thing, and makes me more insecure

 

[Authyparktokriton]

Any opinion of what I said or are you just going to ignore me

I was offline, u can see it now.

 

[Jrzabun69]

I think of doing something positive in my life, like working towards something, then waves of thoughts come, making me feel that I am dumb, incompetent, social outcast, and whatever negative i can think of.

Like events even from years ago, or even on this forum, etc. Will merge and make me feel deeply insecure.

Like for example I think of starting this online stuff, then I automatically think I got ignored or experienced rudeness, in life/Instagram/org sometimes, so I will think that i will just get ignored on my business too, nobody will choose me.
Each minor failure in my life scratches away my hope.
Idk how my friends do the dumbest shit ever and live normally...
I am not whining, i wanna fix this.

What's the solution & is it common to have in this age

Ask for help, from anyone really in your life and just try out different shit and if that doesn't work you'll reach a point where you either do something or give up. I came to my sense at that exact situation where no one was there for me but a slight chance in my life for a better path that I didn't even know I was gonna succeed at. And when it did succeed i promised I would do better and if I even gave up once I'd genuinely go rope as of right now my life became much more better.