My Journey With The HTB - Episode 03: What Should I Do?

[heightmax]

My journey with the high tier becky

Episode 03

Spoiler: Episode 02

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-journey-with-the-htb-episode-02-shes-interested.1643809/

Spoiler: Thread’s Song 🎵

This time it’s not an italian song. I used to listen to this song with my dad in his car a lot when I was younger

​

---

Week three has came to an end…



Here’s what happened during this school week:








​

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, we made the usual eye contact with both her and her friends.






Thursday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, same thing with Monday but: When school ends everybody gets out and I sometimes stop talking with some friends of mine on some benches right next to the school, this time there was also a classmate of her. (Which we’ll call Bob from now).
We talked for a bit but I had to go.
The day after my female classmates, which I told them about my oneitis, told me she was staring at me the whole time with “hearted eyes”.





Friday:
• She was at school.
I met her, Bob and another female friend of them, right outside of school while they were talking to a dumb fucking janitor, which didn’t let us in school for 5 minutes of delay.
So I mocked the janitor (they all laughed) and asked if we could please get in. (this interaction was so quick btw).
She didn’t let us in so we went to a café nearby to spend the hour to then, on hour later get in school.
Bob went god knows where so my oneitis and her friend sat outside while I went inside. They were in front of me so I never got my head up from the phone JFL.
• I also saw her in school.
After school I asked a friend to send me her Tiktok reposts (I don’t follow her on Tiktok).
Her reposts consist in: A: Videos about best friends “oh me and my bsf are the best”. B: Tiktok boys, not necessarily so attractive but body all haloed hmtns to mhtns. C and D: “I’m too kind” videos where there’s written “I will forever hate myself because i alway forgive” and the same thing related to a boy (her ex I suppose).

​

---

My thoughts:
Overall this could’ve been kind of a good week but the reposts…
I don’t even care about the thirst traps because at the end of the day for my age (16 - 2009) I have one of the highest SMVs and I mog those tiktok boys.
But the ex stuff, there’s a ton of those videos…
Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.




Conclusion:
5/10 week.
I should’ve posted a story on my insta to see if she’ll like it last weekend but i didn’t because i wanted to take the pic with a pump and i wasn’t feeling the best.
So I still don’t know if she actually likes me.
At this point I don’t even know what to do like my reputation is so fucked with her (

Spoiler: Why my rep is fucked

For who doesn’t know me and my oneitis texted and the went on a date a few months ago.
I was so “ND” during the date and it was awkward.
I look better now and I’d also say I have better social skills, so I’ve indeed ascended.

) that I honestly should just let go and move on to the next foid.
I’ll give the Instagram story thing a try first tho, since I haven’t really shown my ascended self to the public (my followers )

What do you guys think I should do?
Leave a comment!

Spoiler: Tags

@EvilSatanArseRapist @FramePillGymMaxx @Petsmart @tunisianropemaxxer @turkcelfatcel

 

[Surfsup]

Brah think he DBDR

 

[Surfsup]

.

 

[crazyguy]

My journey with the high tier becky

Episode 03

Spoiler: Episode 02

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-journey-with-the-htb-episode-02-shes-interested.1643809/

Spoiler: Thread’s Song 🎵

This time it’s not an italian song. I used to listen to this song with my dad in his car a lot when I was younger

​

---

Week three has came to an end…



Here’s what happened during this school week:








​

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, we made the usual eye contact with both her and her friends.






Thursday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, same thing with Monday but: When school ends everybody gets out and I sometimes stop talking with some friends of mine on some benches right next to the school, this time there was also a classmate of her. (Which we’ll call Bob from now).
We talked for a bit but I had to go.
The day after my female classmates, which I told them about my oneitis, told me she was staring at me the whole time with “hearted eyes”.




Friday:
• She was at school.
I met her, Bob and another female friend of them, right outside of school while they were talking to a dumb fucking janitor, which didn’t let us in school for 5 minutes of delay.
So I mocked the janitor (they all laughed) and asked if we could please get in. (this interaction was so quick btw).
She didn’t let us in so we went to a café nearby to spend the hour to then, on hour later get in school.
Bob went god knows where so my oneitis and her friend sat outside while I went inside. They were in front of me so I never got my head up from the phone JFL.
• I also saw her in school.
After school I asked a friend to send me her Tiktok reposts (I don’t follow her on Tiktok).
Her reposts consist in: A: Videos about best friends “oh me and my bsf are the best”. B: Tiktok boys, not necessarily so attractive but body all haloed hmtns to mhtns. C and D: “I’m too kind” videos where there’s written “I will forever hate myself because i alway forgive” and the same thing related to a boy (her ex I suppose).

