Tneedtoimprove
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I literally think so much about every sentence I say in pubic, my posture, the way clothing sits on me, the way I pronounced a word etc.
Everytime I would hangout with this girl I always just got quiet as hell and she'd have to fill the noise. We had like one good day of talking in person to where I wasnt such a quiet incel. She liked me too to a certain extend her friend said which just sucks even more. And to cope with this we always just did drugs together.
The thing that fucked it all was when we got drunk, high and took shrooms at her house and I cried and fucking admitted to not being happy for 6 months. That's arguably the worst social situation I've ever experienced. I also don't talk to anyone from my school where I live because I do online now(I can lm every day atleast) but still my social life in horrible. I need advice.
When I know people its different too, I'm described as funny, or charasmatic but I just don't relate to people around me my age at all. I see people way uglier than me making mtbs laugh at theyre fucking stupid ass basic jokes out of a "Jokes to tell" book and it makes no sense.
Everytime I would hangout with this girl I always just got quiet as hell and she'd have to fill the noise. We had like one good day of talking in person to where I wasnt such a quiet incel. She liked me too to a certain extend her friend said which just sucks even more. And to cope with this we always just did drugs together.
The thing that fucked it all was when we got drunk, high and took shrooms at her house and I cried and fucking admitted to not being happy for 6 months. That's arguably the worst social situation I've ever experienced. I also don't talk to anyone from my school where I live because I do online now(I can lm every day atleast) but still my social life in horrible. I need advice.
When I know people its different too, I'm described as funny, or charasmatic but I just don't relate to people around me my age at all. I see people way uglier than me making mtbs laugh at theyre fucking stupid ass basic jokes out of a "Jokes to tell" book and it makes no sense.