My life has been on a downward spiral since I lost faith

[ragingmanlet]

You can find renewed meaning and purpose in your life by devoting yourself to white nationalism

nigga I’m a brownoid sandnigger

 

[hypernormie]

nigga I’m a brownoid sandnigger

All the better, you will be devoting your life to a greater cause

 

[luuk]

So a while ago I lost my faith and my life has been a complete nosedive. I used to have some cope, some small bit of hope that things might get better after I die because I thought that there's an afterlife. But then I realized that there's no god and i'm just a sub-5 framecel brownoid insect with no future and there isn't an afterlife where I get 99 virgins in heaven and my own castle made of diamond (for reference, I was muslim). Now every day is just pure rot. I wake up, i'm ugly, I go to my shitty ghetto school, I come home, i'm still an ugly lonely faggot. there's no point in anything anymore. And to make matter worse, I'm a late stage porn addict addicted to the worst porn and I have developed some of the worst fetishes ever I dont even want to ascend anymore I just want to end it

Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it . (if you're brown you understand this)

My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment

But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org

Spoiler: Bhais

@abzz @acm @luuk @hypernormie @Professional lurker @Centurion_Hunter @foidletslayer @IronMike @Htncel1 @mohi_100 @Bryce

I’m no theist but I think it can be very important for certain people who pretty much need to believe in eternal damnation/omnipresent judgement to NOT be total deviants
Take some psychedelics and psyop yourself into religious psychosis or something maybe you’ll believe again

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

So a while ago I lost my faith and my life has been a complete nosedive. I used to have some cope, some small bit of hope that things might get better after I die because I thought that there's an afterlife. But then I realized that there's no god and i'm just a sub-5 framecel brownoid insect with no future and there isn't an afterlife where I get 99 virgins in heaven and my own castle made of diamond (for reference, I was muslim). Now every day is just pure rot. I wake up, i'm ugly, I go to my shitty ghetto school, I come home, i'm still an ugly lonely faggot. there's no point in anything anymore. And to make matter worse, I'm a late stage porn addict addicted to the worst porn and I have developed some of the worst fetishes ever I dont even want to ascend anymore I just want to end it

Also, I lost faith mainly because of my family (especially my schizo dad) there's nothing but abuse in this shitty household and they're always using religion and culture as an excuse for it . (if you're brown you understand this)

My only form of human communication is this website and my randoms in arc raiders who block me after one match because of my heinous ass voice and my stupid accent and speech impediment

But hey, at least I have a good ratio in org

Spoiler: Bhais

@abzz @acm @luuk @hypernormie @Professional lurker @Centurion_Hunter @foidletslayer @IronMike @Htncel1 @mohi_100 @Bryce

Theres a reason you downgraded after losing faith

 

[ragingmanlet]

Theres a reason you downgraded after losing faith

Religion is cope

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Religion is cope

You're Pakistani ?

 

[ragingmanlet]

You're Pakistani ?

Afghan (unfortunately)

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Afghan (unfortunately)

Oh
I'm guessing you're mad because you didn't inherit the white genetics that other Afghans have
Ur still spawntrapped in Afghanistan ?

 

[ragingmanlet]

Oh
I'm guessing you're mad because you didn't inherit the white genetics that other Afghans have
Ur still spawntrapped in Afghanistan ?

Yes, I came out a shitskin when the rest of my family looks white

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Yes, I came out a shitskin when the rest of my family looks white

Brutal icl can't lie
Don't blame religion for this though it is what it is

 

[ragingmanlet]

Brutal icl can't lie
Don't blame religion for this though it is what it is

I don’t blame religion when it comes to my looks, I blame it because it’s always been an excuse for my people/family to be bad people

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

I don’t blame religion when it comes to my looks, I blame it because it’s always been an excuse for my people/family to be bad people

Religion doesn't teach you to be bad lol
It's not religions fault people are iqlets and can't catch your family being bad

 

[ragingmanlet]

Religion doesn't teach you to be bad lol
It's not religions fault people are iqlets and can't catch your family being bad

Not just my family The entire country is like this and they use religion as an excuse (search up farkhonda Hassan), I lived there for the most of my life and I’m glad I’m not there anymore. Came here to the US recently and realized how much of a shithole that place was and how retarded the people were

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Not just my family The entire country is like this and they use religion as an excuse (search up farkhonda Hassan), I lived there for the most of my life and I’m glad I’m not there anymore. Came here to the US recently and realized how much of a shithole that place was and how retarded the people were

I can def understand how you feel
Just know that your country is full of extremists and that Islam is against extremism itself
However I won't force it upon you it's your choice because there's no point arguing about it on an incel forum
Still I wish you good luck in life and pray that you find Islam in your life again