​

---

My thoughts:
Overall this could’ve been kind of a good week but the reposts…
I don’t even care about the thirst traps because at the end of the day for my age (16 - 2009) I have one of the highest SMVs and I mog those tiktok boys.
But the ex stuff, there’s a ton of those videos…
Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.




Conclusion:
5/10 week.
I should’ve posted a story on my insta to see if she’ll like it last weekend but i didn’t because i wanted to take the pic with a pump and i wasn’t feeling the best.
So I still don’t know if she actually likes me.
At this point I don’t even know what to do like my reputation is so fucked with her (

Spoiler: Why my rep is fucked

For who doesn’t know me and my oneitis texted and the went on a date a few months ago.
I was so “ND” during the date and it was awkward.
I look better now and I’d also say I have better social skills, so I’ve indeed ascended.

) that I honestly should just let go and move on to the next foid.
I’ll give the Instagram story thing a try first tho, since I haven’t really shown my ascended self to the public (my followers )

What do you guys think I should do?
Leave a comment!

Spoiler: Tags

@EvilSatanArseRapist @FramePillGymMaxx @Petsmart @tunisianropemaxxer @turkcelfatcel

dnr

 

[heightmax]

My journey with the high tier becky

Episode 03

Spoiler: Episode 02

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-journey-with-the-htb-episode-02-shes-interested.1643809/

Spoiler: Thread’s Song 🎵

This time it’s not an italian song. I used to listen to this song with my dad in his car a lot when I was younger

​

---

Week three has came to an end…



Here’s what happened during this school week:








​

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, we made the usual eye contact with both her and her friends.






Thursday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, same thing with Monday but: When school ends everybody gets out and I sometimes stop talking with some friends of mine on some benches right next to the school, this time there was also a classmate of her. (Which we’ll call Bob from now).
We talked for a bit but I had to go.
The day after my female classmates, which I told them about my oneitis, told me she was staring at me the whole time with “hearted eyes”.




Friday:
• She was at school.
I met her, Bob and another female friend of them, right outside of school while they were talking to a dumb fucking janitor, which didn’t let us in school for 5 minutes of delay.
So I mocked the janitor (they all laughed) and asked if we could please get in. (this interaction was so quick btw).
She didn’t let us in so we went to a café nearby to spend the hour to then, on hour later get in school.
Bob went god knows where so my oneitis and her friend sat outside while I went inside. They were in front of me so I never got my head up from the phone JFL.
• I also saw her in school.
After school I asked a friend to send me her Tiktok reposts (I don’t follow her on Tiktok).
Her reposts consist in: A: Videos about best friends “oh me and my bsf are the best”. B: Tiktok boys, not necessarily so attractive but body all haloed hmtns to mhtns. C and D: “I’m too kind” videos where there’s written “I will forever hate myself because i alway forgive” and the same thing related to a boy (her ex I suppose).

​

---

My thoughts:
Overall this could’ve been kind of a good week but the reposts…
I don’t even care about the thirst traps because at the end of the day for my age (16 - 2009) I have one of the highest SMVs and I mog those tiktok boys.
But the ex stuff, there’s a ton of those videos…
Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.




Conclusion:
5/10 week.
I should’ve posted a story on my insta to see if she’ll like it last weekend but i didn’t because i wanted to take the pic with a pump and i wasn’t feeling the best.
So I still don’t know if she actually likes me.
At this point I don’t even know what to do like my reputation is so fucked with her (

Spoiler: Why my rep is fucked

For who doesn’t know me and my oneitis texted and the went on a date a few months ago.
I was so “ND” during the date and it was awkward.
I look better now and I’d also say I have better social skills, so I’ve indeed ascended.

) that I honestly should just let go and move on to the next foid.
I’ll give the Instagram story thing a try first tho, since I haven’t really shown my ascended self to the public (my followers )

What do you guys think I should do?
Leave a comment!

