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MammothActuary
MMs make MMs
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Literally call her an elf...
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She loves it, of course...so I bring out the clichés...
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Number time...only to cancel...
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...But she's fine with that. I sit in awe of life on God mode...
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I guess women do 1.) make the first move and 2.) come on strong...
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Google voice to the rescue...
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...Followed by infinite forgiveness...
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It was time to come clean about my living situation...
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She wants so badly to believe I'm Philippe, even after testing my knowledge of a place he just visited...
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So many possibilities...
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I went with my gut...
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More suspicion cast on the presence of Trivago Guy...
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But not enough to dissuade an attempt at fucking...
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It began to feel redundant...
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...
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Effort and women?
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I pressed for answers...
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Her profile was adamant about not being asked about the weather...
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Since Philippe can do no wrong, I was able to share a little of myself without being skewered by assholery...it was nice...
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Though I'm fairly certain she doesn't really watch Curb...
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In all honesty, I wasn't prepared for the euphoria associated with this process. I set out to destroy and expected to remain indifferent, but in many instances I succumbed to the simple pleasure of having the upper hand. I was not only mistaken for a human, but one who merited adoration. Though I knew my role was fraudulent in nature, and therefore more akin to Sisyphus (I would never be able to enjoy the spoils of my labor), I found myself enamored with the opposite sex's prowess and desire for Myles/Philippe.
I know there are far better examples of woman's duality, cold-bloodedness, and downright savage nature sprinkled all over this site. There was something else I learned from this process, however. When a person advances in a class system, their reality is reborn. The rage I had for Jamie in the beginning, for example, was replaced by an easygoing and tempered nature as I took on the narrative and likeness of LeBlond. Most surprising was how quickly my anger dissipated.
As the experiment proceeded, I noticed my outlook in real life becoming lighter. I laughed more and dissected things less. All temporary, of course, but blissful nonetheless. I would suggest all incels go through such an exercise, if only to derive a volatile sense of worth.
Until next time (though probably never)...
TLDR: Online dating is a rigged system in favor of women. I used this construct for a psychological boost by playing on womankind's desire/expectation of a 10/10 prince, and you can too.
Part 1:
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She loves it, of course...so I bring out the clichés...
![Image Image](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Ffarm5.staticflickr.com%2F4621%2F27937197909_d851b8eb3e.jpg&hash=f720a62c9af1caab0e607b18f8cc2c6f)
Number time...only to cancel...
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...But she's fine with that. I sit in awe of life on God mode...
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I guess women do 1.) make the first move and 2.) come on strong...
![Image Image](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Ffarm5.staticflickr.com%2F4668%2F38818181455_e54615eb79.jpg&hash=c4a3530e0d01e2a553937a1c32d4b777)
Google voice to the rescue...
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...Followed by infinite forgiveness...
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It was time to come clean about my living situation...
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She wants so badly to believe I'm Philippe, even after testing my knowledge of a place he just visited...
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So many possibilities...
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I went with my gut...
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More suspicion cast on the presence of Trivago Guy...
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But not enough to dissuade an attempt at fucking...
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It began to feel redundant...
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...
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Effort and women?
![Image Image](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Ffarm5.staticflickr.com%2F4715%2F25844400238_cf87ab9334.jpg&hash=738fe2c593ebd1c3be24638e10fae4f4)
I pressed for answers...
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Her profile was adamant about not being asked about the weather...
![Image Image](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Ffarm5.staticflickr.com%2F4766%2F27937209559_1f60b45fc8.jpg&hash=df105b6921c4939bab4a724b017d067b)
Since Philippe can do no wrong, I was able to share a little of myself without being skewered by assholery...it was nice...
![Image Image](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Ffarm5.staticflickr.com%2F4664%2F39716186911_776a109372.jpg&hash=6a26c4561f83b890a463c28fe29b58ab)
Though I'm fairly certain she doesn't really watch Curb...
![Image Image](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Ffarm5.staticflickr.com%2F4751%2F39007046374_145789bc74.jpg&hash=98acad704fba2e7026a6595807343d00)
In all honesty, I wasn't prepared for the euphoria associated with this process. I set out to destroy and expected to remain indifferent, but in many instances I succumbed to the simple pleasure of having the upper hand. I was not only mistaken for a human, but one who merited adoration. Though I knew my role was fraudulent in nature, and therefore more akin to Sisyphus (I would never be able to enjoy the spoils of my labor), I found myself enamored with the opposite sex's prowess and desire for Myles/Philippe.
I know there are far better examples of woman's duality, cold-bloodedness, and downright savage nature sprinkled all over this site. There was something else I learned from this process, however. When a person advances in a class system, their reality is reborn. The rage I had for Jamie in the beginning, for example, was replaced by an easygoing and tempered nature as I took on the narrative and likeness of LeBlond. Most surprising was how quickly my anger dissipated.
As the experiment proceeded, I noticed my outlook in real life becoming lighter. I laughed more and dissected things less. All temporary, of course, but blissful nonetheless. I would suggest all incels go through such an exercise, if only to derive a volatile sense of worth.
Until next time (though probably never)...
TLDR: Online dating is a rigged system in favor of women. I used this construct for a psychological boost by playing on womankind's desire/expectation of a 10/10 prince, and you can too.
Part 1:
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