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I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul
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Me and my husband met when we were both 22 and we got married 2 years ago this summer. He is the love of my life and I’m so happy with him, I truly feel like he is the one for me. When we met I was just getting out of a tough phase in my life, a lot of partying, drinking, some drugs and a lot of men. I’ve told him about most of that, I’ve left out some of the more graphic details but he knows the big picture.
What I haven’t told him and didn’t even think about telling him until recently is the fact that between the age of 18 and 21 I stripped for a living, full nude and everything. I didn’t have any stable income and I got kicked out of the house of my “parents” so I had to do what I had to do. It has always been weighing on me a little that I’ve never told him about it, as far as he’s concerned I worked as a cook for different small restaurants on the area I’m from. It wasn’t until recently when a girl I used to work with contacted me trough Facebook and wanted to meet and catch up. For some reason that set of a lot of feelings of guilt and shame, not sure why, I didn’t know my husband back then so it isn’t like I’ve cheated on him but still....feels a little heavy right now, just trying to get this out of my head and perhaps writing it down will help a little.
What I haven’t told him and didn’t even think about telling him until recently is the fact that between the age of 18 and 21 I stripped for a living, full nude and everything. I didn’t have any stable income and I got kicked out of the house of my “parents” so I had to do what I had to do. It has always been weighing on me a little that I’ve never told him about it, as far as he’s concerned I worked as a cook for different small restaurants on the area I’m from. It wasn’t until recently when a girl I used to work with contacted me trough Facebook and wanted to meet and catch up. For some reason that set of a lot of feelings of guilt and shame, not sure why, I didn’t know my husband back then so it isn’t like I’ve cheated on him but still....feels a little heavy right now, just trying to get this out of my head and perhaps writing it down will help a little.