Spoiler: Tags

@EvilSatanArseRapist @FramePillGymMaxx @Petsmart @tunisianropemaxxer @turkcelfatcel

@Jager @Hide @Luca_. @BigBallsLarry @nestivv

 

[Finnishmogger]

Rape

 

[NiZr]

Brah think he DBDR

ball knowledge

 

[IBL4MEZYG]

water

 

[Luca_.]

Would you say you rebuilt your rep since that date?

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.

This is bs, she is just genuenly traumatized probably.
Honestly if you like her, which you do i would still go for it.
Don't be chalant, don't play games be direct.
I hope it works out somehow.
DON'T blow this, bhai.
Give it a try, this trauma stuff takes time.

 

[heightmax]

Would you say you rebuilt your rep since that date?

no we still haven’t talked

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

My journey with the high tier becky

Episode 03

Spoiler: Episode 02

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-journey-with-the-htb-episode-02-shes-interested.1643809/

Spoiler: Thread’s Song 🎵

This time it’s not an italian song. I used to listen to this song with my dad in his car a lot when I was younger

​

---

Week three has came to an end…



Here’s what happened during this school week:








​

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, we made the usual eye contact with both her and her friends.






Thursday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, same thing with Monday but: When school ends everybody gets out and I sometimes stop talking with some friends of mine on some benches right next to the school, this time there was also a classmate of her. (Which we’ll call Bob from now).
We talked for a bit but I had to go.
The day after my female classmates, which I told them about my oneitis, told me she was staring at me the whole time with “hearted eyes”.





Friday:
• She was at school.
I met her, Bob and another female friend of them, right outside of school while they were talking to a dumb fucking janitor, which didn’t let us in school for 5 minutes of delay.
So I mocked the janitor (they all laughed) and asked if we could please get in. (this interaction was so quick btw).
She didn’t let us in so we went to a café nearby to spend the hour to then, on hour later get in school.
Bob went god knows where so my oneitis and her friend sat outside while I went inside. They were in front of me so I never got my head up from the phone JFL.
• I also saw her in school.
After school I asked a friend to send me her Tiktok reposts (I don’t follow her on Tiktok).
Her reposts consist in: A: Videos about best friends “oh me and my bsf are the best”. B: Tiktok boys, not necessarily so attractive but body all haloed hmtns to mhtns. C and D: “I’m too kind” videos where there’s written “I will forever hate myself because i alway forgive” and the same thing related to a boy (her ex I suppose).

​

---

My thoughts:
Overall this could’ve been kind of a good week but the reposts…
I don’t even care about the thirst traps because at the end of the day for my age (16 - 2009) I have one of the highest SMVs and I mog those tiktok boys.
But the ex stuff, there’s a ton of those videos…
Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.




Conclusion:
5/10 week.
I should’ve posted a story on my insta to see if she’ll like it last weekend but i didn’t because i wanted to take the pic with a pump and i wasn’t feeling the best.
So I still don’t know if she actually likes me.
At this point I don’t even know what to do like my reputation is so fucked with her (

Spoiler: Why my rep is fucked

For who doesn’t know me and my oneitis texted and the went on a date a few months ago.
I was so “ND” during the date and it was awkward.
I look better now and I’d also say I have better social skills, so I’ve indeed ascended.

) that I honestly should just let go and move on to the next foid.
I’ll give the Instagram story thing a try first tho, since I haven’t really shown my ascended self to the public (my followers )

What do you guys think I should do?
Leave a comment!

Spoiler: Tags

@EvilSatanArseRapist @FramePillGymMaxx @Petsmart @tunisianropemaxxer @turkcelfatcel

Just speak italian in a hot deep voice and date egirls on discord atp

Bro why dont u ever talk to her like alone?
theyre often more chatty with me when were alone

 

[heightmax]

This is bs, she is just genuenly traumatized probably.
Honestly if you like her, which you do i would still go for it.
Don't be chalant, don't play games be direct.
I hope it works out somehow.
DON'T blow this, bhai.
Give it a try, this trauma stuff takes time.

part of me would want her to know who i truly am and what i truly feel towards her
but the other part of me feels pathetic for romanticizing our every interaction and would just want to be able to move on

 

[heightmax]

