My insecurities

[Darius11]

Hello guys,I am 17,male.Im about 180 cm tall even though my mom is 155 and my dad 165.Although Im 17 no one believes me because I look to feminine I think ,my face gets red very quickly ,if I touch it gets red,if I stay normally it gets red.I hate this flaw.I also have a lazy eye (my right eye to be more accurate) whenever Im tired or not focused in a place it goes out of place to the exterior corner of the eye.Because of this people often judge me and the first impression is ruined.My physichue is alright,I can play soccer really well but my flared ribs downgrade me so much and make me look like I have 3 kg more than I actually have.Also my face is really puffy,my jaw from the side profile is good but from side I short ramus,the angles are far from ideal.I have prey eyes without sclera show.My maxilla is flag.My pallete is mid and when I clench my jaw the cheekbones are low ,I can feel them contracting but nothing more.Today a foid asked me if Im 13 .Should I rope?


Dont know if someone is gonna read and sorry for the grammar errors .I know the photo is from tikotk but there s no fraud ,no retouches or filters.

 

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[MulletM1chas]

DNR LTN rope or lock tf in noone cares yesterday i sent a vid of my carved bleeding face to my gf and she did not care noone want to hear about your problems LOCK TF IN

 

[iblamemarqara]

grow your hair out and lean out a bit more

 

[milkshake_addict]

Hello guys,I am 17,male.Im about 180 cm tall even though my mom is 155 and my dad 165.Although Im 17 no one believes me because I look to feminine I think ,my face gets red very quickly ,if I touch it gets red,if I stay normally it gets red.I hate this flaw.I also have a lazy eye (my right eye to be more accurate) whenever Im tired or not focused in a place it goes out of place to the exterior corner of the eye.Because of this people often judge me and the first impression is ruined.My physichue is alright,I can play soccer really well but my flared ribs downgrade me so much and make me look like I have 3 kg more than I actually have.Also my face is really puffy,my jaw from the side profile is good but from side I short ramus,the angles are far from ideal.I have prey eyes without sclera show.My maxilla is flag.My pallete is mid and when I clench my jaw the cheekbones are low ,I can feel them contracting but nothing more.Today a foid asked me if Im 13 .Should I rope?


Dont know if someone is gonna read and sorry for the grammar errors .I know the photo is from tikotk but there s no fraud ,no retouches or filters.

i had a lazy eye when i was younger to fix it just cover the strong eye with a patch and keep it until your lousy eye aligns

 

[Darius11]

DNR LTN rope or lock tf in noone cares yesterday i sent a vid of my carved bleeding face to my gf and she did not care noone want to hear about your problems LOCK TF IN

Still you are still on a formul telling your problems

 

[MulletM1chas]

Still you are still on a formul telling your problems

yes but i am a hypocrite and i say that loud and actually i just DNR and wanted to sound tuff

 

[Darius11]

yes but i am a hypocrite and i say that loud and actually i just DNR and wanted to sound tuff

whatever makes you sleep well at night gng

 

[MulletM1chas]

whatever makes you sleep well at night gng

chillest person ive seen here in weeks or months

 

[Darius11]

i had a lazy eye when i was younger to fix it just cover the strong eye with a patch and keep it until your lousy eye aligns

tried it but didnt help,my doctor said that it will be with me for the rest of my life

 

[Darius11]

chillest person ive seen here in weeks or months

Its not that deep,Im subhuman for this forum,irl for my country Im a lmtn or so do I like to believe.But I have insecurities and maybe with the help of bp people I can atleast reduce some of them by evolving daily