My life experience

[Deleted member 247026]

I was always a sensitive guy until recently. I was always insecure, I was getting disrespected my whlle childhood. I never looked good. My squeaky voice and baby face have only made it easier for people to disrespect me. I was and also am a little short. I was only bullied a few times, but everybody knew me as a sensitive skinny boy with a baby face and squeaky voice. It made me very unconfident and unhibited. I just had to be born like this.I am currently an average guy, slightly above average physique, height still below average. I cannot approach a girl I like at school. My voice still is bad (not nearly as bad as before). I am very unsatisfied with this. I am excited for surgery hopefully I'll resch chadlite or chad. Now I gotta live like this, knowing I'm just an average guy, I hate it. The only things I enjoy are gaming, dopamine like drinks, candy, hanging out with my 2 friends (one at school and one outside of school). Does anybody here have a similar life experience?

 

[7pumpkins]

dnr, op had shitty childhood so he’s getting surgery to finally be accepted as a person

 

[Deleted member 255733]

Nga u were born in 2008

 

[Deleted member 247026]

dnr, op had shitty childhood so he’s getting surgery to finally be accepted as a person

A little wrong. It's that I am just an average guy now average guy now and wanna be perceived well by people. My childhood wasn't shitty, just a little bad.

 

[Deleted member 247026]

Nga u were born in 2008

Okay, and?

 

[7pumpkins]

A little wrong. It's that I am just an average guy now average guy now and wanna be perceived well by people. My childhood wasn't shitty, just a little bad.

You said you had got “disrespected” “bullied a few times” and made a remark asking why you had to be born like this. Idk man seems like a pretty bad early few years to me

 

[Deleted member 247026]

You said you had got “disrespected” “bullied a few times” and made a remark asking why you had to be born like this. Idk man seems like a pretty bad early few years to me

Definitely bad, but it was slowly getting better. It was also kinda good if we ignore that disrespect. I did have friends which wouldn't bully me. One would sometimes disrespect me just because he can and the others didn't want to. It's nostalgia I guess. It's probably my genetics that made me too scared to respond to the disrespect since I would get easily panic when there could potentially be conflict.