Just speak italian in a hot deep voice and date egirls on discord atp

Bro why dont u ever talk to her like alone?
theyre often more chatty with me when were alone

this bitch has a swarm of friends all the time
also my rep is fucked

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

this bitch has a swarm of friends all the time
also my rep is fucked

Nigga just say u were depressed back then

and pls talk to her one on one dude thats how u get girls
litteraly all of my teasy sexual moments are one on one nigga

 

[heightmax]

Nigga just say u were depressed back then

and pls talk to her one on one dude thats how u get girls
litteraly all of my teasy sexual moments are one on one nigga

easy for yall nts
nice advice tho

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

easy for yall nts
nice advice tho

Nigga i am diagnosed with aspergers syndrome

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

but the other part of me feels pathetic for romanticizing our every interaction and would just want to be able to move on

Brother, you are in love, that is normal!!!

I have said this often but:

Never hide yourself. Never be nonchalant. Never be disingenuous.
The only thing that can come of that is depression and if you fit a niche and a girl actually finds your body attractive it won't matter that much, aslong as you are caring, loving and just not a complete asshole piece of shit. This might be a bluepilled take but i don't care.

Imagine being in a LTR and she loves a mask, not you.
You will never feel love when hiding.

Just be direct, and if it doesn't work then don't waste your time.
Attracting someone is impossible through action, only through looks and some other factors anyways.
The fact that she takes time to get over him might in a way be a good thing tbh.
Give her some time to get over the traumas, but if you are direct and she doesn't want you don't waste your time on her, and to be sure still takes quite a bit of it, time.

 

[heightmax]

Brother, you are in love, that is normal!!!

I have said this often but:

Never hide yourself. Never be nonchalant. Never be disingenuous.
The only thing that can come of that is depression and if you fit a niche and a girl actually finds your body attractive it won't matter that much, aslong as you are caring, loving and just not a complete asshole piece of shit. This might be a bluepilled take but i don't care.

Imagine being in a LTR and she loves a mask, not you.
You will never feel love when hiding.

Just be direct, and if it doesn't work then don't waste your time.
Attracting someone is impossible through action, only through looks and some other factors anyways.
The fact that she takes time to get over him might in a way be a good thing tbh.
Give her some time to get over the traumas, but if you are direct and she doesn't want you don't waste your time on her, and to be sure still takes quite a bit of it, time.

ur goated ty

 

[muhammad18347]

My journey with the high tier becky

Episode 03

Spoiler: Episode 02

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-journey-with-the-htb-episode-02-shes-interested.1643809/

Spoiler: Thread’s Song 🎵

This time it’s not an italian song. I used to listen to this song with my dad in his car a lot when I was younger

​

---

Week three has came to an end…



Here’s what happened during this school week:








​

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, we made the usual eye contact with both her and her friends.






Thursday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, same thing with Monday but: When school ends everybody gets out and I sometimes stop talking with some friends of mine on some benches right next to the school, this time there was also a classmate of her. (Which we’ll call Bob from now).
We talked for a bit but I had to go.
The day after my female classmates, which I told them about my oneitis, told me she was staring at me the whole time with “hearted eyes”.





Friday:
• She was at school.
I met her, Bob and another female friend of them, right outside of school while they were talking to a dumb fucking janitor, which didn’t let us in school for 5 minutes of delay.
So I mocked the janitor (they all laughed) and asked if we could please get in. (this interaction was so quick btw).
She didn’t let us in so we went to a café nearby to spend the hour to then, on hour later get in school.
Bob went god knows where so my oneitis and her friend sat outside while I went inside. They were in front of me so I never got my head up from the phone JFL.
• I also saw her in school.
After school I asked a friend to send me her Tiktok reposts (I don’t follow her on Tiktok).
Her reposts consist in: A: Videos about best friends “oh me and my bsf are the best”. B: Tiktok boys, not necessarily so attractive but body all haloed hmtns to mhtns. C and D: “I’m too kind” videos where there’s written “I will forever hate myself because i alway forgive” and the same thing related to a boy (her ex I suppose).

​

---

My thoughts:
Overall this could’ve been kind of a good week but the reposts…
I don’t even care about the thirst traps because at the end of the day for my age (16 - 2009) I have one of the highest SMVs and I mog those tiktok boys.
But the ex stuff, there’s a ton of those videos…
Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.




