My life has been on a downward spiral since I lost faith

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So a while ago I lost my faith and my life has been a complete nosedive. I used to have some cope, some small bit of hope that things might get better after I die :feelswhy:because I thought that there's an afterlife. But then I realized that there's no god and i'm just a sub-5 framecel brownoid insect with no future and there isn't an afterlife where I get 99 virgins in heaven and my own castle made of diamond :feelsuhh: (for reference, I was muslim). Now every day is just pure rot. I wake up, i'm ugly, I go to my shitty ghetto school, I come home, i'm still an ugly lonely faggot. there's no point in anything anymore. And to make matter worse, I'm a late stage porn addict addicted to the worst porn and I have developed some of the worst fetishes ever :sick: I dont even want to ascend anymore I just want to end it :feelswah:

Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it :feelsuhh:. (if you're brown you understand this)

My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment :feelswah:

But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org :aheago:


@abzz @acm @luuk @hypernormie @Professional lurker @Centurion_Hunter @foidletslayer @IronMike @Htncel1 @mohi_100 @Bryce
 
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what the fuck is a late stage porn addict :lul::lul::lul:
 
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At least you can eat pork now bhai :love:
 
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ragingmanlet said:
I can't, It's disgusting :sick:

And also nobody in my life knows about this :ogre:
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No but now seriously, it must be pretty fucked up but you gotta shift your purpose, you don’t do it for your religion anymore but for yourself and that’s fine too, idk that’s how i see it

Also try to use some habit tracker to stop gooning, that shit truly rots your brain
 
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Eat siomai and ramen noodles
 
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autistic.goblin said:
No but now seriously, it must be pretty fucked up but you gotta shift your purpose, you don’t do it for your religion anymore but for yourself and that’s fine too, idk that’s how i see it

Also try to use some habit tracker to stop gooning, that shit truly rots your brain
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jfl nigga said habit tracker :lul::lul:
 
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autistic.goblin said:
It really helped me stop gooning and start studying more idk why won’t you give it a try
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I tried one like almost a year ago and it was paid, deleted that shit immediately and never touched it again :feelsuhh:

Also, doesn't work, even network blockers don't work for me because when I get the urges nothing will stop me (I'll even use my imagination)
 
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wow bhai I'm sorry, @abzz and I are always here. I hope you find some type of solace in your life. but I wish you the best and life treats you well :feelsautistic:

also only first 5 people get tagged so the rest didn't get the noti
 
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acm said:
wow bhai I'm sorry, @abzz and I are always here. I hope you find some type of solace in your life. but I wish you the best and life treats you well :feelsautistic:

also only first 5 people get tagged so the rest didn't get the noti
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Thank you bhai :HYPERSL:

You always make me feel better :HYPERSL::HYPERSL:
 
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@foidletslayer @Htncel1 @mohi_100 @Bryce
 
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ragingmanlet said:
So a while ago I lost my faith and my life has been a complete nosedive. I used to have some cope, some small bit of hope that things might get better after I die :feelswhy:because I thought that there's an afterlife. But then I realized that there's no god and i'm just a sub-5 framecel brownoid insect with no future and there isn't an afterlife where I get 99 virgins in heaven and my own castle made of diamond :feelsuhh: (for reference, I was muslim). Now every day is just pure rot. I wake up, i'm ugly, I go to my shitty ghetto school, I come home, i'm still an ugly lonely faggot. there's no point in anything anymore. And to make matter worse, I'm a late stage porn addict addicted to the worst porn and I have developed some of the worst fetishes ever :sick: I dont even want to ascend anymore I just want to end it :feelswah:

Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it :feelsuhh:. (if you're brown you understand this)

My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment :feelswah:

But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org :aheago:


@abzz @acm @luuk @hypernormie @Professional lurker @Centurion_Hunter @foidletslayer @IronMike @Htncel1 @mohi_100 @Bryce
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What fetishes
 
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Maybe it’s time to invest in vitalist nietzschean nihilism then, bryce and i can help u with it as well
 
