ragingmanlet
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So a while ago I lost my faith and my life has been a complete nosedive. I used to have some cope, some small bit of hope that things might get better after I die
because I thought that there's an afterlife. But then I realized that there's no god and i'm just a sub-5 framecel brownoid insect with no future and there isn't an afterlife where I get 99 virgins in heaven and my own castle made of diamond
(for reference, I was muslim). Now every day is just pure rot. I wake up, i'm ugly, I go to my shitty ghetto school, I come home, i'm still an ugly lonely faggot. there's no point in anything anymore. And to make matter worse, I'm a late stage porn addict addicted to the worst porn and I have developed some of the worst fetishes ever
I dont even want to ascend anymore I just want to end it 
Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it
. (if you're brown you understand this)
My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment
But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org
Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it
My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment
But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org
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