Conclusion:
5/10 week.
I should’ve posted a story on my insta to see if she’ll like it last weekend but i didn’t because i wanted to take the pic with a pump and i wasn’t feeling the best.
So I still don’t know if she actually likes me.
At this point I don’t even know what to do like my reputation is so fucked with her (

Spoiler: Why my rep is fucked

For who doesn’t know me and my oneitis texted and the went on a date a few months ago.
I was so “ND” during the date and it was awkward.
I look better now and I’d also say I have better social skills, so I’ve indeed ascended.

) that I honestly should just let go and move on to the next foid.
I’ll give the Instagram story thing a try first tho, since I haven’t really shown my ascended self to the public (my followers )

What do you guys think I should do?
Leave a comment!

Spoiler: Tags

@EvilSatanArseRapist @FramePillGymMaxx @Petsmart @tunisianropemaxxer @turkcelfatcel

Read every single molecule

 

[heightmax]

Read every single molecule

my g

 

[heightmax]

My journey with the high tier becky

Episode 03

Spoiler: Episode 02

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-journey-with-the-htb-episode-02-shes-interested.1643809/

Spoiler: Thread’s Song 🎵

This time it’s not an italian song. I used to listen to this song with my dad in his car a lot when I was younger

​

---

Week three has came to an end…



Here’s what happened during this school week:








​

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, we made the usual eye contact with both her and her friends.






Thursday:
• She was at school.
• I saw her, same thing with Monday but: When school ends everybody gets out and I sometimes stop talking with some friends of mine on some benches right next to the school, this time there was also a classmate of her. (Which we’ll call Bob from now).
We talked for a bit but I had to go.
The day after my female classmates, which I told them about my oneitis, told me she was staring at me the whole time with “hearted eyes”.





Friday:
• She was at school.
I met her, Bob and another female friend of them, right outside of school while they were talking to a dumb fucking janitor, which didn’t let us in school for 5 minutes of delay.
So I mocked the janitor (they all laughed) and asked if we could please get in. (this interaction was so quick btw).
She didn’t let us in so we went to a café nearby to spend the hour to then, on hour later get in school.
Bob went god knows where so my oneitis and her friend sat outside while I went inside. They were in front of me so I never got my head up from the phone JFL.
• I also saw her in school.
After school I asked a friend to send me her Tiktok reposts (I don’t follow her on Tiktok).
Her reposts consist in: A: Videos about best friends “oh me and my bsf are the best”. B: Tiktok boys, not necessarily so attractive but body all haloed hmtns to mhtns. C and D: “I’m too kind” videos where there’s written “I will forever hate myself because i alway forgive” and the same thing related to a boy (her ex I suppose).

​

---

My thoughts:
Overall this could’ve been kind of a good week but the reposts…
I don’t even care about the thirst traps because at the end of the day for my age (16 - 2009) I have one of the highest SMVs and I mog those tiktok boys.
But the ex stuff, there’s a ton of those videos…
Not having forgotten her ex is also the “excuse” she used with me before.
This means I’m not enough because if I was 6’3 she would have forgotten that nigga long time ago.




Conclusion:
5/10 week.
I should’ve posted a story on my insta to see if she’ll like it last weekend but i didn’t because i wanted to take the pic with a pump and i wasn’t feeling the best.
So I still don’t know if she actually likes me.
At this point I don’t even know what to do like my reputation is so fucked with her (

Spoiler: Why my rep is fucked

For who doesn’t know me and my oneitis texted and the went on a date a few months ago.
I was so “ND” during the date and it was awkward.
I look better now and I’d also say I have better social skills, so I’ve indeed ascended.

) that I honestly should just let go and move on to the next foid.
I’ll give the Instagram story thing a try first tho, since I haven’t really shown my ascended self to the public (my followers )

What do you guys think I should do?
Leave a comment!

Spoiler: Tags

@EvilSatanArseRapist @FramePillGymMaxx @Petsmart @tunisianropemaxxer @turkcelfatcel

bump

 

[Jager]

my g

ready every molecule my G

dont be nonchalant nigga dont try to act all tuff and mysterious around her talk to her one on one dont fumble the bag
be direct