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mohi_100 said:
Maybe it’s time to invest in vitalist nietzschean nihilism then, bryce and i can help u with it as well
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Shut up nigga stop larping philosophy :feelswhy:
 
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Maybe it’s time to invest in vitalist nietzschean nihilism then, bryce and i can help u with it as well
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1770190739986
 
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ragingmanlet said:
Shut up nigga stop larping philosophy :feelswhy:
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Maybe me and @iblamegenetics- can invite to a foursome with maddie francesca. Obviously wed have u tied down and just watch since we aren't letting ur brown ass near her
 
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mohi_100 said:
Maybe me and @iblamegenetics- can invite to a foursome with maddie francesca. Obviously wed have u tied down and just watch since we aren't letting ur brown ass near her
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How did you know I’m a sandnigger :lul:

Make it a 5sum nd invite @Bryce too :aheago:
 
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What do you sound like friend
 
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Maybe me and @iblamegenetics- can invite to a foursome with maddie francesca. Obviously wed have u tied down and just watch since we aren't letting ur brown ass near her
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Tied up together with her shitty husband
 
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Bryce said:
Pretty Goddamn clear if you ask me 🥀
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Ur either one or your not. "I'm 1 stage away from pedophilia" just say you're a pedo vro 😂
 
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Ur either one or you’re not. "I'm 1 stage away from pedophilia" just say you're a pedo vro 😂
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Can’t comprehend basic writing :feelswhy: retarded nigga
 
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E moment said:
Sybau watching that type of shit won't lead to pedophilia
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Cope, all porn leads to pedophilia retard

Not surprised :lul: all anifags are retarded :forcedsmile::forcedsmile:

You’re probably into loli and you’re trying to cope w the fact that you’re a pedo :aheago:
 
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Sorry bhais forgot to tag you @SomaliSub5 @FiendFiend
 
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ragingmanlet said:
So a while ago I lost my faith and my life has been a complete nosedive. I used to have some cope, some small bit of hope that things might get better after I die :feelswhy:because I thought that there's an afterlife. But then I realized that there's no god and i'm just a sub-5 framecel brownoid insect with no future and there isn't an afterlife where I get 99 virgins in heaven and my own castle made of diamond :feelsuhh: (for reference, I was muslim). Now every day is just pure rot. I wake up, i'm ugly, I go to my shitty ghetto school, I come home, i'm still an ugly lonely faggot. there's no point in anything anymore. And to make matter worse, I'm a late stage porn addict addicted to the worst porn and I have developed some of the worst fetishes ever :sick: I dont even want to ascend anymore I just want to end it :feelswah:

Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it :feelsuhh:. (if you're brown you understand this)

My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment :feelswah:

But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org :aheago:


@abzz @acm @luuk @hypernormie @Professional lurker @Centurion_Hunter @foidletslayer @IronMike @Htncel1 @mohi_100 @Bryce
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also an ex muslim but youre coping, smoke weed lock in
 
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babymoo said:
youre low iq if you think weed is just a feeling
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Never had weed before, I’ve never tried any drug before and I don’t think I ever will :feelsuhh:
 
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Never had weed before, I’ve never tried any drug before and I don’t think I ever will :feelsuhh:
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Muh huh soyboy been doing drugs even when I was a muslim
 
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Muh huh soyboy been doing drugs even when I was a muslim
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I might try drugs when I live on my own, rn I don’t have any money/friends to do it with :feelsthink:
 
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ragingmanlet said:
Yes nigga, I’m the biggest loser here if you couldn’t already tell by reading my other threads :forcedsmile:
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You were born cursed by god bro, how does niggas still worship him
 
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babymoo said:
You were born cursed by god bro, how does niggas still worship him
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I was truly cursed by god :lul: came out dumb and ugly with the biggest Jew nose and the darkest skin tone in family and shitty parents :forcedsmile::forcedsmile::forcedsmile::forcedsmile:

Got bullied up until 9th grade :feelsuhh:
 
You can find renewed meaning and purpose in your life by devoting yourself to white nationalism
 
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