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The No.1 rule of org: Ascend and leave.
I discovered about BP when i was still a teen 16yo when two girls at the ice cream bar laughed at me
i was with my mom carrying veggies when i saw them laugh at my face i immediately put my face down ashamed and embarassed it was all fine until i overheard them saying that he's so ugly i cried and couldn't sleep for days
I Didn't know about org existence that time tho people had this "glow up" thing going on
So i started skincare like every other guy and over and over constantly searching and applying new creams AND one day i search about treatinoin and looksmax org was at top of my search feed i slowly kept reading all of it
No good info for weeks so i started scrolling through all org post
Yes all of them
I started to look better but i was still almost invisible in public people seemed to be avoid me instead
3 Months in i kept going to gym skincare doing every cope possible too *bonesmashing, hard mewing, thumb pulling with towel hanged on door*
This was my side profile
It still wasn't enough my friends said i look different and why I'm always serious
I chewed gum like 8 hours everyday my stomach was crying even vomitted multiple times
Slowly blackpill started to takeover
So i digged even deeper
Found out about Diuretics, tazarotene, skin thinning, dnp and other sort of popular peptides
Never injected peptides tho
I started going to sun, blasting d3 and calcium, sprint sprint sprint every single day no rest even on sunday
Skin got shinier
These indian rice facepacks worked well too
I ascended a lot but still it wasn't enough
I thought starving might help me too
Went 3 days without any food just threw it in dustbin
I was on just fruits
I started bulking
Carbs and fats overload then did cut again
Sprinting like a lifeless body
My watch showed my bp at 164 bpm
Over and over
And finally
PUBERTY ! I was a late bloomer
Shaved my hairs, started wearing eye lenses, bimatoprost and topical minox for eye ascension
NOW
This is me currently
It's never over untill you decide to
signing off
-yash
I discovered about BP when i was still a teen 16yo when two girls at the ice cream bar laughed at me
i was with my mom carrying veggies when i saw them laugh at my face i immediately put my face down ashamed and embarassed it was all fine until i overheard them saying that he's so ugly i cried and couldn't sleep for days
I Didn't know about org existence that time tho people had this "glow up" thing going on
So i started skincare like every other guy and over and over constantly searching and applying new creams AND one day i search about treatinoin and looksmax org was at top of my search feed i slowly kept reading all of it
No good info for weeks so i started scrolling through all org post
Yes all of them
I started to look better but i was still almost invisible in public people seemed to be avoid me instead
3 Months in i kept going to gym skincare doing every cope possible too *bonesmashing, hard mewing, thumb pulling with towel hanged on door*
This was my side profile
It still wasn't enough my friends said i look different and why I'm always serious
I chewed gum like 8 hours everyday my stomach was crying even vomitted multiple times
Slowly blackpill started to takeover
So i digged even deeper
Found out about Diuretics, tazarotene, skin thinning, dnp and other sort of popular peptides
Never injected peptides tho
I started going to sun, blasting d3 and calcium, sprint sprint sprint every single day no rest even on sunday
Skin got shinier
These indian rice facepacks worked well too
I ascended a lot but still it wasn't enough
I thought starving might help me too
Went 3 days without any food just threw it in dustbin
I was on just fruits
I started bulking
Carbs and fats overload then did cut again
Sprinting like a lifeless body
My watch showed my bp at 164 bpm
Over and over
And finally
PUBERTY ! I was a late bloomer
Shaved my hairs, started wearing eye lenses, bimatoprost and topical minox for eye ascension
NOW
This is me currently
It's never over untill you decide to
signing off
-yash
