throwaway25
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Never had really felt this way before until now. I was somewhat satisfied with my face, not content but satisfied, especially since ive almost saved up enough for a rhinoplasty which I was super excited for, but now it just feels pointless. Im mostly insecure about my hair, I lost over 90 pounds in the span of about 4-5 months, and im not sure if it just sped up MPB that was already going to happen or what, but I had a lot of diffuse thinning happen. Even after I started eating at maintenance again my hair regrew, but never as thick as it used to be. Ive been on fin for a while as a precaution, havent had any more hairloss, but I started taking oral minoxidil, and I thought everything would be fine, I was happy, I was going to see regrowth and hey my face isnt terrible, I can live with this. Unfortunately im bloating, to the point where my masseters look round, I no longer have hollows, and even the tip of my nose is noticeably more bulbous and the bridge looks swollen. Just fucking sucks, I really do just feel utterly defeated now. My choices are either stay with the same shitty thin hair I have right now and likely go bald within the next years, or be a chipmunk with hair. Just dont know what to do man.
I'm trying to cope that theres a chance that this is because of wisdom teeth, I have one bottom one fully erupted and straight, while the other one is growing in impacted. Im getting these removed in a week and I was coping that maybe they were causing this, as theyve been bothering me a bit more lately, but likely not since I dont believe much has changed with them in the 2 1/2 ish weeks ive been taking oral minox, as this started around that time. Or maybe my perception of myself just changed idfk all I know is its cooked.
I'm trying to cope that theres a chance that this is because of wisdom teeth, I have one bottom one fully erupted and straight, while the other one is growing in impacted. Im getting these removed in a week and I was coping that maybe they were causing this, as theyve been bothering me a bit more lately, but likely not since I dont believe much has changed with them in the 2 1/2 ish weeks ive been taking oral minox, as this started around that time. Or maybe my perception of myself just changed idfk all I know is its cooked.